I have lived

For many years

People like to say

That I'm an angel

That I'm a saint

I'm pure

I'm innocent

But that's not true

I am far from that

I'm no angel

I'm no saint

I'm not pure

I'm not innocent

I have blood on my hands

I have killed too many

I have lost count

I wish it was true

That I'm innocent

But no

I'm a demoness

I'm dark

I wish for blood

I wish for others death

I get pleasure from others pain

People see

What I want them to see

They see someone nice

Someone that has never seen death

But in truth

I've seen more then my share

Inside I am someone

That has blood over every thing

I want to change

I really do

But the other part of me

It to strong

I will never stop

I've tried

It never works

While I am telling you this

I thank you

You listen very well

But please forgive me

I wish I did not have to do this

For your reward

I'll give you a quick death

I want make you suffer

And thank you again

For you are my first friend

The only one that listened to my tale

But sorry I need you blood