I'm on my way home. I'm in the car with my dad. I tried not to freak too much, the pictures of James comes more and more. If I just walked around the hospital at night I would see him. I don't know how I'm going to get away from him without Jasper. I don't want to freak out in front of my dad. He looks so upset when he can't even hug me; he looks like he thinks it's his fault for me being kidnapped. I don't want him to be in pain, he can't think he did that to me. It was all James. Now I just have to believe that myself. I always try to tell myself if I did better maybe James and the other evil people would have taken it easy on me. But I had to talk back all the time. Jasper says I didn't do anything wrong it was them and not me. He said they have bad problems not me. He always says things like this. It's like he knows my emotions. He knows when I'm scared, sad, hunger, even cold, just my random emotions. I don't know how but maybe he knows me, sometimes it seems like he knows me like the back of his hand. Some times when I was in that basement at their house, I would see him gazing at me. Studying me, like he thinks it's the last time he would see me.
At the hospital I woke up a few times and I would see him staring at me. When he saw me awake he quickly looks away.
We got home after a few minutes. I walk into the house; my dad said I should just go on and go to bed. I gave him a small smile, I walked up the stairs.
I lay in bed when the phone rang.
"Bella phone." My dad yells up the stairs. I couldn't get to sleep because his face would come to me. It's not James face I'm talking about its Jaspers. It's hard to go to sleep when all you can see is the beautiful golden blond boy's hair. His eyes would look at me they wouldn't look away.
I got out of bed and walked out of my room. Dad was waiting for me at the stair, I thank him and go back up stairs.
"Uh hello." I look at the clock it was earlier then I thought. It was five.
"Hi, Bella?"
"Yes, this is she." I say. I don't know any girls here.
"Yeah this is Alice, Jaspers friend we met at the hospital." I remembered her. She has the set black hair, that's pointy at the ends. She very cute and short.
"Yes, I remember you."
"Well I looked for you number in the phone book." I gasp. I guess I need to get that out of there.
"How?"
"Your dads the police chief."
"Oh, yeah. Sorry I just got a little freaked."
"That's okay; I understand it's hard for you. I mean I don't know what you went through but I'm here for you. I know we don't know each other that long but I want to be you friend Bella." I smile.
"Thanks Alice, I would like to be you friend to. It will take time; I just ask you to please stick to it and don't give up. I have a lot of problems right now. I'll understand if it gets hard for you to be my friend." I heard her make a mad noise.
"Bella I would never not be your friend because you have problems. I'll try to help you." She say. "I know Jasper cares about you, I can see that he very protect of you."
"We went through a lot with each other, he probably wants to help me. I'll help him as much as I can."
"Bella I think it's more than that. I think he just has feelings for you that he wants to help you because He loves you." She says. I couldn't believe what she was saying; yeah right Jasper would never love me. I laugh.
"Alice a guy like Jasper should like someone like you not a crazy girl who was locked in a basement and can't get her kidnappers out of her head."
"Bella number one, weird. Jasper and I are not into each other, I love Edward. Number two is he was stuck in the same basement with you. That's why you're so close, what do you think that there's nothing between you two? Maybe he doesn't see their faces but he doesn't want you too. He wants to help you."
"Alice do you want to come over?" I ask there's no need to talk about it over the phone.
"Sure is that okay with your dad?" She asks.
"I ask hold on." I put the phone on my bed and walked down the stairs.
"Hey Dad?" I call.
"Yes, Bells." I see him sitting on the couch.
"Can Alice Brandy come over?" He nods.
"What about Rosalie?" He asks.
"I don't know, I'll ask Alice. But if she can is that okay?" I ask him.
"Yes." I walk over to him and give him a kiss on the cheek. I tried not to freak.
"Thanks." I whisper and run back up the stairs. I try to breathe before I go back on the phone.
"Alice my dad said yes. Do you think Rosalie will want to come?"
"Probably."
"I'll call and ask. Hey you can sleep over to, if you want."
"I would love to. Okay call her and I see you in a few." She hung up. I dial Jaspers phone number. Then the voice I love picked it up.
"Hello?"
"Hi Jasper." I breathe.
"Bella? Is everything okay. Are you having problems with their faces?" I could hear his voice he sounds like he is freaking out.
"Jasper it's okay I'm fine. I um am calling for Rosalie."
"Why?"
"Well umm Alice is sleeping over so I was going to ask her if she wants to."
"Are you sure you're ready for that?" He asks.
"I don't know but I'm going to try."
"Call me if you need me okay."
"Okay. Bye Jasper."
"Bye sweetie here's Rose."
"Hello?" Her voice sounds confused.
"Um hi Rosalie its Bella. I was wondering if you would like to sleep over at my house, Alice is."
"I would love to."
"Do you know where my house is?"
"Bella everyone knows where your house is your dads the police chief." She laughs a little.
"Yeah, umm okay I'll see you in a few then."
"Well bye. Oh wait Jasper wants to talk to you one more time." She says.
"Bella." His voice sounds overwhelmed.
"Yes?"
"Please if you need me I really want you to call me. I don't like not knowing if your okay or not."
"Jasper I promise."
"Bella any time you need to."
"I promise, now have some fun with Emmett and Edward. Promise me you will."
"I promise you Bella. Either way my heart will never lie to you."
"Good night Jasper."
"Good night darling." We hang up.
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