Paul's POV

I wanted to shrivel up and die. I just want to hug Kristy and never let go. But now she thinks I hate her, and she hates me. Worst, I made her cry. It was very tempting to go throw myself under a train. Hopefully that would be enough to kill me. I stood up ready to go the train station.

"Paul, sit down. We have to discuss some things." Sam commanded in his alpha tone.

Stupid Alpha tone. My knees buckled as I tried not to sit down, I was always trying to disobey it. Like all the other times, I wasn't able to.

"So as you see, Paul has imprinted on my little sister. So technically she can be told right now, but I want to wait. She's already been going through enough, then to hear that she's practically tied to someone. I don't want to give her a heart attack." Sam stated.

Embry smiled and patted me on the shoulder, "Especially when she realizes it's a freak"

That sent me panicking, which is odd. What happens if she does think I'm a freak? What happens if she never wants me! I don't think I could live with that. This girl has so much control over me. I'm always the one with the extreme self-confidence.

Sam seemed to be reading my thoughts. He smiled at me, "Don't worry Paul, it's almost impossible for her not to like you.