I find my way to the sea.
I run before it ends.
Day… 13?... no 14.
I found a pond.
When I looked at my reflection, I hardly recognized myself… I look really weird when I don't shave.
Well, no matter. There were a lot of large granite boulders on the pond's shore. I decided to dice them. After all, I had carved up pretty much all the trees I could find. I've also gotten pretty good at whittling… but that probably isn't a good thing.
The weird pictures I've been carving into trees? Well now they're sculptures… and they're everywhere. I've already decided I would stop carving them many times… but I just do it unconsciously now. I caught myself sculpting faces in the tree stumps yesterday. They weren't portraits either, they looked like something out of a horror movie. I think I'm really fucked. I have no idea what's going on with me.
Probably from the nightmares…
I feel bad for whoever rents this cabin next. Like hell, these woods are looking like a macabre museum.
… I mean I guess it's not all bad.
Recently I feel like it's been getting easier and easier to slice into stuff. Before I had to put in a fair bit of effort and concentration to cut something. Like, it's not that easy making your aura razor sharp.
But practice makes perfect, right? Back in Florida I don't practice the Yasakani arts quite so much. I remember how much effort it took me to even cut into a lampstand... but here… ha, I pretty much walk out of my front door in the morning ready to carve shit up. Nowadays I'm just sawing through boulders like it's melted butter.
I mean, it's stupid. I'm literally just making gravel… but there's nothing else to do here. I have time to kill. Guess I'll get started on the boulders… and actually destroy it, not make something horrible this time.
Time to kill… How much time do I need to kill?
Wonder what everyone else is doing about now…
Kagura is most likely… I don't even know what she normally does, actually…
And Kyo?
…
Something cold grips my heart.
...
I'd rather not think about him.
Gay 100
New nightmare for yalls, Yag with stubble hehe.
The stuff at the top are song lyrics. I listened to this album by Icelandic artist 'Soley' while I wrote this. Check her out. Chapter titles are the names of the songs. I liked the asthetic of the music. It's my go-to when I'm writing uncomfortable, sad stuff.
lol, maybe the music made me write weirder stuff than ususal.
whatever tho. check her out. Entire album in on yootube.
