Chapter 4:

Edward POV:

I kept pacing the kitchen. I had started to make dinner and realized I didn't have much experience in this area. I had gotten used to Bella or my mom making meals. I had decided that I was going to start learning to make more meals, so that Bella didn't always have to come home to cook.

Alice and Jasper were watching television on the living room. I could hear the sitcoms theme music playing. They would laugh every so often. I kept opening the oven door to make sure the chicken didn't over cook. Jasper came into the kitchen just then. He grabbed to glasses and set them down.

"You know, staring at the chicken won't make a difference on how the time goes by. Maybe you should come watch some t.v. with us." Jasper commented as he poured juice into the glasses. He twisted the cap back on and closed the fridge.

"No, it's cool. I'm checking on dinner. I don't want to give you guys any food poisoning. I'm afraid of what Alice might do if I get her sick." I laughed slightly.

He nodded and went back into the living room. I had told them both what had happened. I hoped Emmett came home soon, so I could inform him of what happened as well. Rosalie worked at a bar and usually didn't come home until after midnight. I didn't want to upset Bella further by a remark Emmett might make unintentionally.

The phone started ringing just then. I picked it up. "Hello?"

"Hey, Edward?" I heard Emmett growl into the phone. "I'm kind of still stuck at work. It's going to be a few more hours, I just wanted to let you know so Bella didn't make dinner for me as well."

"Don't worry about it. I'll see you when you get here." I said and Emmett hung up. At least, it was less people who would know about it.

I took a look at the rice once more and decided that it looked about ready. I turned off the stove and began to put the rice in a container and set it on the table. Bella should be home any minute. The chicken needed a few more minutes, so I decided to use that time to go upstairs and change my shirt.

As soon as I came back down I saw that Bella was in the kitchen testing the rice. I walked in and kissed her exposed neck. "Evening." I said.

She smiled and turned around. "Who made the rice?" She held it up to me to taste. As soon as I started to bite down I realized why she had asked. The rice was still hard.

"I wanted to surprise you with dinner. Guess that didn't go as planned." I smiled sheepishly. She shook her heard and then said, "Maybe we should just order a pizza. Honestly, I'm really tired, so I might just head to bed."

I agreed with her and turned the oven off. I let Alice know the change of plans and she took it very well. I assumed she was glad I hadn't made her eat the dinner. Jasper and her began to surf through Jasper's laptop to find a good pizza deal.

I marched up the stairs and opened the door into our bedroom. Bella was there, sitting on the edge of the bed. She was letting her hair down and taking out her earrings.

"Okay, let's talk." It was all that she said.

"I wish I could read your mind. I want to know how you really feel about this." I told her.

She seemed to ponder it for a minute before she answered. "I talked to Jacob and he made it pretty black and white for me. I'll be okay with going to dinner with her. You'll be with me. I mean what's the worst that can happen?"

"If you feel uncomfortable, we don't have to go." I reminded her simply. I wouldn't do anything that made her unhappy.

"I love you." She told me softly grabbing the bottom of my shirt. She lifted it over my head as she stood up. "I'll never feel comfortable going to dinner with her. But I'll learn to deal. Now as for feeling comfortable doing something else..."

She smiled up at me as she tried to sink to her knees. I didn't want her to worship me tonight. It was her turn to be worshipped. I pushed her back on the bed and unbuttoned her blouse. She was wearing a navy blue lacy bra. If I had known that she wearing this this morning, I would have been driven crazy all day. I looked up at her as she stared at me, watching my reaction.

I reached around and pulled down the zipper on her skirt, pulling it down, my fingers finding the matching lace panties. I kissed her ankles, her inner thighs. I trailed my nose along her abdomen and finally kissed her lips.

She moaned and reached down to unbuckle my belt. I wanted to take her then and there, but I knew I needed to talk to her. It seemed like the perfect time.

"Bella, how do you really feel about Tanya and her change?" Her hands immediately stopped as they unzipped my fly.

"Why... are you ruining our moment?" She panted. She was having trouble putting a sentence together. Maybe right now wasn't the perfect moment.

"Nevermind." She continued pulling my jeans off and I climbed off of her to take them off. I slipped a condom on and froze above her. I could see her chest rise and fall. Her eyes were closed and opened when I hesitated. I watched them grow as I sank into her.

I began a steady pace and watched as she bit her lip and moaned slightly. It was amazing how beautiful she looked. Finally I felt her shivers and I soon went over the edge with her. I collapsed beside her and wrapped my arms around her.

After a few minutes she broke the silence. "I hate her, and I think this is a stupid ploy to get you back."

I was too shock to answer. So she continued. "But Jacob's right, I trust you. I know you wouldn't leave me. I just hate her for trying. So I'd rather be there with you while you're with her so at least she doesn't try too hard."

I kissed her hard then. I found it sexy when she was jealous. She was rarely jealous, but it was worth it sometimes to see her like this.

"What was that for?" She managed to get out when I broke free to breathe.

"For being my best girlfriend." I answered.

"There must be tons of others." She teased.

"Oh yeah, loads." I kissed her again and we made love once more


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