The Hardest Thing is Trusting Yourself

By: Liv-x-Lex4Ever & E. Scribbles

Chapter 4: Trust

"Oh, about that, I have a question," Casey said, her fingers walking up and down her chest. "A question on your sexual preference..."

"Mmm?"

She blushed bright red. "What's your take...on uh, watching me? Feel free to say no. I won't feel bad at all..."

"Watching you—what?" Olivia's eyes sparkled.

"You tell me, Sparkle Eyes."

"I could watch you for hours doing nothing…so if you were to do anything...interesting. I'm not sure I could take my eyes off you."

She blushed even redder than the detective thought humanly possible. "Watching me getting off just for you?"

Olivia just stared at her then smiled as Casey began to stammer, apologizing. "I can't think of anything hotter."

She looked down. "Really? I-it was just a suggestion. You didn't have to say yes...But really?"

"So when is it going to happen? Now?" Olivia sat back, crossing her arms behind her head, a grin on her face.

Casey sighed, wishing she didn't have that stupid brace on. "Depends on you," Casey answered, the thought of Olivia watching her made her begin to sweat.

"Well, ah, not that I don't think you're sexy with a leg brace, a bit of bacon grease on your top and track pants..."

She shook her head. "I know, but—"

"But...you look kinda horny for some strange reason, so whenever you feel like it."

"I-I was just thinking of you watching me. I-I can try to stop."

A wide smile still on her face, Olivia motioned for her to continue

"You'll need to situate me so my legs are on either side of you."

Olivia did as she was asked, dropping a kiss to her thigh as she did so.

Casey moaned, wrapping her arms around her neck. Her eyes were glazed over. "Are you going to tell me what you want or do you want to just let me go?"

"I will never let you go, but I would love to know what you'd like to do."

"No, well yeah, don't let me fall, but what I meant was, do you want to tell me what to do or just do it myself? Also, would you like a full-view of what's going on or just movement under clothes?"

"I think you're over thinking it. Just do...what you feel."

Casey leaned in, kissing Olivia's neck hard and nibbling on the spot, then she did the same to the other side before pulling away, seeing Olivia's eyes flutter open. "I know nothing's happened yet, but how are you feeling?"

"Good." Olivia smiled, rubbing Casey's arm.

She sighed, loving the warmth it brought, but it also made her squirm and realize how soaked she already was. She let go of Olivia and slid her slacks and boxers to her knees, but soon found there might be a problem. "Little help getting these off please?"

Olivia grinned, but instead of using her hands, dipped her head and wriggled a little, sliding them off with her teeth, then smiling up at Casey. "Anything else?'

She smiled, biting her lip hard. "N-not now. You can sit back up. But actually would you please take off your shirt and whatever else you're wearing underneath?"

Olivia raised her eyebrows, but, as usual, surprised Casey by how comfortable she was with her body by easily stripping her shirt, then bra.

"Wow. I just...I've never se—Chasing the bad guys must have some kind of gym membership."

Olivia flexed her muscles.

Casey leaned in closer. So close, in fact, that when she took off her shirt it brushed Olivia's face. She handed it to her, before unclasping her bra and throwing it to the ground. "Are you sure you don't want to ask me to do anything now, Liv?" she asked in a low, husky voice.

Olivia bit her bottom lip, her eyes scanning Casey, but she shook her head.

Casey stroked her cheek. "But you can."

"I want to watch...see what you enjoy."

Her brows arched, but she nodded, gently squeezing her breasts, knowing this time it really wouldn't take much to get herself off. Feeling Olivia's warm hands holding her hips, Casey's hand ran up and down her stomach. She smiled, watching Olivia's eyes grow wide with every movement. "More?" she asked.

Olivia nodded, her eyes focused on roaming Casey's body over and over. Although the actions Casey was performing were succeeding in driving Olivia crazy with a need to just fuck self-control and get Casey off by any means necessary, she was transfixed by the sight of her natural form.

Sure, she'd seen Casey step out of the shower, but then Olivia knew she did it to prove she could mess with her head without laying a finger on her.

Now Casey was straddling her legs, getting off by the mere sight of her and thought of touching her and it was a completely different story. The sight was enough to make the detective want to drool.

Olivia reached out, her hands hesitating for a moment, before taking Casey's in her own, guiding them to slowly caress her lower torso, the part of her that always drove Olivia wild when she saw Casey stretch out, giving her just a glimpse of flesh underneath her strict outfit.

Casey smiled, her fingers stroking the muscles of Olivia's stomach. Her deep brown eyes bore into her emeralds like a moth to a flame. Slowly Casey leaned toward her, capturing her lips in a long kiss, moaning as Olivia's fingers rubbed her bare back. Their flesh colliding sent a new fire through Casey as she kissed deeper, harder, dragging her hands up and down the detective's torso to feel her shiver under the intensity.

