Here's chapter four!:D I'm so glad you guys like it:) and OMG sorry for my lack of updates. i feel kind of bad but i don't have any internet cause i moved. i'm at my grandma's now and she has internet so i'm posting the chapters I have prewritten... then I have some news...
Tomorrow. Austin is leaving tomorrow. We have today, then he leaves tomorrow at 11:00. We're trying to enjoy our last days together- all four of us, but we're too shocked and sad about Austin leaving. Sometimes we just sit around in the quiet and stare at each other. Every night I have a different nightmare, each pertaining to Austin leaving. Last night I dreamt his plane crashed and he didn't make it. The night before I dreamt he left me for some skanky Hollywood hoe. The night before that I dreamed he went on his tour, had the time of his life, and when he finally returned I ran into his arms. He pulled me away with the most astonished look on his face. "Who are you?" He muttered. I think that one was the worst.
I was laying in my bed, staring at the ceiling and dreading each passing minute. It was nearly 1 o'clock a.m. and I'd just gotten off the phone with Austin. I didn't want to go to sleep and awake tomorrow to the day Austin leaves. Eventually I decide that I don't want to sleep tomorrow away, and drifted off.
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I woke up at 7:00 they next morning. Last night was some of the worst sleep I'd ever gotten. Every couple of hours I'd wake up from a bad dream, drenched in sweat, and toss and turn until I managed to fall asleep. I was leaving in four hours. Four. Hours. That was all the time I had left. I picked up the phone and called Ally.
"Hullo?" She answered, sounding groggy and half-asleep.
"Did I wake you?"
"Oh, yes, thank God. I was worried I'd sleep too late." She woke up a little more.
"Late? It's seven."
"I know. I want to see you."
"Me too. Meet me at the mall pond in half an hour."
"Okay. Love you."
"Love you too." I hung up the phone and sprang out of bed, hoping to get to the mall pond as soon as humanly possible. I got down there in fifteen minutes, skipping breakfast and wearing two different shoes. In my haste, I'd slipped on mix-matched sneakers without even tying them. I nearly killed myself tripping over the shoelaces. When I arrived I saw that Ally had beaten me to it.
"Gosh, Ally, how long have you been here?"
"Just a couple of minutes. But, ya know, every minutes counts." She said, smiling. I took her hand as I sat beside her.
"You know, this is where I first realized how I felt about you."
"Really?"
"Yeah. That's why I met you here. I'm so glad they never tore it down." Her hair tickled my jaw as the laid her head on my shoulder. I love the way it fits there, like it was made for it. Like we were designed together.
"Me too. I- can't believe- you're leaving..." she stammered. Come on, Ally, don't start crying. Then I'll start crying, and I did enough of that yesterday. Besides, I am a man. Too late; here come the waterworks. I felt a cool tear run down my face, hoping she didn't look at me.
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I know he's trying to look away so I can't see. I know he's crying, I felt it. But that's ok, I'm crying, too.
"Austin, it's OK." I try my best to console him.
"I know. Believe me, Ally, there's nothing I'd love more than to take you with me and see the world with you. But I won't jeopardize your future. You understand right?"
"Yes." I answer in a broken whisper.
"Really? You're not mad or anything?"
"No, Austin, I'm not mad. I am upset that you're leaving, but we'll adjust. Don't beat yourself up, babe, it's not your fault. Thanks for thinking about my future and everything."
"Yeah, you're welcome." He answers, pulling me tighter. For a while we just sat there together, not saying anything. Afterwards we went to grab a burger or something and then we planned to meet Trish and Dez at the airport. I hoped they didn't kill each other on the drive there. The radio wasn't helping.
Please don't go away, I don't want you to go, can't you stay right here by my side-
Click.
I miss you, I miss your smile, and I still shed a tear every once in a while-
Click.
I keep dreaming you'll be here and you'll never go, stop breathing if I don't see you anymore-
Click.
Please don't go, if I wake up tomorrow will you still be here-
I finally just turned the radio off until we got to the airport. We arrived to see Trish and Dez talking- no, not fighting- talking. Austin and Dez went up to the desk to confirm the flight or whatever you do up there. We still had ten minutes before the plane left. We sat and talked until they called the number for Austin and Dez. We stood up and I gave Dez the biggest hug I'd ever given him. Heck, I even kissed him on the cheek. Well, he was like the big brother I'd never had, and I wouldn't be seeing him for many moons. Next I turned to Austin and gave him the best goodbye kiss I could muster. Tears fell from everyone's eyes as a hugged him, and even Trish and Dez exchanged a friendly hug. Trish and Austin did the same and he and Dez made off. He turned once more to look at me. I blew him a kiss and smiled and waved. He returned my smile and boarded the plane, and I couldn't help but laugh when I saw his shoes. Trish and I headed to Trish's car. As soon as I sat down, I received a text from Austin, telling me to tune into my favorite radio station. I did and I heard the DJ announce, "This next one goes out to Ally from Austin, this is Worldwide!" Happy tears joined the others as the music began.
Wait a minute,
Before you tell me anything,
How was your day?
'Cause I been missing
You by my side, yeah
Did I awake you out of your dream?
I'm sorry but I couldn't sleep
You calm me down
There's something about the sound of your voice
I, I, I, I never, never,
Never as far away as it may seem, no
Soon we'll be together
We'll pick up right where we left off
Paris, London, Tokyo
It's just one thing that I gotta do
(Hello)
Tuck you in every night on the phone
(Hello)
Tuck you in every night
And I can hardly take another goodbye
Baby, won't be long
You're the one that I'm waiting on
(Hello)
Tuck you in every night on the phone, woah
Girl, I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
Girl, I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
Girl, I'll be thinking about you
Yes, I may meet a million pretty girls
That know my name
But don't you worry, no
'Cause you have my heart
It ain't easy
to keep on moving city to city
Just get up and go
The show must go on
So I need you to be strong
I, I, I, I never, never, never
As far away as it may seem no Soon we'll be together
We'll pick up right where we left off
Paris, London, Tokyo
It's just one thing that I gotta do
(Hello)
Tuck you in every night on the phone
(Hello(
Tuck you in every night
And I can hardly take another goodbye
Baby, won't be long
You're the one that I'm waiting on
(Hello)
Tuck you in every night on the phone, yeah
Girl, I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, world
Girl, I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, world
Girl, I'll be thinking about you Whoa, wherever the wind blows me
You're still the one and only girl on my mind
No, there ain't no one better (Worldwide)
So always remember (Worldwide) Always remember, girl, you're mine
Paris, London, Tokyo
It's just one thing that I gotta do
(Hello)
Tuck you in every night on the phone
(Hello)
Tuck you in every night
And I can hardly take another goodbye
Baby, won't be long
You're the one that I'm waiting on
(Hello)
Tuck you in every night on the phone, woah
Girl, I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, world
Girl, I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, world
Girl, I'll be thinking about you Worldwide
Yes, I may meet a million pretty girls
That know my name
But don't you worry
'Cause you have my heart.
And in that instant, I felt ten times better.
Hooray:D I so love that song.
Big Time Rush FTW! So, kthxbai.
