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It had been a couple of hours since Esme had told Carlisle about her life story. Carlisle was relieved to see she seemed to be feeling better.

"This will be your room…" Carlisle showed her the room that was just down the hall from his study and Edward's bedroom. What he didn't tell her was that this was his old room. Of course he didn't mind though. He removed all his personal belongings into his study so his angel would have a room where she could have some privacy.

Esme giggled at him then. The beautiful sound that escaped her lips was simply music to Carlisle's ears.

"But we don't sleep." Esme found this very endearing that she gets her own bedroom when she doesn't require any sleep.

Carlisle chuckled softly. She was just soo beautiful to him and any other creature that had at least half a mind. "That's correct, but I'm sure you'll enjoy having your own room to hold your belongings and where you go when you need some privacy."

"Oh my…that's so nice of you, but I don't really have any belongings." Esme said a little sadly. She didn't try to hide the fact that she missed her home and family, but this is the price she has to pay for her attempted suicide.

"Well, we'll just have to go buy you a few things then shall we?" Carlisle smiled at her as she nodded her head.

Carlisle told Esme he'd be right back and walked into his study down the hall. He grabbed his fedora hat and his coat and put them on as quickly as he could. And that's when Edward walked in with a worried expression on his face.

"Carlisle…I know your excited to spend time with her, but is it really wise to take her out into the public as a newborn?" Edward stated. His eyes still full of concern.

"I'll fetch her some sunglasses and she'll be fine..." Carlisle obviously wasn't thinking clearly.

"You've officially lost your mind, Carlisle. She could slip around the humans…she could kill one of them…" Edward sighed when he saw what his father was about to say.

"Cheer up Edward. You're always so miserable. Learn to live a little."

"I can't…I'm dead…" Edward said solemnly. He was not at all happy with what his father had said to him. "Esme won't take it well if she accidentally kills someone…" But Edward knew it was a lost cause. Carlisle was to blind by love to listen to him. A side of him Edward had never ever seen before. He had to snap him out of it before some one got hurt.

Carlisle grabbed Esme one of his other coats and a pair of sunglasses to hide her eyes. He also grabbed an umbrella for them to share just in case the sun made an unexpected appearance.

"We'll be back later son…she can handle this. I know she can." Carlisle said with confidence.

"You're going to regret this…she's only two days old!" Edward called after him, but it was no use.

Esme and Carlisle happily walked down the streets of the down town area together. Carlisle couldn't even express how good it felt to have her arm through his so she could be safely underneath the umbrella that shielded the sun away from them.

Esme on the other hand was glad to be so closed to the man she was falling in love with while having his coat draped on her shoulders and while wearing his sunglasses. His scent was overpowering and she loved it.

The one thing that did make her uncomfortable was the smell of the humans that were every where she turned. The burn in her throat did not make anything better. She knew it was wrong to take someone's life though. And she could never betray Carlisle's trust in her.

The couple had bought everything Esme could have possibly needed. She was a little hesitant to let Carlisle buy her all these things but he insisted. He convinced her that he had plenty of money to spend and it'd be a crime not to share it with her. He was so nice, Esme just couldn't believe it.

The one thing Esme did refuse though was new furniture. She was perfectly happy with what was in the room she had. But they gathered up plenty of other things like clothes and new sheets for her bed even if they will be little use to her.

Edward's worries never seemed to cross Carlisle's mind. Of course he should have known better though. Because a lean man with black hair and brown eyes came walking hurriedly towards them. By the look on his face, Carlisle could tell they had been recognized.

"Oh dear…." Esme groaned…Carlisle didn't know who it was but he could tell it was some one she obviously knew. He brought the umbrella slightly to the front of them so they wouldn't be seen, but it was to late…

"It's my husband. He saw me…" Esme knew this was bad and as he approached her in a panic she started to stiffen. The burn in her throat was becoming to unbearable for her to handle.

"Esme…no it can't be…you're…you're dead…" Carlisle pulled her down an alley as quickly as he could. They could not be discovered. But what bad luck for the two because the human decided to follow them.

"Esme wait! How is this possible? Am I seeing things?" The human muttered to himself. Just then Carlisle and Esme had reached a dead end and there was no way to escape. They turned around then and faced the confused man.

"Esme?" he asked. Still confused as ever. He knew he must be dreaming.

"You must have me confused with someone else…" Esme said quietly.

"No, no…it has to be you…" He walked forward and Esme held her breath as if it would save her life. He came closer and removed her sunglasses.

He let out a gasp and staggered backward a little, but it was to late for him…Esme grabbed his arm and he stammered nervously when he saw the blood red in the irises of Esme's eyes. But it wasn't just that that shocked him. She was beautiful before but now her beauty was somewhere completely indescribable.

"Your eyes!" He looked to Carlisle then. "I knew there was something about you and your son that was off. What have you…." Just then his words were cut off with a scream as Esme bit into his neck.

"Esme, no!" Carlisle ran quickly to stop her and put his hand on her arm but she threw him against the brick wall near by with her new born strength. It was then that Carlisle was pulled out of his unusual daze. He felt absolutely terrible. It was dangerous to stop his kind while they were taken over by blood lust.

The human blood was sweet on Esme's lips. She had never tasted anything like it. She was vaguely aware of something banging into the wall behind her but she didn't care. The blood was all that she was concerned with and she would get ever last drop of it. It definitely beat the animal blood that she had had before then.

Once she was finished feeding she came back to reality and looked at her surroundings. She had realized what she had done then when she saw her husband who she bore a child with…lying on the ground with a bloodied and torn neck. She looked back at Carlisle and saw him sitting on the ground by a few fallen bricks, with a frazzled expression on his face.

After seeing what she had done…Esme ran off without a single word.

Oh my goodness! Intense right? Reviews would be appreciated. I'm definitely one to take constructive criticism so please help me out. I'll try and update by next week. Like I said, I don't have a lot of extra time and my life is stressfull. Actually if your lucky I might be able to update tomorrow since our school scheduled a half day because of the snow storm so it looks like ima be snowed in. until next time my friends!