Daks POV
"so logie what do you want to do later?" I asked.
"Dak, its only been a day and youve already done so much i mean, you went from being the school womanizer to actually dating someone in a matter of 24 hours. you didnt just bang me and leave me like all those other people and you drove me to school and announced our relationship to the entire school."said logan.
"well it's only 3rd hour and we still got 4 more hours to go, so i was thinking we could go to the movies later, maybe catch that new movie G.B.F?" i asked.
"Okay, we'll go to the movies, now pay attention you have a game next saturday and i wont go watch you sit the bench just cause you wouldnt do your work."
"Wait you're actually going to come watch me play? but you, James, Kendall & Carlos never come to any of the school games except hockey," i stated shocked.
"Yeah, but you're my boyfriend now and i want to support you even though i think footballs a total waste of time."
"Thanks babe," i said as i leaned in and kissed him.
"MR. ZEVON & MR. MITCHELL, i understand that you are the first official gay couple at this school and you are hormonal teenage boys but please do not show any pda in my class, or i will seperate you both the rest of the year." said Mrs. Fag'Hoppen
"But you can't do that," said Logan very flustered and angrily.
"Babe, dont cause trouble," i whispered as i nudged him in the side.
"I can very well do as i please, this is my class room. detention both of you after school, oh and Mr. Mitchell gather your things and please move to the available desk in the front of the room," she said with a smirk.
"No." logan said with a smirk."I'm not moving away from Dak."
"I said now!"
"and i said no, now fuck off!" logan yelled.
Something changed about logan he took more daring choices and his anger was out of control, im not going to lie. the look in his eye and that smirk turned me on so much that i wanted to rip off our clothes and fuck him right there in front of everybody. I suppressed a moan by coughing trying to get logan to stop fighting with the teacher.
"Mr. Mitchell go to the office with your things!" by now her eyes were bloodshot, her hair was sitting in messy streaks instead of neatly tucked into her bun. her face red from screaming at logan.
"How bout you just die already you old bitch!" Logan stared at her and she fell to the ground, she was screaming in pure agony as she gripped her chest, she couldnt breathe and she started coughing up blood. Finally logan looked away and her body went limp.
i looked at him, his eyes were shining deep lavender, his mark was shining, the incatrate design expanding down his arms and chest. a felt a rush of energy blast against my side, somehow i knew logan killed her. i was slightly scared of my boyfriend but i wanted to find out what he was hiding from me. i grabbed his hand and pulled him out of the building we got into his car and we drove to the lake next to his house.
"Babe?" i asked.
"Yeah?" he asked curiously.
"How come no one can see your marks?"
"what-t ma-arks?" he stuttered
"the invisible ones that no one else can see but me and you, you know the ones that start with that M on your forehead then wrap around your face, down your neck, across your chest, down your arms and on your palms?" i stated matter of factly
"Y-you can see my mark?" he asked scaredly.
"Yeah, and whats up with your eyes? one minute theyre bright chocolate orbs the next they are glowing a deep lavender color."
"Dak, please just believe me when i tell you it's safer that you know very little."
"You know what logan how bout we try dating when you learn to tell me the truth because thats what makes relationships real." I said as i got out of the car and began walking through the forrest, what broke my heart was the cries i heard coming from Logan as i walked away. He probably thinks all i wanted from him was sex and this was my way of using him.
Logans POV
Dak walked out of the car, "I love you Dak, all i want to do is protect you from the Shadows." i whimpered out quietly.
I broke at that moment, i just started crying, i was alone again. Carlos wasn't talking to me, Kendall and James were always busy with Jo and Sirena, Dak left me. And i was cursed to harm everything that i come in contact with. All i wanted was to be dead right now. then i saw something, something sharp and silver was laying on the ground of my car. i reached down and grabbed it. it was a packet of art razors. i quickly opened up the pack and pulled one out. i rolled up my sleeves and placed the plade directly over my forearm. i added some pressure and glided it across my arm. i loved the pain and pleasure i felt from doing it, so much to where i ended up doing it again and again again. " 8...9...10...11...12...13...14...15" i switched hands and made 15 more cuts on my other arm. i hid the blades and pulled down my sleeves.
