Chapter 4
Our Little Secret
My mind kept screaming for me to pull away from his kisses but I couldn't bring myself to do it. It's like I'm in some kind of trance as my hands roamed all over his body while our lips were still connected.
Darien pushed me down on the couch and began to take my skirt off along with my underwear, top, and bra. It's like I blinked and now I'm naked in front of him. My cheeks grew rosy as I watched him studying my body.
"Don't stare like that! It's creepy," I muttered as I covered my breasts with my hands.
"Your body is beautiful," he whispered while he kissed me again.
I started to undo his buckle and unzipped his jeans. He had to help me pull them off because it's hard for me to take his clothes off when his body is on top of mine…
He then pulled his boxers down and he took his shirt off too so we would both be exposed to each other.
I stared at his length in awe. It's a nice size… I thought huge penises are just a myth but he proved me wrong… It's not that thick either but it's VERY long and he is shaved perfectly.
"Let's go to my bedroom," I said softly.
He slowly nodded and followed me into my room, but he slammed my body on the bed and pinned my wrists above my head. We started to kiss again and I should've felt my guilty conscious telling me to stop yet I didn't. Did I really want him this badly?
Darien then kissed my neck and began to suck it while I cried out in pleasure. I felt his fingers rubbing up and down on my clit and I couldn't help but squirm in pleasure.
I heard him chuckle from my neck as he FINALLY slid two fingers inside me. I praised how good it felt while he kept complimenting how "tight" I am… I mean I should be since it's been way too long…
He trailed kisses to my right nipple and began to suck as he kept fingering me. I felt my hips rocking back and forth. Words can't describe how good I feel right now.
Darien lowered himself more until he is eye leveled with my sex. He went to lick me, but I told him to stop. I want him to feel good too.
I lied on top of him but I was facing his length while my sex is facing him. He stuck his whole tongue inside me as I cried out in pure bliss.
I licked up and down his shaft and played with his balls in my grasp. I then put his whole length inside my mouth and started to bob up and down while I felt him licking and sucking my sex.
I couldn't stop shivering. It felt amazing having his tongue down there but if he keeps this up, I'm going to cum really soon! I tried my best to pick up the pace because I want us to cum together, but it was too late, I released while he is still rock solid.
"Can I have you?" He asked in a whisper.
I slowly nodded and got off of him. I then lied on my back while he crawled on top of me. Our foreheads touched as he slid inside me. I felt my back arching when he started to slam inside me. I naturally wrapped my legs around his waist as he kept going and going.
"Does it feel good?" He questioned.
"Yeah…"
He smirked at me before claiming my lips. I'm so lost in this pleasure. I know it's been awhile, but this is the best sex I have ever had. He is filling me up and he knows all the right spots that turn me on. I mean I shouldn't be shocked since he's an experienced lover even though I will not admit it out loud.
"I want to take control now," I said sternly.
"Alright." He chuckled lightly.
He slid out of me and I got on top of him. He is sitting up while my legs were straddling him. I then slid his length back inside me and began to move my hips up and down on his penis. He grunted in a low voice as I kept going and going. He went to thrust up but I told him to stop because I wanted full control.
I don't believe all men should do all the work because it wouldn't be right. Women should make men feel good too, you know!
"You're amazing," he whispered.
"Really?!" I'm shocked at his words.
"Yeah, truly amazing."
After a little while, he pushed me down on the bed. He is still connected to me but now he's back on doing all the work. I had my legs on each of his shoulders while he slammed into me again. I cried out and praised how well he's making me feel.
I'm going to cum again!
A couple more thrusts and we came together. He collapsed on top of me as I'm wrapping my arms around him to cuddle.
It then all hit me how I'm a terrible friend to Rei and how I slept with the man I can truly not stand…
What is wrong with me?!
*~*~*~*Boss With Benefits*~*~*~*
"That was great!" Darien said as he is putting his clothes back on.
We took a short nap and now he is leaving me… I wrapped a blanket around me so I wasn't exposed to him anymore…
"Don't you agree?" He asked me.
"It was okay," I muttered.
"Hey, what are you doing tonight? We should grab dinner or something, Meatball head!" He chuckled lightly while I groaned in response.
"No, I'm busy tonight…"
"Geez, are you saying this is a one-time thing? I never thought of you to do one night stands, Serena."
