I'm back! I'm sorry I haven't updated. I was taking in on the information that the reviews have given to me and I have had writers block. But I came back ready to take this story head on! Lol I'm really planning on making this story long to make the story worth reading over and over. I know things have been confusing with the story. But I promise with your reviews and advice I promise to keep at it every week and put in your input and opinions. This is everyone's story! Lol

Well to make things more understandable. This is my first story EVER! I'm honestly kind of really nervous about it. Also this is my first sexual scene so please be understanding. I am still new to this lol over time I will progress to be a better writer in no time as for now hangs in there with me. (:

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Rachel's POV

I'm in my room lying in my bunk. I rested my belly on the pillow while my left arm was supporting my head. It wasn't as comfortable as the pillow but my thoughts were distracting me. I stared at the wall. It gave me my own source of closure.

"What has happened Nathan? Your father has no idea you're his. Mike took the role as being your father. Your real father is having a mental breakdown. You're going to be born on a ship. This wasn't the life I wanted for my first born. I'm so sorry Nathan" I rubbed my 4 moth belly. I couldn't help but smile. He was kicking as he almost understood me "I love you Nathan. I promise I will do what's best for you Nathan".

I couldn't help but close my eyes. I drifted off to sleep.

FLASHBACK

I was heading towards the dining hall. I just finished my final study on the virus mutation. Well for what I got for the day it was enough to take a break. I walked in the room. Dr. Rios, Sam, Mike and the rest of the crew were there.

"Look who's out of the lab! " Mike shouted while throwing up his hands "Come eat with us!"

Everyone laughed. I couldn't help but giggle. I got a plate and pulled up a chair. I sat next to Mike and he elbowed me.

'I still have a lot to get used to' I thought.

I couldn't help but stare at Sam. All he did was play with his food the whole time everyone was at the table. I finished the little portion of food I had served myself. I excused myself from the table and walked out of the room. I heard footsteps getting closer.

"Rachel I'm really sorry to bug you! But do you how my dad is?" Sam asked. His face showed deep concern. I could relate to his feeling. I haven't seen the captain lately and it worried me.

"I honestly don't know Sam" I answered truthfully. I suddenly noticed something off. "Sam where's Ashley?"

"I think she went to get dad" he said "but that was almost 20 minutes ago. " He looked at his watch to try to get the best estimate. He then looked at me. "Rachel could you possibly go get her please? I'm pretty worried"

I couldn't resist the pleading look in his eyes. I sighed and I smiled at him.

"Okay I couldn't say no to you. I'll be back. Be sure to eat though. You need to be strong so maybe one day you could run this ship like your dad" I said as I shook his hair.

Sam smiled and the words that came out of his mouth would never be forgotten. "Thanks Mom". He slightly whispered the last part hoping I wouldn't hear. I felt in my heart that hopefully one day that'll happen.

I turned and walked away. I noticed how Sam's footsteps weren't dragging anymore. He took what he needed off his chest. I walked to the captain's quarters and I saw Ashley knocking on Tom's door.

"Ashley is everything okay? Sam sent me to get you so you could go eat something." I said. "Your brother is pretty worried."

She never turned to look at me. Her stare was firm at the door. "Daddy hasn't come out since this morning. I'm really worried." Her face showed concern.

'Oh Tom don't put your kids through this.' I thought.

I put a hand on her shoulder. "Why don't you go eat and I'll get your dad so he could eat with you guys. Sound good?" I tried to reassure her.

"Okay Rachel. Thank you so much" she hugged me tightly before she started to walk towards the dining hall. I stared at her dispending figure. I put my head down to think of a plan.

"Think as I go. There you go!" I said with fake enthusiasm.

I knocked on the captain's door. "Captain, may I please come in?"

I got no response. I closed my eyes and just opened the door. Before I could take a step forward there stood the captain shirtless and drunk. His blue eyes had no sparkle in them just hurt its true colors.

"Rachel" He stuttered on his words. He took a step back but almost fell. I followed my instincts and tried to grab him.

He caught his weight and pushed me on the back of the door. He pinned my arms above my head and kissed me. I could taste the liquor. I closed my eyes in disgust by the taste. He pushed his body close to mine. I had no way around. He deepened the kiss. It was really hard to resist him. He took one hand to hold my arms and he used the other to pull up my shirt. He broke the kiss and put his forehead on mine.

"You're beautiful" He whispered "God I want you." He said in a low growl. He kissed my neck and went lower. You could tell Tom was getting really frustrated. He grabbed my arms and pulled me towards his bed. He pinned me yet again. His weight pinned me. Seconds later I was completely topless. He cupped my breast then started sucking on them. I couldn't help but moan. That's what fire to the fuel. He took off whatever of his clothes remained and my pants.

"Let me have you please" he growled in my ear.

"Yes Chandler" I couldn't help but say yes.

He positioned himself and he slid into her and it seemed like the most pure sensation of her life. He was enveloped buried in her unnatural heat. I arched my back. I was watching him, mouth open and my eyes half closed in bliss and lust.

I threw my head back, yelping from the back of her throat and he buried his face under her jaw. He felt his own orgasm coming. I was at her point too. I couldn't hold it any longer. Both Tom and Rachel came together. Tom was trying to catch his breath. He fell to his side. Rachel was catching her breath as well. I looked at Tom but you could tell he passed out due to the massive amount of alcohol consumed. I covered myself with the blanket and played with his hair.

"I found a perfect name.. Nathan.. Nathan Chandler.. Darien" He whispered.

Rachel opened his eyes and got up from the bed and clothes herself. I hurried and gathered myself to walk out the door. I hugged myself and started crying. I turned the corner and bumped into somebody. I looked up to see who the stranger was as all I saw was blue eyes.

I quickly whipped away my tears and said "I'm sorry Mike"

He held both my shoulders and smiled. "Come let's get you to your room so you could rest. I just nodded my head and let him guide me. I was at my weakest point. I'll let this man help me. His presence is so comforting. We were in front of my room.

"Well Dr. Scott if you need me I'll be around" Mike said with a smile. As soon as he turned around I grabbed his arm.

"Please stay with me" I pleaded.

"Yes I will.. anything for you Dr. Scott" Mike Said.

END OF FLASHBACK

I opened my eyes and heard a noise. I pushed myself up. My hair was a mess. Eyes were puffy. I tried to adjust my eyesight. I saw Tom putting pillows on my desk.

"I'm sorry I woke you. I just thought Slattery Jr. needed pillows to get comfortable. I know how pregnant women can get" he smirked.

"Uh.. Thank you Captain" I said lowly. "You didn't have to do that for me." I said pouting.

"Well I'm no Mike but he got called on watch duty. So I thought I'd help a bit you know for you and Nathan." Tom said with a smile "Well I have to head back I'm glad you're doing okay." He said as he walked out of the door.

I held my hand out to stop him but I was still to late.

"Thank you Tom from me and your son". I held my belly as I said that.

Nathan also woke up and starting kicking.

"What am I going to do with you silly?" I laid back and smiled. "Now we have to wait for Mike sweetheart".

I put my arm around over my eyes. I closed my eyes to continue my rest.