Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN NARUTO...but i do own 5 dogs (and now 7 puppies) and a parrot...
Listening to my playlist TokyoTragicStoryas I write all of this =] Occasionally hiding when my mum comes in to check on me, lol. It's cold here in Dallas..so i hope you're all warm! cyber galletaz con leche por todos ustedes! :3
Enjoy!
Chapter4:Lips like Morphine?
Mikoto walked up the stairs towards Sasuke's bed chamber.
"Okay Sasuboonin...just come out here and talk to me for a sec." pleaded the female raven.
Sasuke deliberated for a minute and then stepped outside, face determined.
Mikoto didn't like to beat around the bush, so she got straight to the point.
"He's the one..isn't he? " Sasuke nodded
"And you showed him exactly what that maldito Orochimaru did to you, right?" she accused.
"Yes...He is my best friend..my commrade and the only one who could've saved me, but didn't. The one I wanted to save me, but didn't" exclaimed the raven hyperventilating at the memories.
"Calm down Sasuke..I'm here..he's here. You're safe now.." cooed Mikoto.
Sasuke looked at his mother with eyes blinded by tears, "But I didn't do everything! I just showed him half and I didn't rape him..I just tortured him three hours straight..." he whispered the last part ashamed.
"Well I can see that! Look I know how you feel and what happened to you was a hundreds times worse, I mean two months! But why do this? I can see you held back but why do it at all? to your best friend no less?" exclaimed frustratedly.
I want a girl with lips like morphine
Knock me out every time they touch me
I wanna feel that kiss just crush me
And break me down
"Why?...because he was my best friend and because...because I wanted him to truly understand me and what I felt. He needed me to do this and ow he will finally completely know me! He need it..." the hysterical raven trailed off.
"Well, get to it Sasuke! If you need any help call me and I'll come running!" chuckled Mikoto wholeheartedly.
As she turned to go back downstairs she said, "Oh and we'll be having dinner at eight, if you can't make it, or if Narunaru-kun can't you boys can stay up here and I'll bring the food to you, okay" she descended down the stairs.
Sasuke returned to his room. He was nervous? jumpy? on edge?
Sure he was happy his family would understand but how was Naruto going to react?, 'After all you are the world's most unpredictable ninja..I guess I'll just have to find out...*sigh*'
Knock me out!
Knock me out!
The raven walked over to the incapacitated boy laying on his California King-sized bed. He gathered the boy once again in his arms and placed him sitting upright on the large marble bathroom counter.
"Naruto...to answer your previous question, you passed out after I was done. So I took you to my place because I couldn't deliver you to your parents looking like this!" he laughed.
Usually when Sasuke would laugh Naruto's heart would go a flutter but he brought up his parents and this wasn't a usual day, everything had changed now. "One, thanks I guess..two, I have no parents to go home to and three..*cough* ..m..my ass..it.." he blushed and winced when he tried to make himself comfortable, all the while anger played on his features.
"Shit! I forgot about your...yeah! let me put you on your back" Sasuke hesitantly laid the boy down.
"Haven't you done that enough for the day, teme?" whispered the slightly peeved blonde. Sasuke chose to once again ignore his comment.
"Naruto, you have no parents? Why? What happened? What about extended family?" he asked the blonde taking a sudden interest in his personal life and extremely interested in this new topic.
Naruto on the other hand, didn't like this topic at all but he replied anyways, 'He was probably gonna find out sooner or later..'
"I had parents, my mother..I don't don't remember her name...I don't even know how she died. And my so-called father was the legendary Namikaze Minato..better known as Yondaime, he was the fourth Hokage" said Naruto.
Cuz I've waited for all my life
To be here with you tonight
Before Sasuke could respond, Mikoto bursted in. "I KNEW IT! I knew you looked familiar. You're the Nine-Tailed Fox! Minato-kun sealed the beast..Oh what's its name..?..umm.." Mikoto pondered cutely.
Sasuke could see Naruto staring at his mum and was starting to feel envious, 'Dobe..Who were you just wanking off to! hmm?... ME! a boy now you lie there making googoo eyes at my okaasan!'
"Kyuubi...that's his name. He calls me runt" said Naruto still somewhat sad.
"Yes! You're right! Wow! It is truly a pleasure to reallyknowyou, Naruto." beamed the raven haired goddess before him.