Olivia grabbed her hands once more and managed, with the last of her will power to pull back. "I thought…this was supposed to be me watching you?"

Casey pulled back slightly. "It is, but..." She traced circles into her abs. "if you want me another way, you got me. I figured I'd indulge a bit with you. What would you like more?" she asked.

Olivia bit her lip, her eyes scanning Casey, and when she eventually spoke, her voice was hoarse. "You know what I'd really like?"

Casey smiled. "What? Tell me. What would you like for me to do?"

Olivia lent forward and whispered in Casey's ear, making her blush.

"Really?" she asked. "I don't think I've ever done that before. I'd like to try it with you, but with my foot..."

Olivia's hand cupped the side of her face. "Don't worry. This time, you can be on bottom. I have a very good feeling there will be a next time."

Olivia bent down and picked up Casey's shirt to lay it on the couch. Pushing the coffee table back with her feet, she swapped positions with Casey and stood up. She smirked, facing her. "Care to do the honors?"

Casey nodded, taking off her gun holster and badge to set on the table before stripping her belt. Then Casey was anything but gentle and popped the button on Olivia's jeans and unzipped them, sliding them—and her underwear—to the floor.

Casey grinned, wrapping her arms around Olivia as she laid her in the middle of the couch before letting go.

Resting on her knees beside Casey's head, Olivia kissed her passionately, feeling their fingers entwine. "Are you sure about this?"

Casey nodded. "With you, there is no fear about this. Just keep my ankle against the couch," she replied, bending her knees.

Olivia nodded, stroking her cheek before climbing on top of Casey to where Casey's head was resting on the couch between her knees and the detective had the perfect view.

"I'm not sitting on your hair, am I?" Olivia asked.

Casey just smiled. "No. Not at all," she replied, moaning as she felt Olivia's hands spread her leg wider until it hung off of the couch. "Olivia?"

Smiling, Olivia raised herself up a bit and looked down at her. "Yeah? Is something wrong?"

She shook her head, reaching under Olivia as far as she could before Olivia's hand met hers."No, I just...love you."

Olivia squeezed her hand before pulling back, spreading her knees a bit more so that Casey wouldn't have to lean up very far—if at all—to reach the desired spot."I love you too, Case."

"Hey Liv? Since it's not gonna take much for me...I was wondering..."

She looked over her shoulder. "If you could finish me off before I got to you? Would you like that or are you just doing that for me?"

Casey blushed a bit. "Um, both?"

"Do what you like. I'm leaving myself in your loving care, okay? I trust you."

Casey nodded, moaning as Olivia's pheromones entered her system. She wasn't soaked like Casey, but Casey had a feeling she could easily remedy that.

Casey's mouth had already begun to water just at the mere suggestion of this. Placing her hands on Olivia's lower back, she pulled her down to her and licked her clit, making Olivia gasp and grasp her thighs for support.

Olivia nodded, knowing she couldn't see her. "Casey! C-Casey!" she moaned, feeling her licking long strokes on either side of her clit.

She sped up, hearing Olivia's breathing increase substantially in rate. Then she slowed a bit, enjoying having this kind of complete control over a woman who usually couldn't be kept. Soon Olivia began to pant and shiver from every touch, every breath Casey blew.

Sucking on two fingers, she eased them into her. In reality, Olivia was so wet Casey knew she didn't need to suck on her fingers to have them go in smoother. It was just a courtesy.

Olivia moaned long, her breath coming on short pants from feeling Casey's fingers moving. Nothing could've felt better at that moment in time. Her hips rocked back and forth on Casey's fingers. She tried to wait, though she knew it wasn't typical to reach the exact velocity of this high together.

Casey couldn't help being hypnotized by the sight of Olivia's hips rocking hard onto her fingers and she continued to thrust them in and out of her core. The feeling was pure ecstasy. Olivia was warm and slick on her fingers. She slowed her movements, catching Olivia's lust-filled eyes, pupils beginning to dilate, sweat droplets forming on her muscular body.

Slowly she pulled her fingers out, causing both of them to moan. They moaned louder, however, when Casey sucked her juices off of her fingers.

If Olivia thought she was going to explode just from watching her, them Casey's next action would turn her to dust as Casey sat up a bit, licking her lips and latching onto her clit. The next words uttered were of a string of profanity, but the good kind that made encouraged her.

Casey's tongue licked from her clit down to her awaiting, dripping core, making Olivia's grip on her thighs nearly painful, but she didn't think she would be heard even if she dared to protest. She brought her hands up, her fingers parting her folds, hearing Olivia whimper with desire.

Casey smiled kissing between them and feeling Olivia's hips involuntarily jolt hard into her in response. Finally she couldn't take it anymore and let her tongue venture inside her sweet core, moaning at the warmth and taste.

Olivia hissed. "Casey!" She tried to stay still, but it felt…so perfect.