I drove home and went straight to my room, i walked into the bathroom and took off my shirt. i wasnt ugly, i had a six pack, fair skin, a nice facial structure and muscles in all the right places. but all i saw was a disgusting fat faggot that deserved everything that happens to him. i started to sing "Stay with me" by Danity Kane, as i pulled the blades back out and made 50 cuts on my sides, stomach and chest. i felt so calm and peaceful that i didnt care anymore. my body felt cold, empty, Useless. i just stared at myself, i picked myself apart piece by piece until i hated everything about me. i couldnt stand to look at myself anymore so i put my shirt back on and went down stairs. Suprisingly my step dad was home. "Hey dad."
"Logan, so whats this i hear about one of your teachers having a heart attack today?"
"Oh Mrs. Fag'Hoppen, was yelling at me and she got so worked up she had a heart attack.""
"SO it's your fault shes dead?"
"No, i cant control a heart attack."
"Don't lie to me you little shit," he punched me with his hand, he was wearing a ring and when it hit my side i felt it burn me.
"Oww what the fuck is that!?"
"Seer Stone Logan, the only thing that negates your powers and can harm you, comes in powder, rock and liquid form. Oh and yes i know what you are and that you have powers, now hear this from now on i will hit you whenever i feel you deserve a beating."
"That's not fair i have a life, i have things i need to do you cant control me."
"Okay then, lets see how long that free will of yours will take to break."
he punched me 8 more times in the side the stone burning my skin, he gripped my neck and scorpion kicked me in the face, his foot coming back to kick the back of my head, i flew back up and he gripped me around the neck once more, he pressed the seer stone against my neck and i screamed in agony, he threw me on the ground and ripped off my clothes. he pushed my legs apart and took off his ring he smirked and gave me a sadistic chuckle, i cried out and yelled for help as he shoved his hole hand in my unready hole, i felt the skin ripping and tearing as the blood rushed out then everything started to burn and i realized he put his ring inside me.
"feels good doesnt it you little queer? now to show you how to really please someone."
My step dad flipped me over onto my back and he kissed me with so much disgusting lust i felt even more useless. he pushed himself into me and i felt him hit my prostate, the ring still inside me unallowing me to use my powers. thats when i realized i truly was worthless i was better off dead cause when push comes to shove ive always been alone and i couldnt handle that anymore. my stepdad finished with me and left me there on the floor. he at least had the courtesy to take the ring out. i was nothing every reason people would want me is for a quick fuck like carlos and dak. i had no chance at having a life falling in love and finding the one for me. it was hopeless. i got up and went to my room, i walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. i saw what i truly have become, a shell, an object of my old self a total tool used till it breaks and then is thrown away. no one would miss me and thats what drove me to take out the gun and put it too my head. "Im sorry Dak, Carlos, everyone that has wasted their time with me."
"Logan!"
My eyes flew open i heard Dak call my name but he was nowhere in sight, i looked down at my phone and noticed it was turned off. i was freaked out now on top of everything i was going crazy.
"Logan, child why do you see it fit to take yourself away from Dak?" asked Skyla, the Oracle.
"I have no reason to stay Dak left me."
"The Consort would be in great danger if he was left alone on earth and what of your imprint with him? if you take your life he will feel your pain and lose apart of his very spirit."
"what do you mean imprinted?"
"Dak is your consort and your mate for you have imprinted a mortal. Rethink your thoughts young one even in the dark light still shines through the power of love and fate. now put that gun away my child."
the Goddesses have spoken and i knew it was the truth, I control my destiny and Dak and Carlos and James and Kendall are all apart of it. i just have to do things the way i see fit. and from here on out im not going to be a push over my powers are forever and i intend to use them everyday till im stronger. i vow it.
