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"How is she?" Captain asked.

"Not good."

Captain, Liv, and Fin all sighed sadly. Fin looked at his feet. He really didn't want to hear what else she was going to say.

The doctor continued, "She has two broken ribs, multiple lacerations on her arms, and a fractured wrist."

The detectives exchanged glances. They didn't know if they should be horrified at the injuries or relieved that they're not worse.

The small woman spoke up again. "Her blood alcohol level was 1.6 and there's GHB in her system so we had to pump her stomach."

Fin cringed. He had seen the procedure for pumping someone's stomach before; it's painful and unpleasant.

"Now, she said there were five men attacking her?" The doctor asked, looking at Fin.

He nodded.

Cragen and Liv let out a horrified breath. Fin hadn't mentioned that part in his recount.

The doctor continued. "We did preform a rape kit," she paused.

"And?" Liv pressed.

"It appears she was raped."

Fin felt tears collecting in his eyes.

Captain spoke up. "Was she raped by all five of her attackers?"

The doctor shook her head. "We can't be certain, but it looks like she was only raped once. However, that does not conclude anything about sexual assault. You'll have to ask her about that."

The detectives nodded.

"When can we see her?" Fin asked.

"She still in a bit of distress, so I don't want to overwhelm her." The doctor answered.

They nodded.

"We can let one of you in right now." She looked at Fin. "You're the one who found her?"

He nodded.

The doctor went on, "Since you've already seen her, I think it would be best if you went first. She's in room 309. It's just down that hallway to the right."

The detectives all thanked the doctor and watched her walk away.

"You go ahead Fin. We'll be waiting here." Liv patted him on the shoulder.

"Thanks guys." Fin said as he turned around on his heel. The walk to Amanda's room felt like miles. He was consumed in thought the entire way. As he arrived at room 309, he paused and took a deep breath. It made him nervous that he had no clue what her mental state was; no clue how to approach her.

Gently, he turned the knob and delicately pushed the door open. The room was dark, only lit by a small lamp. She was lying on the bed propped up on a few pillows. Her face was barley illuminated but he could still see the bruises.

She didn't seem to notice him until he stepped further into the room. Her crystal blue eyes darted toward him, locking onto his. He couldn't tell what emotion they carried. Fear? Or maybe anger?

"Hey girl." He said. They were the same words he spoke when he came to see her after she was shot.

This time however, there was no goofy responds. She tried to smile at him but it was a failed attempt. "Hey Fin."

He took a seat next to her, awkwardly folding his hands in his lap. He wanted so badly to clasp them around hers but he didn't know how she would feel about the contact. "How are you?"

He didn't know if he was asking about her physical or emotional pain. Either could work.

She sighed. "I'm doin' okay."

He nodded. It was clear that she was already on the verge of tears. He decided to go for it and grabbed her hand. To his relief, she gladly accepted the contact. Appearing to take comfort in the gesture.

"Thanks for comin' to get me when I called." She said, squeezing his hand and looking up at him.

Fin starred directly into her eyes, "Don't thank me. That's what partners do, remember?"

She smiled a little bit and nodded. "I don't know how much longer I'll get to call ya my partner, Fin."

He shook his head, knowing exactly what she was talking about. "I don't think he'll can ya, Amanda. Caps a good guy. He knows exactly what you're going through."

She sighed and looked down at their interlocked hands, smiling a little bit. "Fin he told me that next time I mess up I'm gone."

Fin sighed. He knew she was in trouble with the captain. "Yeah but he knows how good you've been doing. How involved you were in the program."

She rolled her eyes. "Yeah because sleeping with my 'sponsor' is doing really well in the program."

Fin felt angry just at the mention on the douche bag. He was tempted to tell her about him stopping by but decided that that should wait until later.

"He's not the reason you fell off is he?"

She shook her head. "No. I guess it was just-" She paused for a breath, "It was just everything. Lena reminded me of my sister and Nate. I was finally happy with him and then I found out he was never really… You know."

Fin nodded.

She continued, "Then I felt like shit for what I said to Liv and for flippin' out at Nick."

"Well Liv doesn't hold anything against you. I know that."

She nodded and took a sigh of relief. "What about Nick?"

"He was a little peeved when you called but as soon as he saw you it didn't matter anymore." Fin said carefully. He didn't want to upset her but he had to tell the truth.

She nodded and sniffled, smiling a little bit. "Yeah I'm sure it wasn't my finest moment."

Fin smiled a little bit and squeezed her hand. "You don't remember anything?"

She shook her head. "Not from when you guys came to get me."

He nodded. He was almost grateful she didn't remember. She'd probably be humiliated if she did. "Do you remember anything from the attack?"

She took a deep breath and nodded. "Yeah I remember everything."

Fin look back down at their hands. He didn't want to press her but they needed to get started on the investigation and get these sick bastards in jail.

"Okay. You don't need to give a statement right now but it would really help if you could get me started lookin for these guys."

She nodded. "Well, um. It sounds like you know that there were…"

"Five." Fin finished her sentence. "Do you know who they were?"

Amanda shook her head. "I don't know who they were but I could recognize four of them in a line up."

"Only four?"

She nodded. "The fifth was wearing a mask. "

"Okay. Do you know of a motive?" Fin asked?

She had to take a shaky breath before she answered. "No. I don't think there was one. It seemed that they've done this before. I just happened to be there at the wrong time."

Fin nodded. "They didn't say anything that indicated a motive?"

She thought for a moment. "They guy in the mask did say one thing while he was…" She didn't bother finishing that sentence.

Fin put together that last part. "What did he say?"

"I can't remember exactly. Somehow he knew I was in GA. He said something about me fallin' off the wagon." She said.

"You think he could have known you from a meeting?" Fin asked.

"It's possible."

Fin didn't want to ask his next question but he had to. "So the man in the mask raped you?"

She nodded.

Fin had to take a pause. "Was he the only one?"

She nodded again. "Yeah but they were all.."

Fin nodded and began rubbing his thumb in circles on her hand as he saw her begin to cry.

She inhaled deeply, "They all cleared out when they found my badge. That's when I called you."

Fin sighed. "You sounded a little better on the phone then you did when we got there. Do you remember anything in between?"

She let a tear escape. "Yeah one guy came back. He said he had to fix me up for 'the next group'. I must have resisted because he beat the shit outta me."

"The man who let us in must've thought we were the next group." Fin concluded.

"Yeah." She whispered.

Fin pulled her hands a little closer the him and lowered himself so he could look in her eyes. "We're gonna get these guys, Amanda."

She smiled a little bit. "Thanks Fin"

His expression didn't change. "You know I'm here for ya right?"

She nodded.

"Good." He sat up straight and noticed her struggling not to fall asleep.

"Go to sleep Amanda. I'm gonna go out and tell Nick and Liv you're okay."

She nodded and reluctantly let go of his hands as he stood up. "Are you gonna come back later?"

"Of course" He smiled at her as he walked out.