I find my way to the sea.

I run before it ends.


Day… 13?... no 14.

I found a pond.

When I looked at my reflection, I hardly recognized myself… I look really weird when I don't shave.

Well, no matter. There were a lot of large granite boulders on the pond's shore. I decided to dice them. After all, I had carved up pretty much all the trees I could find. I've also gotten pretty good at whittling… but that probably isn't a good thing.

The weird pictures I've been carving into trees? Well now they're sculptures… and they're everywhere. I've already decided I would stop carving them many times… but I just do it unconsciously now. I caught myself sculpting faces in the tree stumps yesterday. They weren't portraits either, they looked like something out of a horror movie. I think I'm really fucked. I have no idea what's going on with me.

Probably from the nightmares…

I feel bad for whoever rents this cabin next. Like hell, these woods are looking like a macabre museum.

… I mean I guess it's not all bad.

Recently I feel like it's been getting easier and easier to slice into stuff. Before I had to put in a fair bit of effort and concentration to cut something. Like, it's not that easy making your aura razor sharp.

But practice makes perfect, right? Back in Florida I don't practice the Yasakani arts quite so much. I remember how much effort it took me to even cut into a lampstand... but here… ha, I pretty much walk out of my front door in the morning ready to carve shit up. Nowadays I'm just sawing through boulders like it's melted butter.

I mean, it's stupid. I'm literally just making gravel… but there's nothing else to do here. I have time to kill. Guess I'll get started on the boulders… and actually destroy it, not make something horrible this time.

Time to kill… How much time do I need to kill?

Wonder what everyone else is doing about now…

Kagura is most likely… I don't even know what she normally does, actually…

And Kyo?

Something cold grips my heart.

...

I'd rather not think about him.


Gay 100

New nightmare for yalls, Yag with stubble hehe.

The stuff at the top are song lyrics. I listened to this album by Icelandic artist 'Soley' while I wrote this. Check her out. Chapter titles are the names of the songs. I liked the asthetic of the music. It's my go-to when I'm writing uncomfortable, sad stuff.

lol, maybe the music made me write weirder stuff than ususal.

whatever tho. check her out. Entire album in on yootube.