The simple calling of her name caused her to dart her tongue in and out so perfectly, Casey highly doubted she would be able to hold out. As Olivia's moans became more and more undecipherable, Casey knew Olivia wouldn't be long.

She pulled back, seeing Olivia's body was almost completely immobile. She reached, from the side, to wrap her fingers around hers.

The detective cried almost painfully as she looked back at her. When a 'please' spilled from her lips, Casey sat up, latching onto her clit again, sucking gently, feeling Olivia's fingers tighten around hers painfully. In a drawn out moan, as well as a few choice profanities, Casey tasted her gushing like a stream into her mouth as she collapsed on top of her.

Olivia was still shaking as she switched her position to lay beside her, her breathing evening out slightly.

Casey raised a brow. "How in the hell are you able to move? It felt like I drained all your strength."

Olivia turned onto her side to face her, stroking her cheek, down her neck, cupping her supple breasts and over her flat, taut stomach and back again before answering. "You did, but I caught a second wind," she stated simply. "You know, I never noticed how spectacularly beautiful you really are until now. We've been together for what? About a year now?"

She nodded. "M-hmm. I can't believe we took so much time before this," Casey said, resting her hand on Olivia's shoulder.

"Hey, I believe in chivalry, slow, steamy kisses, a tender caress. I didn't want to rush you into anything, not saying that I wanted to either."

Casey smiled. "Taking it slow makes more of it worthwhile."

Olivia sighed. "Are you alright to sit up?"

"Why?" she asked with a raised brow. "Are we going somewhere?"

Olivia shook her head, helping her sit up and swing her legs over the edge gently. Then she turned the coffee table to a vertical position.

Casey smiled. "Liv, not that I'm not enjoying the free show of you moving things au naturale," she said as Olivia lifted her foot and rested it on a pillow on the coffee table, "but what exactly are you up to?"

Olivia smiled again, sitting on her knees in front of Casey before rising up to wrap her arms around her. "Would you," she nipped at her neck lightly, "like to find out?" she asked, pulling her close and shivering at the contact.

Casey nodded, feeling her muscles tighten around her. "Liv?"

"Mm?"

Casey knew her eyes showed much uncertainty at the next words. "Never mind. Go back to what you were doing."

Olivia shook her head. "No," she breathed, "tell me what you want."

She blushed again. "Can I…sit in your lap?"

Olivia kissed her cheek, sitting beside her and pulling her into her arms, hearing a strangled moan as Casey's drenched core rested on her leg.

She leaned her head into her neck trembling. "S-so m-much!"

Olivia's arms wrapped around her gently, "What can I do?"

Casey bit her lip and looked into her soft brown eyes, her own emeralds overflowing.

"Here, I'll make it easier for you. Take my hand, place it anywhere you want, then tell me to 'stay' or 'move' it."

She nodded, grasping Olivia's hand and settling it between her own legs. She managed to lift herself up a bit and Olivia took that as a sign to move her hand back farther. Then Casey sat again, smiling as the heel of Olivia's hand was right up against her clit. "Stay," she breathed.

Olivia nodded.

Casey held onto Olivia's shoulders and ground her body into the palm of her hand, maintaining eye contact with her.

"Casey," Olivia breathed, her opposite hand on her back to hold her steady. "God Casey!"

At Olivia's moan, she ground harder and harder onto her hand.

Olivia couldn't help the grin that was etched there. Casey's perfect breasts moving up and down the faster she went, her firm, taut stomach, the sweat that already perforated the air. Olivia pulled her closer, nipping her ear purring. "Come for me, sweetie."

Casey moaned. "I-I w-will, b-but need your fingers," she whispered, barely able to be heard.

Olivia moved her to straddle her legs again, facing her. "Ready?" she mouthed.

"Uh-huh…"

Slowly, Olivia slipped two fingers in, moaning at the warmth as Casey contracted hard around them. "Easy, sweetie, easy. I'm not going anywhere."

Upon hearing those words, Casey's insides retracted a bit and Olivia began to thrust her fingers in and out. "Fuck," Casey cried.

Olivia smiled, speeding up the pace, feeling her libido kick back in and that fire kick start. "Casey," she moaned. "C-Casey, I-I think I'm gonna come again," she moaned, biting her lip.

Casey looked into her eyes, leaning into her. The kiss sparked another flame as Olivia pulled her fingers out, sat her back into her lap and ground their hips together, the pure heat intensifying the fire.

Casey's hips rocked hard against Olivia's. The next thrust, they hit their peak simultaneously, calling the other's name.

Casey collapsed against her, both breathing hard.

Olivia looked down at the redhead who still clung to her, kissing the top of her head.

Casey looked up at her, eyes glazed over. "I love you."

Olivia hugged her tightly. "I love you more."

THE END


Author's Note: So? What do you think? Well, that's it!

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