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Blair couldn't remember how long she had been sitting in small reclining vinyl chair that was next to Chuck's hospital bed. She could vaguely recall that Nate had been by once checking in and also Lily had come in a looked at Chuck, then frowned and walked away. She was the only one who had been there since the moment he arrived and she would be there until the moment that he was able to leave.

Blair was curled up in a blanket on the chair trying to get an ounce of sleep when she heard a small noise coming from the area of Chuck's bed. Since he had been admitted to the hospital he hadn't been able to say anything. Blair sat up straight in the chair and stared over at Chuck. He began to flutter his eyes open. Walking over to Chuck's bed Blair started talking to him.

"Chuck, are you awake?" asked Blair.

"Blair," croaked out Chuck.

"I'm here, do you need anything?"

Chuck didn't answer Blair's second question, and figuring that the nurses and doctor would want to know that Chuck had waken up, she left the room and headed towards the nurses station. Blair summoned to nurse to Chuck's room, but instead of going into the room when the nurse did Blair decided that it would be better if she waited out of the room.

"Ms. Waldorf, I'm done, you may go into the room if you would like,"

"How is he?" asked Blair.

"He is awake and becoming more alert,"

"Thank you," said Blair to the nurse.

Walking softly back into Chuck's room, Blair noticed that he had is eyes shut. Maybe he went back to sleep, thought Blair. She sat back down in the chair next to his bed, just staring out the window that overlooked Central park. She couldn't see the people, but she knew that there probably was a couple frolicking around in the snow and then they would go ice skating. Why can't I have that, don't I deserve it, even for a short time, Blair would think to her self.

"Blair, why are you here?" asked Chuck suddenly.

Blair turned away from the window and looked at Chuck somewhat puzzled, still thinking that he was asleep.

"Oh, Chuck, I thought that you were asleep," responded Blair.

"Clearly, I'm not, that crazy nurse needs to give me more of whatever stuff their giving me, I have a pounding headache, and you look like shit,"

"Thanks Chuck, I forgot to brush my this morning, but I'll go get a nurse right now," said Blair not knowing why she felt so out of place, she knew she wasn't acting like her normal self.

Why is Blair acting to strange. She looks like she hasn't eaten or bathed in days, What the hell is going on. I've been in the hospital for one night. Chuck looked over to the calender that was hanging on the wall beside his bed and it read the 18th of December. I've in the hospital for two days. What is going on?

The nurse came in and added more medicine to his IV and Blair was sitting in the Chair again looking out at Central Park. The room fell silent after the nurse had left.

"Blair what's going on?" asked Chuck harshly.

"What?" said Blair coming out of her day dream.

"Blair, what the hell is wrong with you?" said Chuck a little more loudly this time.

"Oh, I found you passed out in your office on Tuesday night, so you were brought here," told Blair dryly, just explaining the simple facts.

"No, tell me what been going on?"

"Chuck you really should go back to bed, you're exhausted," replied Blair softly

"Have you looked in the mirror I believe you're the one who is exhausted,"

I should be I haven't left since I brought you her. Thought Blair to herself.

"Chuck, if you want to me to go I'll go, I'll stay if you want to stay," sighed Blair.

"No all I want is for you to explain to me what your deal is and what's been going on,"

"Fine, Chuck here goes. You remember after dinner on Tuesday, you went to Victrola and I went home, I was getting ready for a date when a got a text from Nate saying go to Victrola Chuck needs you, he didn't say why, I just went, that's when I went in your office and found you passed out on the couch, you had a Valium bottle open and half a scotch bottle open, I called Nate said the you mixed the pills and alcohol and he came and the limo drove us to the hospital, when you were about to go into the ER they told me that only one person could go with you and I went with you all alone, Nate had left before we even got through the ER doors. I've been at the hospital since you got here, so sorry if I look a little bad," explained Blair with the last bit of energy that she had left.

"You didn't have to do any of that you know,"

"What, you think that I would let you die, from an overdose! Where you trying to kill yourself Chuck! Really tell me!"

"No! I don't know how anything happened that night it just did, and besides you said you were getting ready for a date, why did you even come to Victrola, instead of going on your date?!"

"You want to know the truth Chuck, I was going to bring my date to Victrola, and planning on just going there to make you jealous, okay are you satisfied!" after Blair said that she couldn't handle it any more she grabbed her coat she walked out of the room.

Walking towards the elevator she began to cry silently.

She took a taxi to the apartment. Realizing that no one was to be found, not even Dorota. She went up to to her room grabbed her Louis Viuttion trolley and started packing. In a half an hour flat she had her bag packed and headed to LaGuardia airport. She needed to get out before she did something stupid.

While she was boarding the planer she got a very important text.

To: Blair Waldorf

From: Chuck Bass

I don't why u r leaving but let me come with u wherever u r going.

Blair didn't know what to say, Why would Chuck want to come with me, he kept on telling me that I shouldn't have stayed there at the hospital with him. I can't take him anymore he can't keep playing these games with me.

