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Chapter 4: Santa Baby

Logan: You don't have to give me a decision now. Just think about it.

He handed me an avocado and a business card.

Rory: An avocado?

Logan: From the tree. I pulled it before coming here. Just thought you should have a taste before you make your decision. You can take as long as you need. I'm not saying to get married just to start over ace.

I didn't even know what to say. He gave me his golden smile and walked out. I looked down at the avocado and the business card. The business card had a drawing of two people with umbrellas and said "In omnia paratus" both things reminded me of him. Both things made my heart feel heavy.

I never really thought about getting back together. It hadn't crossed my mind, I hadn't let it. I've never even dreamed about him.

He said he compared every woman to me. But i compared every man to...I couldn't even say it. I couldn't bring myself to think it. It was thoughts and emotions I had buried deep.

I left the avocado and the business card in my favorite hiding spot when I lived in the pool house behind the Hemingways. And walked back to the main house.

If there was ever time I needed a drink was right now. My mouth felt dry and thoughts were racing almost as fast as my heart pounding. I reached the bartender.

Rory: I need a martini with a twist.

I didn't even know what to order I just needed something. And in this house the first thing that came to mind was my mom's favorite drink. My mom...I need to find her I need to talk to her.

Marty: Martini with a twist up.

Rory: Marty?

Marty?! From all the bartenders in the world. It's Marty!

Marty: Hey

Rory: You still bartender?

Marty: My parents recommend me. I lost my job a couple of days ago.

Rory: Oh I'm sorry to hear that.

Marty: So I saw Logan. You guys are still together?

Rory: No were not.

Marty: Oh well that must be awkward then

Is he serious? Just being with him is awkward enough.

Marty: Well I'm glad your not. He was a jerk.

Rory: You know what Marty. Between you and Logan. I only see one jerk and it's not Logan.

I walked away. And then I spotted my mom with my grandma. And they were close to yelling.

Emily: Lorelai this is not the time to discuss this

Lorelai: I cannot believe you would invite Logan knowing Rory was here.

Emily: You invited Luke's nephew

Lorelai: That is different mother

Emily: How Lorelai? Please explain to me the difference

Lorelai: I didn't know Rory was here. You knew and decided to call him to come. Which don't even get me started on how you still have his number.

Emily: Lorelai this is Rorys chance to redo what happened.

Lorelai: No this was Rory chance to spend time with her family not see her ex.

Emily: Well even if I wouldn't have invited Logan. There was still Tess.

Lorelai: Jess mom it's Jess. And that's different they're friends.

Emily: Really? Lorelai they're friends? Then why have they not been near each other the whole night.

I looked away from them and searched for Jess. This wasn't fair. It's been years. He shouldn't be acting like this with me. I looked through the living room, the kitchen, the dining room, I felt I looked everywhere. Did he leave? I walked into the my grandfather's study.

And there he was. Reading.

Rory: What are you reading?

Jess: Nothin...

Ugh this was frustrating. So what happened in Philadelphia was unfortunate but what about all the other times. What about just right here in this room when he walked out of Friday Night Dinner. I should be mad. Not him. I should be giving the cold shoulder. I stood there giving him my best withering stare while he ignored me. That was it. I was not going to stand for this.

Next Chapter: Jess.