'Now I see where Sasuke gets his looks from...he has her smile, her eyes and her laugh.' Mikoto smiled and ran out of the room.
"I really like your mother Sasuke.." he said turning to face the raven.
"Yeah? I've noticed.." snorted the raven seething with jealousy.
The blonde simply laughed and then became serious once more, "..she's cute...she looks a lot like you..." Sasuke blushed at the off hand comment.
"If I had a mother I figure she'd be a lot like her." Naruto smiled warmly at him.
Suddenly remembering where they left off before his mother's sudden intrusion, "Speaking of which..Where were we?" said Sasuke changing the subject.
"Oh yeah...I was hoping you'd forget about that" he frowned. "So yea..Minato has somewhat spiky blonde hair like me, except more golden and way cooler!"
Naruto realized that he was boasting and quickly recovered his previous emotions. "I have his blue eyes except mine are brighter..more open..truthful. That bastard! I never want to see him again! I'm glad he's missing..I hate him!" Naruto was on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
"Dobe...I mean Naruto you okay?" asked the raven concerned.
"Oh my god..was that "dobe" affectionate?" He burst out laughing at the raven's feeble excuses.
"Of course not! but in a way yes... I mean these insults seem more like pet names since they've lost their bite over the years...baka! " yelled Sasuke.
He didn't realize Naruto had stopped talking and breathing all together.
"Holy fuck, Naruto! Don't you die on my counter or I'll kick your tan ass!" seeing that his screams weren't working he started to panic, 'Maybe I should've let okaasan care for him...No I did this and I will fix it'
"I'm not gonna bury you...do you hear me? I'll let you sit here and rot!" he screamed at the unconcious body.
Sasuke was frantic with worry, 'Oh fuck..CPR.. I have to kiss him..Why me?'
The conversation distracted him from fixing Naruto's wounds, "Wait!..maybe mother could do it! No. Too much blood she'll faint after. DAMN! This is unfair!"
'How many times back at Orochimaru's did I imagine kissing Naruto?' questioned the raven while Naruto was slipped away by the second "but that was out of necessity not desire..right?"
The raven leaned over the blonde, opened his mouth, plugged his nose and slowly placed his mouth upon the other boy's slightly chapped, bloody lips.
'Hn..his lips are really soft..I wonder how they'd feel against my n..AUGH! I need therapy! Focus Sasuke! Breathe..breathe..pump fifteen times and repeat...' Sasuke had taken three years worth of medic nin classes while on leave from his ninja duties and he had gotten his license.
About two minutes later Naruto was revived, but what he noticed was more interesting to him.
'I think teme's an okama[1] or at least bisexual, but do I make him that way? heheheh, well two could play it that game! If I'm gonna be his little fag toy I might as well have fun while I still can..' pondered Naruto staring at the raven.
'It's not often that I can psyche Sasuke out' Naruto grinned devilishly.
Sasuke was too frantic to realize that Naruto had regained consciousness three minutes ago. The raven continued to administer CPR, he was blowing air into his lungs when Naruto once again kissed Sasuke's lips"
"Mmmphf..!" Sasuke grunted realizing that Naruto was indeed alive.
Thinking that the kiss was just a reflex or out of surprise, he tried to pull away but a tan hand became a steel vice behind his neck and the smirking boy underneath him simply stared at him for what seemed like an eternity while ravishing his mouth.
Sasuke stared into the blonde boy's cerulean orbs and found a lustful mischief in their depths. Hs reaction was too slow and Naruto had reunited their lips, "W..wha mmffh!" the raven's speech momentarily impaired.
Soon all attempts at coherent speech abruptly ended when the blonde vixen licked Sasuke's bottom lip.
I want a girl with lips like morphine
Blow a kiss that leaves me gasping
I want to feel that lightning strike me
And burn me down
"Ah!" gasped the raven in surprise.
Naruto left the kiss at that. He had enjoyed it more than he had originally intended but couldn't go on since he was losing too much blood.
'His lips are... so soft..knew he'd..be shocked..heheh..I think a part of me wished that he would kiss me bac..." Naruto trailed off as he let himself slip into unconsciousness.
Knock me out!
Knock me out!
Sasuke had pushed a pressure point knocking the blonde out by grabbing his trap[2].
He had to subdue the blonde for the sake of his sanity and had he not acted then, Naruto would've surely bled to death.