To: Chuck Bass

From: Blair Waldorf

I really do not think u coming with me is a good idea, I'm sorry Chuck.

It broke Blair's heart that she had to basically tell Chuck that she wanted him out of her life over a text message. But, there was no other way to do it. She loved Chuck, that much she knew, but if he consistently kept pushing her away one day, and wanting her close another day, there would be no way that a relationship like that could ever happen between them, it would just be too much.

Blair was seated in her first class seat and she was headed not to Paris, to visit Roland, but she was headed to visit London. It had been a long time since she had visited London. But, all she wanted was to be alone while she walked the streets of London. Blair knew she definitely not herself. The old Blair would never imagine the idea of going somewhere by herself. She hated the thought of being alone. But, no this time, this time was different, she absolutely needed to be all alone. She needed time to clear her head.

Blair's flight landed at Heathrow airport late that night of course due to the time difference Blair was beat. She stepped out the main doors of the airport and it was raining. Just great, this tops off my day. Blair flagged down a black taxi and told him that she was headed to the London Four Seasons. While riding in the taxi Blair's cell went off, it was a new text message.

To: Blair Waldorf

From: Serena Van der Woodsen

B, where are you, Chuck is saying that he doesn't know where u r I thought you were with him all day, where r u?

Not wanting to text Serena back, Blair decided to text Chuck to make sure that he was discharged from the hospital alright.

To:Chuck Bass

From: Blair Waldorf

Chuck, r u out of the hospital? Also, what did u say to Serena?

To:B

From: C

Why look isn't it Ms. It's not a Good Idea, yeah I'm out, and a didn't say anything to Serena she just asked where the hell u were and I told her the truth I have no fucking clue where you are, like I care where u are.

It had been a week and Blair was still in London dreading going to the UES, she still didn't want to go back and even look at Chuck. Every chance he got he hut her. Like clockwork he did something that was incredibly unforgivable, just the way he would talk to her. But, every time being stupid and foolish Blair would run back to and hope that he would change his ways. Now her hope was wearing thin. She had reached her breaking point.

Blair was walking to the elevator across the lobby looking down at a fashion magazine that she had picked up from the newsstand that was next her now favorite coffee shop. Briefly she looked up to make sure she wasn't going to walk into anyone. Directly ahead of her was the check in counter and the last person on earth that she expected to see was Chuck. Yet, there he was in his dark colored business suit checking in. She buried her nose into the magazine and walked at a faster pace to reach the elevator in which the doors were just closing. By the time that Blair was able to het to the elevator door the doors had shut, she ferociously pressed the up button. Quickly glancing back over to the check in counter she didn't see Chuck there anymore, so she took another glance to her right and there he was heading straight for the elevator. Oh shit! The stairs! Blair turned on her heel and tried opening the door to the stairs that were directly to her left but the door was locked. Chuck was getting closer and finally the elevator doors opened and through the mass of people coming out of the elevator Blair shimmied through and began pressing the door close button. Somehow Chuck got into the elevator just as the doors were closing. Blair immediately opened her magazine and began reading it. Chuck was going to press the floor 26 button, but the button had already had been lit. They were on the same floor, Chuck knew that floor 26 only had 3 suites on it, the most expensive rooms in the hotel. Who is in this elevator? Chuck looked at Blair and he really couldn't see her face but he really didn't need to, he knew that body better his own.

"Blair?" croaked Chuck.

Blair didn't respond she pretended to be really interested in her magazine. But, Chuck knew what she was doing. He grabbed the top of the magazine a yanked it out of her hands. He studied her face, she seemed tired, pale, she wasn't the normal Blair that lived on the Upper East Side of the New York, this Blair defiantly wasn't a Queen Bee. He kept staring at her. They were silent until the ding of the elevators were opening on the 26th floor. Blair stepped out of the elevator first wanting to get out of that situation. Chuck followed her.

"Why are you in London?" asked Chuck.

Blair didn't answer his question, she hadn't spoken one word to him since text message to him earlier.

"Why don't you answer me god dammit!" shouted Chuck towards Blair, whose back was turned to him because she was facing her suite's door. But, slowly she turned around tears streaming down her face.

"I left because I can't stand be with you and I can't stand to be without you, I can't handle this anymore, I'm done. I am literally physically drained," said Blair breathing heavily through her sobs.

Chuck just stood there looking at what he'd done to her, he had chewed her up and spit her back out. Looking back towards Blair she started to say something again.

"Chuck, there's one thing I want you to know. Chuck Bass, I love you,"

With that said Blair opened her suite door and shut it, leaving Chuck still in the hallway trying to process what Blair had said. Once inside her suite she immediately started packing to go home to the UES.

Spotted: C in London and B in London? Coincidence I think not. Whatever game C and B playing now, someone should let them know that GG wants to play.

~XO Gossip Girl~

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