A/N I'm really bored, so I'm updating. Thank you to karmine for the song suggestion! Okay I'm sorry about the whole no updates for a week thing but as u can see thuis is not a week it is only 4 days . Well I reallyw anted ot write and Lou wanted to read my stories so we decided to settle it with Rock Paper Scissors and unfortunatly not being as dumb as my sisters she didn't pick scissors she picked paper resulting in me losing and having to update so now u can all thank her because otherwise I would be sticking to the one week bet we had be4.
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Song: Staying Together For The Kids by Blink 182
Disclaimer: I don't own anything except my mp3 player, and I didn't even buy it, so I own nothing!
It's hard to wake up
When the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted
It's so pathetic
It makes no sense at all
I'm ripe with things to say
The words rot and fall away
What stupid poem could fix this home
I'd read it everyday
Carey's Pov
They've only been gone for a few hours and the hotel room already feels so empty. I called Kurt and he seemed mad. But frankly
I don't give a crap what he thinks because I'm the one who is with our children all day while he's off on tour,
I'm the one who has to explain to them everyday that we're better off this way. They've yet to listen, well that's
pretty obvious by the way I have no idea where they are. God, I'd like to give Kurt a piece of my mind. Maybe if he'd
been a better husband we wouldn't have gotten divorced. I know it's not his fault though. Well, not completely his.
So here's your holiday
hope you enjoy it this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when you're dead and gone
Will you remember this night, twenty years
now lost
It's not right
He's off at a concert right now while I sit here worrying over where the hell our kids are. I didn't think they would actually
leave when they stormed out of the hotel room. I wonder how Kurt will feel years from now if we don't find them.
Knowing that he was off at a concert when his kids are missing.
Their anger hurts my ears
Been running strong for seven years
Rather than fix the problems, they never
solve them
It makes no sense at all
I see them everyday
We get along, so why can't they?
If this is what he wants and it's what
she wants
Then why's there so much pain?
The boys are always mad at me nowadays. He doesn't have to hear their anger. He 's off at his little concerts while I have to listen
to them say how they hate me. If this is what we both wanted why is this hurting our family so bad? I don't even know where my babies are.
So here's your holiday
hope you enjoy it this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when you're dead and gone
Will you remember this night, twenty years
now lost
It's not right
I want my babies back. I would have stayed with him if it had kept them safe kept them here with me. I know they say it's bad to stay
together for the kids, but I would do it if it mean they were safe. I just want my children to be safe and happy, and right now they
are neither. This the kind of thing you can never forget. your kids running away, saying they hate you, that it's all your fault.
It's not right
It's not right!
It's not right
It's not right that my boys are missing. It's not right that they had to leave their home. It's not right that they have to go through
this divorce. None of this is right.
A/N Sorry for making you wait 4 days for this! O rmaybe it was longer I think just 4 since I decided to not update maybe it was 5 since I last updated. Please Review still!