'Mmm..what a scrumptious thought! He'd deserve that after the stunt he just pulled!' fumed the raven blushing furiously, 'I know it was just to tease me but I just can't shake the feeling that he wanted to further the kiss' mused the raven as he paced around the blonde. "Hn...tease.."
'So we have a little fag in the making! Welcome to the club Sasuke..' grinned the blonde mentally, slowy awakening from the cloudiness in his mind.
"I know you can hear me... Oh never mind! We'll talk about this later, dobe" said a frustrated Sasuke.
"Down to business... Now where's my scissors?" he asked whilst[3] walking back into his room.
The scissors were right where he left them, next to Sakura's medic-nin kit. She had let him borrow it so that he could practice healing himself and being the Uchiha he was, he had already mastered the art.
Cuz I've waited for all my life
To be here with you tonight
Just put me on my back
Knock me out again
'No shock there..', he snorted, it had taken him five days to learn what had taken Sakura had two and a half years, which is not to say that he's was better than her, he just learned faster. Sasuke took both items and returned to the blonde in the bathroom.
'Just great! I have to strip him down again' Sasuke had redressed Naruto in his training suit, but the blood, etc... had seeped through.
Sasuke cut off the shirt, then the shorts, he wasn't wearing any underwear because his old boxers were too bloody and sullied to put it back on him and that would've been disgusting.
"Hn...you're still hard, Kitsune-chan. Don't you hate being unable to competely control your body?..I do.." Sasuke murmured as he began to play with Naruto's erect member, 'Hn..I better stop or I might...' he trailed off because hazy blue eyes were once again staring at him.
"..."
"Oh, you're awake. How was your dreams?" questioned Sasuke regaining his composure.
"Horrible...you were in them" teased Naruto.
Sasuke snorted, "Ha!..I mean hn..that so? I torture him for three hours and he's still dreaming about me again! you really are impossible dobe." spat Sasuke feigning exasperation.
Naruto smirked and replied "I want to finish answering that question of yours if you don't mind".
"Um Hmm.." the raven nodded his approval.
He was embarrassed because he was wiping down the blonde's body, whilst said blonde's relentless stare was constantly trained upon him, 'This is so wrong! This is woman's work! I'm no bloody nurse!'
Oh, I want a girl with lips like morphine
Knock me out every time they touch me
I want a girl with lips like morphine
To knock me out
He snuck a peek at Naruto, 'Does he have no shame? He is butt-naked on my counter getting wiped down by the guy that spent the evening abusing him! What are you thinking Naruto...?' Sasuke wondered.
"Where was I? Oh yeah...um I think my mum died while giving birth to me and Minato put Kyuubi inside of me to suppress his powers. The elders and some of the kids hated me because of it. Then he left me..a baby..not even a year old, to fend for myself! that fucker"
"Ultimately, that's why I went away three years ago. To see what is was like to go somewhere and not be hated." he paused.
That revelation shocked the raven but he tried not to let it show on his face.
"Do not misunderstand me, I do not hate him for placing Kyuubi within me, it turned out that we'd be buddies. And I couldn't imagine myself without him...even if he is so annoying. I wouldn't be the same..I..wouldn't be Naruto without Kyuubi" he smiled softy at the thought.
'AWW!ILIKEYOUTOORUNT!'cooed the demon fox
"Shut up..it's whatever" the blonde was starting to blush. Kyuubi was rarely affectionate, he was more the tough love type.
"So...you guys talk to each other" stated the raven.
"yup" they said at the same time.
"Cool...so you were saying?" Naruto watched as Sasuke bent over to pick up what ever he had dropped.
"NICEASSKID!" jeered the horny demon.
'WHAT?IFYOU'RENOTGONNAGETLAID,IMIGHTASWELL!'schemed the crafty fox.
'Don'tyoueventhinkaboutit..' warned the blonde in a dangerously low tone.
"Thank you Kyuubi" chuckled Sasuke, "Naruto's is nice too...it's tighter" said the raven as an afterthought, unconsciously licking his lips.
Naruto frustrated with their flirting changed the subject, "So anyway! It's ironic that I initially am saving your lives, but yet you all still hate me..well not all anymore, some... A lot of people have warmed up to me, but I still can't trust it. If I let my guard down, they might attack us."
Sasuke frowned at the thought, he wasn't joking when he said he didn't like others beating up on his blonde.