"I don't! This is just a mistake not a "one night stand," Darien!" I snapped.
"Come on, you enjoyed it too." Darien hummed.
He's right, I did enjoy it but there's no way I'm admitting it to him! He does not need his ego built up anymore!
"Whatever." I rolled my eyes.
"You sure you don't want to get dinner somewhere? It's my treat," he offered.
"I'm hanging with my friends tonight." Why is he trying to be so nice to me now? He got what he wanted so we can go back to hating each other.
"How about tomorrow evening?"
"Darien, this was a one-time thing. It will NEVER happen again so forget about it, okay?"
Darien frowned then slowly nodded. "Alright, cool. I guess."
He finally left my apartment and I felt my stomach forming into knots. I just had sex with Darien and it was the best sex I have ever had! What the hell am I going to do?! I know I can't hook up with him again, that would be bad!
RING! RING! RING!
"Hello," I answered my phone.
"Hey, Serena! Want to do something tonight? It's just going to be you, Lita, and me. The other's are busy," Mina said.
It would get my mind off of Darien…
"Sure," I whispered.
"Cool, we're just going to go to a dive bar; nothing special," Mina sighed.
"Okay. Are you two meeting me here?"
"Yep."
"Cool, see you tonight." I hung up the phone and sighed. I know Lita is going to be on her phone the whole time while Mina flirts with boys but at this point, I'll do anything than stay in this house and think about Darien!
*~*~*~*Boss With Benefits*~*~*~*
"Hey, Serena? Are you feeling okay?" Lita asked in concern.
We are at the dive bar and it's kind of packed. I didn't tell my two friends about Darien because I honestly think they will judge plus I didn't want to hear them say, "I told you so".
"Yeah, fine," I whispered.
"Hey, look! It's Darien and Andrew! I guess Andrew finally got a night off," Mina said as she took a big gulp of her drink.
I felt my body frozen in place as Darien looked over at us. They then approached us and I wanted to die, right here and now!
"Hey, ladies," Darien greeted us smoothly.
"What are you doing here?" I gritted my teeth.
"Wow, Serena. You're being rude!" Lita frowned.
"It was just a simple question," I countered.
"Mind if we sit here?" Andrew asked.
"Not at all," Mina answered.
Darien sat next to me, which caused me to cringe while Andrew sat in between Lita and Mina. They all started to talk about pointless things and of course, I wasn't paying attention but I notice Darien kept staring at me! Why?!
"I'm going to the bathroom," I muttered.
No one bothered to answer me so I just went and I immediately splashed water on my face to calm my nerves. Thank God I'm not wearing any makeup!
I then checked myself in the mirror and gave myself a small talk about ignoring Darien and I decided to re-join the group yet as soon as I stepped outside the bathroom, I see Darien standing right here before me.
"What?" I groaned.
He just stared at me and I felt my heart beating really fast. I then cursed myself as I went on my tiptoes to kiss his lips firmly. He gladly accepted my kiss, but when I somewhat got some of my sense back; I pulled away.
"We have to stop this," I whispered.
"Why? You like this; I like this, so what's the problem?" He asked in a low voice.
"The problem is that I hate you!" I snapped.
"Yeah, but you like it when I do this…" He claimed my lips again and our tongues immediately danced for dominance.
I pouted when he pulled away and he gave me a smirk that caused me to melt…
"I don't understand why you want to stop something that makes you feel good," he sighed.
"So, what? We keep hooking up then act like none of this ever happens?" I snorted.
"I mean we don't have to act like nothing ever happens, Serena."
"But, we can't let the other's know we hook up!" I whined.
"Alright, fine. We'll hook up and no one has to know. It will be our little secret. Is that what you want?"
I ponder the thought. It would be a good idea. What is there to lose?
"Okay, fine. We'll hook up then we'll fight like we always do and no one will know," I stated.
"Cool, so my house or yours?"
"Mine." I nudged him playfully.
"Great, can't wait…"
"Who said we have to wait?" I said seductively.
"You want to go now?" He questioned shockingly.
"What's the matter, Shields, think you can't handle it?"
Darien chuckled before claiming my lips with his own. I can't wait to have him on my bed again… Friends with benefits… I like that idea, a lot.
