Hello! I made an error on the last chapter, the song was 'Next to You' by Jordin Sparks. Sorry about that :) The song in THIS chapter is 'No Air'! I guess I got too ahead of myself.
Anyway, thanks for all the reviews. Keep it up, I love it. I'm going through alot of stress right now, and alot of stuff is weighing on my shoulders. I'm going to Kansas on Thursday, for a personal thing, and will be back Saturday. So, expect an update Saturday :)
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CHAPTER 4
I'm running to the park. I started just walking, but I can't wait another minute more than I have to to see him. Plus, I'm freezing, because I didn't want to get a jacket out of the hall closet, I have to see him.
How am I supposed to breathe with no air?
Out here with the water so deep,
Tell me how you're gonna be without me.
Without you I just can't breathe.
And there's no air.
I can see him now, I should stop running. He's like, 3 yards away from me. My hearts gonna come out of my chest any minute now, it's racing so fast, pumping so vividly. I'm getting closer and closer, does he know it's me? I mean, when I saw him last, I was dressed up. He could think I was a hobo that sleeps at the park or something.
"Hey, aren't you cold without a jacket?" I heard his voice, and I came inches away from his face. I panted hard, after running, the cold breathe of my mouth coming out like ice. "Hey, just a little bit. I think I'm gonna be fine." My voice came into the quiet air softly.
He suddenly pulled out his hand from the pocket of his open leather jacket, pulling my body towards him. It was kind of like a hug thing, I guess you could call it that. He wrapped the jacket around my back, in an attempt to make me warmer. My head slowly came down and rested softly on his shoulder. I kept breathing, wondering if this was all a silly dream, and if it was even real. It seems unbelievable.
"I think it'd be warmer under the slides." He said, letting me back off, but grabbing my hand, linked in his. Does this mean something? We walked along the rocks in the play area, and sat under the platform of the slides. He put his back against a 'leg' of the platform, and I leaned up against him, with his jacket, still on him, wrapped around my exposed arm. My hands on his stomach, and my head lying on his chest.
"So, what would Jason think of this?" His smooth voice came into the air, and I sighed onto his chest, and I could see the air. "I don't know, I mean, it doesn't even feel like when I'm with you. I feel like his little sister. It seems like he's only with me to be popular and successful, and it doesn't seem like he loves me like he says he does."
"Well, you're still his girl. And if you were my girl, I would-" I interrupted him, "Hah, his girl? I'm more like his prize." He wrapped his arms around me, squeezing tightly. There was a silence between the two of us, not hearing anything but the cold January air around us.
"Am I wrong, for being here with you? I really like you, and I can't say that I don't think you feel the same way about me." I said, breaking this silence. He sighed, "Well, if you're wrong, then I don't wanna be with anyone who's right. I would rather be with you than anyone in the world. But if you feel wrong about you and me, then I think you should break it off with your boyfriend." He told me, and I sighed.
"Right now, I just want to be here with you, and it feels like the right thing to do." I said to him, smiling, looking up to see that he was smiling at me too. When his lips touched my own, it was like I was now complete. I could breathe; there was air in my lungs now.
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe.
There's no air.
I ran, I jumped, I flew;
All this way to get to you,
Because without you, there's no air.