He gasped, 'Myblonde?..is he mine now?' he peered at him once again, the blonde beamed at him and Sasuke thought he missed a beat 'Hn..maybe he is..'
"Oh! extended family..Sarutobi-sensei, the 3rd Hokage was like my grandpa, wise, open and kind... He excepted me for who I was and always comforted me. I miss him terribly...Then there's two of the legendary Sanin, pervy sage and Grandma Tsunade"
"Pervy Sage? The 5th Hokage's your baa-chan[4]?" exclaimed the raven in shock.
Naruto laughed at his reaction, "No..not by blood, as you know she was the granddaughter of the Shodaime and the student of the 3rd Hokage. I call her baachan because she's way older than she looks, and because she looks after me like one of her own, like a mom. Then there's pervy sage..."
"Jiraiya-sensei" interjected Sasuke.
"Yep...He's has awesome power, he's funny and quite cunning but all in all he's a total perv!" pouted the blonde cutely.
"You know those books scarecrow-chan[5] is always reading? They are Jiraiya's. And even during my training he always found some excuse to go"do research"" He's hopeless but the books are a hit!" sighed the blonde lovingly.
"I remember when I was younger, I couldn't read two sentences without fainting from bloodloss. But now I've read all three! I think I'd consider pervy sage a crazy uncle." Naruto scoffed.
"What about Iruka? What is he?" asked Sasuke.
"He'd be my dad... He stood up for me when I was younger and almost died trying to protect me from Mizuki-sensei" smiled the blonde warmly.
"Scarecrow-chama and Gai-sensei would be weird uncles and Shizune-sama would be my auntie!" blushed Naruto at the thought of Shizune in a nurse's outfit.
"And Miko-chan would be my m..mom. She said I could call her that or at least think of her as a stepmom, that is if it's okay with you of course.." he said uncertainly.
Sasuke smirked a little, "Of course it is baka! She's not my property..." mumbled the raven.
"Good..." Naruto smiled softly and looked back at Sasuke, "then there's you..."
"Me? What about me?" he said edging closer to the blonde.
"I think of you as more than my best friend..." Sasuke was getting his hopes up 'uh huh..uh huh...what else?..'
"..you are my brother, the cousin I pretend to hate to make you seem less important to me..."
"Oh.." the raven's hopes had deflated, 'He doesn't really have feelings for me then. I guess I blew it. Can't torture a guy senseless one minute and expect him to still love the next'.
Sasuke wanted to cry but his Uchiha pride, or what little was left of it helped him control his emotions.
See I've waited for all my life
To be here with you tonight
Just put me on my back
Knock me out again.
Naruto braced himself for his next reveal...
"You are the most important person in world to me.."
Sasuke smiled brokenly 'Ahhh..sweet Naruto how do still manage to be so sweet when rejecting me?'
"..You are my crush. I like you Sasuke"
Song: "Lips like Morphine " ~ Kill Hannah
[1]: Japanese term for gay guy lit: an effeminate man (womanish mannerisms, girly guy) i love them! i have five ^_^
[2]: the trapezium muscle; the area between your neck and shoulder (if grabbed hard enough you will pass out)
[3]: for those of you that don't know "whilst" is the Shakespearean version of "while" I love old English so just a warning I'll be using it occasionally
me: Man that was long! -_-
naru: Yea..but it was necessary.
me: I guess...
sasu: what's wrong with you?
me: I didn't get to spend xmas with my papi TT^TT
sasunaru: aww we're sorry, but look on the bright side!
me: what bright side?
naru: Itachi will be in the next chapter!
me: REALLY? *gets all teary-eyed*
naru: yup :P
sasu: Whoop di bloody do! Like we need any more Itachi cameos!
me: Now Sasuke, Thou shalt not be a hater! Plus there's no such thing as too much when it comes to Itachin! .
mikoto&naru: HEAR HEAR! *nods furiously in agreement*
me: MIKOTO-CHAAN! TTT^TTT *runs to glomp her and turns into a kuroneko*
mikoto:Awww kon'ichi Kiarin! *pets the chibi me*
naru: Miko-chaaa! no fair love meee tooo! *turns into chibi kitsune and glomps her other leg*
sasu: Tch...I'll go be sexy all by myself!
me: *purrrrr* umm hmmm just be back in time for chapter 5! ~meow! :O3
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