I have lived
For many years
People like to say
That I'm an angel
That I'm a saint
I'm pure
I'm innocent
But that's not true
I am far from that
I'm no angel
I'm no saint
I'm not pure
I'm not innocent
I have blood on my hands
I have killed too many
I have lost count
I wish it was true
That I'm innocent
But no
I'm a demoness
I'm dark
I wish for blood
I wish for others death
I get pleasure from others pain
People see
What I want them to see
They see someone nice
Someone that has never seen death
But in truth
I've seen more then my share
Inside I am someone
That has blood over every thing
I want to change
I really do
But the other part of me
It to strong
I will never stop
I've tried
It never works
While I am telling you this
I thank you
You listen very well
But please forgive me
I wish I did not have to do this
For your reward
I'll give you a quick death
I want make you suffer
And thank you again
For you are my first friend
The only one that listened to my tale
But sorry I need you blood
