A/N: Hi everyone, I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while but I feel like all my readers have a right to know what's going on with me since I haven't updated in a while. Short version at the bottom if you don't want to read my rant.

So what happened was that the stress from my job was keeping me from having time to making the chapters. I had a mobile device to write the chapters but my work was very stressful which turned off my inspiration. Due to this and the stress from my work I became a bitch because I was so stressed and I took it out on my friends because for some reason they weren't really my friends and choose not to understand my stress and why I was falling asleep at our get togethers even though one of them worked with me for a few months.

We then went to a convention which I didn't have fun at because they abandoned me on the second day there. When we had to go they had to pick up my "bff"'s boyfriend's things in another state which I was fine with because they told me this ahead of time. What I wasn't okay with was that I told them that my dad had taken my car so my little sister could drive it and at the same time I was moving into my new apartment with my roommate and we only had one key and she was staying up for me so instead of dropping another girl and I at where I live, because my parents house is near the highway that we took, they went all the way to their apartment across town and expected me to help them move the boyfriend's things into the apartment with them. Granted I would've helped if we arrived at 10:30 pm instead of 11:30pm because they didn't know that when they say one time to leave that they should be ready by that time. So that convention fun turned out horrible for me.

Then my grandmother I was really closed to passed away from an unknown infection and my boss supposed understood how I felt but still gave me split shifts so I couldn't grieve properly for her since I only had three days off to go there, attend the funeral, and then fly back to go to work the next day. By this time I was very depressed and also jobless because my work decided to fire two weeks after my grandmother's funeral. I got a job at an adult shop and I decided to give my ex bff a chance to either make up, because I was a bitch at the time but not the only one that was either, or we forgive and go our separate ways. She decide to make a third option pretend to be my friend and then catfish me with one of her friends that I liked and only met once and through texts. After two weeks of this she told me it was all a game that she did with her friends to led me on. So not to be brought down by her I told her goodbye forever and her little game wouldn't change me.

So I've been unemployed for over a year now but I did get a new group of friends that are true understanding friends I also now have a job working on the Las Vegas strip under the M&M factory and the coke cola factory. I have a wonderful boyfriend that was my friend when I was in my dark times during these two to three years, depending on the time I met him, and I'm working on lowering my credit dept since I lost my job. As for where I met him it was the internet on facebook it started as me wanting to save him because he was so young to have such dark thoughts and then after a year I fell for him but I had to stay back because he was with someone at the time. But a few weeks ago we became official and have been in love with each other despite the distance between us.

So a long story short I went into a bad depression and I do hope to finish the stories I have started and maybe write a few more. Also don't wish ill on the girl that hurt me I'm over it, it's in the past. I do have bad feeling about what she did but karma will get her in the end as it did with me until I began to be positive.

Thank you for all your love and support through thought and reviews.

~Fire-ninja-Yamakaza