YOU WON'T LIKE ME WHEN I'M ANGRY

I don't know what gave me this incredible urge, but I liked it. I would do this until the break of dawn but Edward had a different opinion.

"Honey…" he mumbled through a kiss. "Slow down…"

"No." He still struggled under me, but I didn't care. I needed him, again. Suddenly, I was pinned down and Edward held himself over me.

"Bella, you're going to have to chill out. As much as I would like to keep doing this with you, I can't," Edward pleaded.

No fun, I need more. More of him. I sat up, defeated. In my mind, I swore on his name.

"Bella, you can't be mad at me because I don't have the same energy as you. You have to let me refuel."

I crossed my arms and shot a hateful glance at him. What else am I suppose to do all night? But I did leave Edward alone. Little did he know I was going to get him later.

I rose from our position and dressed. The bedroom door flung open and I stalked out in a bad mood. I heard thunder roll in the distance. I approached the kitchen to hear a slightly familiar voice float out. I pinpointed who it was: Tanya. She sat at a stool wearing an outfit that was provocative and completely inappropriate.

"What are you doing here?" I hissed out her.

She innocently replied, "Here to see family? You?"

"To kick your -"

"Bella! What an angry gesture towards a guest. I'm appalled," Tanya spoke in a shocking voice. Emmett and Alice came in to see the scene unfold.

"You won't like me when I'm angry! You're here to take my man. Tanya, you have messed with the wrong one," I hissed indignantly. Thunder crackled.

"Bring it on, DUM-Bell!" I had her dragged near me using only my mind. Her eyes widen in shock as I began to go for her hair.

"CATFIGHT!" I heard Emmett shout. Alice came in to push me off but I only increased my force. Soon, I found myself thrown in a corner with Edward on top of me.

"Bella, what are you thinking?" Edward whispered in my ear, straining to keep anger from coloring his language.

"You know what I'm thinking," I shouted at him, while letting him hear my thoughts.

He shook his head in denial. "Bella, that's absurd. And you know I don't want her. I only want you and you alone," he said soothingly.

"Sometimes it doesn't seem like it…" I thought.

Tanya stood up from Emmett's grasp and brushed her clothes off. She tossed her head in my direction, where my face was still set angrily. I looked into Edward's eyes and could see my eyes casting a reflection. My irises were red, not newborn crimson, but fiery scarlet. That shocked me out of my anger as my eyes flashed returning to the newborn color.

"Bella, what peculiar eyes…"Edward thought. That's when I learned, my mood flashed through my eyes, like the window to my soul. "I think you need to apologize to Tanya and I need to get you out, love," Edward directed as he kissed me lightly on the lips.

"Sorry," I said coldly.

"No harm done." She continued to brush herself off and walked out of the kitchen. And with that Edward and I ran out of the kitchen. We got into his car as he drove directionless.

"Bella, you have to do better. Your powers are incredible, but you have to know when to use them. Love, you understand?"

I absorbed what he was saying.

"Edward, honey, I understand what you're trying to tell me, but sometimes I can't control it. Sometimes, I have no idea what I'm doing. It's like my mind is acting on its own and my body is the vessel. I don't know. And then, like today I acted without thinking. I knew you wanted me and not her, but my mind told me otherwise. And…I'm sorry. I'll do better." He looked at me and then my favorite smile broke across his face.

"Bella, I've been very curious these last days about your powers. Would care to explain them?"

"Well, I'm super strong, and telepathic. That's how we communicate. I also discovered that I'm telekinetic that's how I got your belt off last night." I smirked as Edward nodded. "And something about my emotions controlling my environment. You know the thunder? Yeah, that's my storm."

"Huh. I like some of things I have seen. Bella, the vampire vixen. I think we should see Carlisle to make sure you're not going mentally insane on me," Edward joked. "It seems like you made a total 180 on the Bella scale."

Little did he know my craziness was around the corner...

Carlisle frowned over in my direction.

"I have no explanation for you," he began. "You see, Bella has always had a safely guarded mind. My only hypothesis is that as she changed, it heightened her mental sensitivity giving way to multiple mental talents such as telekinesis."

Edward shifted in his seat toward Carlisle deep in thought as I sat back. They continued to carry on as if I wasn't there.

"My only concern is as a newborn, her powers might have more control over her than we think. It's important for you, Bella, to control your emotions especially. Your powers are still maturing as you are. Edward, you need to keep an eye on her." Great, why is it always me getting babysat?

