CHAPTER 4- The Truth
Blair stood over the scene and smiled. She had won, and that bitch Georgina had lost. They wouldn't be hearing from her in a LONG time. That's what happened when you messed with one of Blair Waldorf's friends, especially her best friend Serena. Blair was suddenly overcome with heat. She needed some air.
She was about to tell Serena she was going to leave, then when she saw how good of a time S and D were having, she just smiled and walked away. She really had done well. 'Why cant I have a relationship like that.' She thought. 'My relationships are always messed up, just once Id like to be truly in love, without getting hurt.' She sighed as she walked down the narrow hallway.
'Stop pitying yourself Waldorf.' She told herself. 'Your absolutely gorgeous, and you need to play the field for a while anyway.' Yeah. That was convincing.The truth was, she only wanted one person, and she would probably never have him. He was the only one who could make her feel shivers when he just looked at her. It was a forbidden love of course, and he didn't even want her. He had told her that to her face. Nate couldn't do what he did to her.
Just then she felt someone clasp her hand and she spun around, and saw the last person she expected staring right at her.
Chuck had watched the whole scene unfold. Gripping his scotch and waiting for the outcome. He saw Georgina back down and run away. He knew Blair had won. Of course she did. She was Blair Waldorf. 'and your chuck bass.' He thought. 'that can never happen.'
O but chuck wished it could. He watched her walk out of the room and down the hallway towards the restrooms. Suddenly, chuck got the urge to go after her. 'No chuck you cant.' He knew he would be denied, but he had to try it, he couldn't stand this feeling. Denial would be better than this. He rushed after her leaving his scotch at the bar.
As he was walking down the hallway he tried to form a plan. 'just play it cool bass, tell her how you feel.' He said to himself. 'How do you feel?' hopefully it would come to him when he got there. Suddenly he was right behind her. He grabbed her hand. She spun around, looking gorgeous as ever, and he was speechless.
"Chuck? What do you want?" Blair said trying to sound bitchy and edgy. But she was shaking inside, he did that to her. She couldn't look into his eyes or she would probably faint.
"Look blair I just want to talk to you." Now that he was there, looking at her, it was harder than he thought. She was amazing. He pulled her into a hallway and through a door, it led to a storage room.
"What are you doing…" Blair said. "Let go of me." She was starting to shake.
"Ok ok." He retorted. "I just……I need to talk to you. Will you please just listen to me." He said desperately.
She looked at him for a moment. He actually look sincere. Now that she was close to him she could see he had circles under his eyes. He looked like he hadnt slept in weeks. She felt bad. She sighed, she couldn't say no to him. "What do you want from me chuck?"
He heard exhaustion in her voice. But she was giving him a chance, did she care? "Blair……I don't know whats wrong with me. Ever since that day in the bar….i havent slept, I can barely eat, and I constantly feel like im going to be sick. I couldn't figure it out until I saw you today. Everytime I see you I feel like im going to faint. Its like you have a control over me. And im sorry for the way I treated you. I'm sorry I told you you were a slut and im sorry I almost made you run away…..and…..and im sorry that I told you I didn't want you because the truth is blair…..all I want is you. " He had talked until he couldn't breathe. He had said everything he wanted to, and all he could do was wait for an answer.
Blair just looked at him. At first she couldn't believe what he was saying. He was chuck bass, he didn't hurt for any woman. He was the biggest player in their whole school. He slept with women then tossed them aside. All he cared about was sex, and he was standing here telling her that he wanted her and only her. And maybe it was the heat, maybe it was the fact that he looked so devilishly handsome in his suit, maybe it was that…..she really liked him, well…..she knew she really liked him. He smelled amazing, like scotch and some kind of wonderful cologne. And then she didn't know what came over her. One minute she was staring into his eyes, then the next she was pressing him against the wall, and pressing their lips together.
Chuck was just staring at her, then all of a sudden blair jumped on him. He was so shocked, expecting a negative response, and expecting to be told off, that he at first didn't do anything. He just let her kiss him, not kissing back. Eventually chuck snapped out of his stupor and pushed back against blair's lips. They were so soft and supple, and he had missed this so much.
As soon as chuck started to kiss back, blair felt herself start to weaken even more, she thought her knees were about to buckle, when she felt his strong arms wrap around her waist. He pulled her in closer to him, so he was leaning against the wall and she was against him. Then chuck's tongue pushed against her lips, so wanting in. She gratefully opened them, unable to resist him. They're tongues played around with each other.
Blair wanted more. She pushed herself up against chuck and started to softly hump him against the wall. He moved with her. She reached up and pulled off his jacket. Then his tie. "You really want to do this in a storage closet?" Chuck asked. He wanted it to mean something, this seemed dirty.
"Do….you….have….another suggestion?" She said in between kisses.
"Bart got…..me…..a…..special….suite….in case I needed it." He answered breathless. That's what she did to him.
"Well guess what bass." She said, placing her hands on his chest and kissing him. "You definetly do."
Chuck and Blair stumbled towards the elevator. They could barely keep their hands off each other. Chuck pushed the button on the wall for up as he ran his hands up and down her body. The elevator was away from anyone they might have known. Finally, after what seemed like forever for both of them, it came. They went inside and chuck pressed the button for the executive suite. This went straight up and didn't stop, because only the most important guests stayed there (his father stayed in the presidential suite.) The doors closed and he pushed her against the side. Gently, but firmly. Then he started kissing her neck, then her chin, then back to her lips. Blair moaned softly into his ear and he smiled. She grabbed his waist and pulled him closer, pretty much as close as possible. He had been turned on in more ways than just emotional since blair first kissed him. She could definetly feel that now.
The elevator arrived and they got out. They tripped over each other as chuck rushed to unlock his room. As he pulled out his room key and fumbled with it trying to open the door, blair started kissing his neck and unbuttoning his shirt to kiss his chest. He moaned a little and said, "Your making this really hard you know that?" He said as he gave in and kissed her.
"mmmm….i know." She said with a smile as she continued kissing him. He finally got the door open and he caried blair through the door. She kicked off her shoes, and chuck pulled her dress off over her head. Blair finished unbuttoning his shirt and threw it on the floor. Then she unbuckled his belt and took that off. As she reached down and tried to unbutton his pants she fumbled with them. Chuck reached down and grabbed her hands. They were shaking.
"Blair, whats wrong?" He asked with severe concern.
"I don't know. I just ive never felt like this before. I want you chuck, all of you." She answered shakily.
"Waldorf, you have me, all of me." He said smirking. Then she unbuttoned and unzipped his pants and pulled them off. He picked her up and set her on the bed. Then he got on top of her. He looked into her eyes, basicly asking permision, they were going all the way. She shook her head, and he kissed her lips, she moaned as he unbuckled her bra, not even slowing down or stumbling like other guys did. Then she reached down and pulled down his boxers as he took off her underwear. Chuck hovered over her. Then she opened her legs, and he pushed into her, breaking the final barrier between them. She moaned so loud It was bordering a scream. If there had been any other suites on that floor, everyone wouldve heard it. They moved theyre hips in perfect rhythm with eachother.
It was almost like they were built for each other. His and her bodies fit perfectly, intertwined with one another. As they continued to slide against each other the both were moaning now. With one final push it was over, they heard a click sound and she let out a moan/sigh as he pulled out of her. She shivered and he kissed her, running his hand up and down her arms. He flipped her over so she was laying on top of him, her head resting against her chest.
"Do you want to go back to the party?" He asked. He didn't want her to go, he wanted her to stay.
"mmm….i think I wanna stay here. For as long as I can." She said with a smile. Chuck didn't know exactly how he felt and neither did blair, but this was the most right thing either of them knew. And they fell asleep in each others arms.
Hello again upper east siders, gossip girl here. Well, the party's finally over. The I do's have been said, the champagne has been drunk, the drama has gone down, and all is good and well. It was a fantastic afterparty by the way in case you happened to miss it, and if you did, you might as well leave town.
Spotted: S and D leaving the hotel and boarding the subway. Bound for brooklyn? O S&D, what have we planned tonight. K and I leaving the party obviously a little tipsy, they got into a cab and headed towards who knows where, uh oh girls looks like you partied a little to hard. V splitting early….without N? O no, looks like theres trouble in paradise. N left the party 2 hours later, and he went home, no after after party for you N? And for the first time on GG, not spotted: C or B leaving the party, they both seemed to disappear just after our big showdown, and neither were spotted leaving the hotel. Looks like they havent forgotten their past. So the party's over, but I never rest, as soon as theres a scoop ill be there, any time of day.
You know you love me,
Xoxo
Gossip Girl.