"Now, we know Alice had a vision about the Volturi. We need not to attract anymore of their attention. Understand, Bella."

Edward and I strolled out of Carlisle's library. I listened into Edward's mind. He was milling over was Carlisle's words.

"Edward, I want to clear my head."

"Okay, let's go to the meadow," he suggested.

"No, Edward. I think I need to go alone," I explained. He stared at me worried, giving me the 'You know what Carlisle said' eye. But I kissed him on the lips assuredly and he nodded in comprehension.

In a moment, I was surrounded by the tranquil meadow. I sighed and breathed deeply releasing negative tension. I listened to the distant trills of the animals. It was all relaxing. Until it hit me.

A wave of anger flooded my body and my body was conflicted with pain. I growled and instantly hated myself. I had to control this. What could fill me with so much hatred? Then, I saw Jacob stumbling in the distance.

"Stop," I tried to whisper to him, but he seemed no to notice. He kept walking towards me. Every step brought on more and more hatred. "STOP!" I yelled inside. But self wouldn't stop. I felt the particles around me pick up in a dust cloud and the rocks circled around me creating a shield. I didn't want to hurt him. But my powers did. Inside he was the enemy.

"Control Yourself!" I hissed. He looked onto me confused and horrified.

"Bella..." he whispered. I bared my teeth and shouted at him to go away, but he didn't budge. I couldn't let my power hurt him. I...I...had to control it. I closed my eyes and covered my ears. I began screaming. Not at him, but at myself.

It was slowly creeping over me like a shroud. My powers were engulfing me. Last I remember was my eyes rolling back... that's when I knew it had taken over...

What…where was I? I attempted to get up but I was shackled in place. I could easily snap out of the restraints, but where would I go? I had gone too far when I had saw Jacob. I no longer had any idea of what I was capable of.

Stupid me. Stupid him. I wonder what happened. I remember blanking out. But I don't know what actions I took…

Edward walked in wearily.

"Edward!" I cried. "Where's Jacob? I have to see Jacob again." I began to blurt out nonsense. But Edward just shook his head in disgust.

"Look what I've done…" he muttered. I looked onto him confused.

"You haven't done anything. But, Edward, let me out to see Jacob."

"Bella, you can't, love. You are too dangerous. I can't allow it. Carlisle won't allow it. After your stunt in the meadow today, I'm going to have to watch you more carefully."

"I'm an adult. Why did I bother asking you? You aren't the boss of me, Edward!" I snapped as I slipped from the shackles and stalked towards Edward.

"Love, what…what do you…Bella have you gone crazy? This is all your mess. And to think I had a part in this. I created you, Bella. And now, I need to take responsibility for you," he spoke.

"Edward, Edward, Edward…I'm tired of being treated as your charity or better yet, your pet. I am a woman. A GROWN WOMAN. Your woman. And a powerful one at that. So, stop treating me as a child and move or so help me…" I warned.

He didn't budged and I felt a smirk spreading across my face. He was going to get it.

"You're right. I need to stay here. I love you, Edward," I cooed as I traced his jawbone. I went in for a deep kiss and he went along. When he thought I was over our discrepancy, I slapped him across the cheek. "Ah, Edward…you will learn."

I swiftly escaped out of this holding chamber into the forest area to be confronted once again with Jacob. I was humbled by his sight.

"I see that blood sucker let you out again," Jacob snarled. I let that comment roll off me. Anything at this point could upset me.

"Jacob, I'm sorry. I'd lost my mind. I wasn't thinking…me…I" I fumbled. I had no explanation for my strange behavior.

"Do you understand what you have done, Bella?" I shook my head. I had forgotten. Not so much forgotten, but I had a mental lapse. I was in the dark. I knew my behavior has been foul, but I didn't know what could be so monumental.

"Bella, you attacked me. Only when that leech came --"

"Edward," I hissed.

"Yes, your leech," he repeated.

"HIS. NAME. IS. EDWARD!" I screamed. What was wrong with me? I was now crouched defensively opposite an enormous werewolf growling.

"Bella," someone spoke. It was Edward.

"Leave me alone," I pressed.

"Do you know what you started?" He inquired suddenly next to me. I laughed maniacally. I understood exactly what I did.

"Of course," I whispered into his ear. "This is war…"