Disclaimer: I don't own the GG characters or show and this fanfiction is entirely mine and for stupid purposes only so don't sure me cause I own nothing of value except lots of college loans.

A/N: Thanks for your reviews! I am going to try to write more detailed descriptions if I can. LOL. Oh yeah these things **** mean thoughts of the characters. I am still trying to figure out where I want this story to go but anyways, on with the next chapter-

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Rory Gilmore had a hard time sleeping the night before. Frequent thoughts of how the whole night went down flooded her mind and guilt seemed to be her bedside buddy. That night she had reached into her own soul and had found Jess. There was passion between them that she knew she would never have with another for as long as she lived but the weight of her mother's disappointment had damaged it all and now she knew she was in for a hell of a long day.

Quietly she got out of her disgruntled covers and walked to her bedroom dressers in hopes of finding her favorite sweats. Her hands rummaged through the drawers until she found the misplaced item, quickly putting them on along with a gray oversized sweatshirt. With a single movement, Rory placed all of her hair in a messy bun and tiptoed down the stairs, careful of not waking her mother.

Outside of her house, Rory was welcomed with the harsh impact of early morning coldness on her rosy cheeks. Her breath inhaled the aroma of Stars Hollow's earthly smell as she made her way down the quiet streets headed for one destination..

15 Minutes Later ~

Rory sauntered into Luke's dinner which at the moment, was occupied with early-morning residents who were preparing for their day of work with coffee and well cooked breakfast. Her eyes scanned for the single soul which held her fate. When her eyes finally found him, she quickly drew in a sharp breath as shock fell over her at the sight she was seeing.

Leaning over the stool lied Jess who had his hands interlocked with Shane, while laughing at something obviously humorous being shared between them. Rory watched as Shane smiled and leaned closer into to him whispering something in his ears, which made a smirk form at the crevices of his mouth.

In that single moment, Rory felt all hope and courage she had mustered up disappear. From the looks of it, Jess had been serious about moving on and this time, Rory didn't know if this was a battle she could win.

Shane: So, when can you leave? Jess: In about an hour, why? Shane: Well do you still want to hook up cause my parents aren't home and well. Jess: Yea most defiantly.

Rory took a seat in the back of the dinner because hearing all this was making it hard for her to stand. Her eyes shot Shane a nasty stare as she quickly left the diner and then fell on Jess. He met her gaze and grabbed his notepad, heading straight for her.

Jess: So what can I get you? Rory: Coffee. Jess: One coffee coming up.

Rory watched as he grabbed her cup of coffee, hoping that he would show some form of pain or inter-turmoil but he didn't. Instead he acted as if, the night before hadn't even happened. As if the kisses and passion between them ceased to exist.

Anger and bitterness sprung up inside Rory as she watched him in his casual routine. And within a second, Rory found herself getting up and heading straight for Jess. *He couldn't play this game of pretend with her, she wouldn't allow it. Damn him! He wasn't going to do this.* Rory came behind the counter and pushed Jess hard towards the back storage room.

Jess: WHAT the HELL?

She pushed him inside the room and closed the door behind him. All sanity and rational left her as she backed him up against the wall. Jess was overcome with shock and was not quick to react at all. Rory's lips firmly planted themselves on Jess as she sought entry into his mouth.

*She would make him feel..Passion did not go die, it burned*

Despite Jess's initial shock, he too found himself lost within the kiss and before Rory knew it, she found herself backed up against the wall.

The room which had been initially cold soon became full of body heat as both Rory and Jess found themselves being caught up in the tidal wave of passion. Jess recklessly tore at her clothing, in need to be near her skin to find solace. At the same time, Rory was searching for his skin as well, hungrily devouring him but just as her hands went for his belt buckle, she found them being pushed away.

Jess: Rory, stop.

Rory abruptly stopped searching his eyes for the answer to his present protest. What she found within them was the same look she had seen the night before, a look of closure and a look of no feeling.

Jess: I can't do this with you. We had our chance and its over. I am sorry. Rory felt a wave of bitterness seep in as she watched him quickly button up his shirt and move away from her.

Rory: Just like that huh? We are through before we even began and you look like it doesn't mean a damn thing to you? So tell me Jess, does all passion burn out this quickly. I mean, you move on pretty damn quickly. I mean just yesterday it was FINISHED, and now Shane looks like she is your new current lay..

Rory felt her voice rising to its maximum capacity as desperation and hurt swelled within her.

Rory: IS THAT IT JESS?

Tears started to freely flow from Rory's eyes. She cried for what seemed to be the end of what she had desired to be a beginning. She cried for a man that had embodied all she couldn't never be or have. For a man who had stolen her heart in their first meeting and had never quiet given it back.

Her sobs ceased as she felt a revelation hit her like a ton of bricks. It was over. He wanted to move on and now she was left broken and intact of her innocence. She felt herself go numb as she once again looked at Jess who intensely remained still, watching her intently.

Rory: You know what Jess, forget it. You're not worth it. I love you but I won't beg, so enjoy your time with Shane but when it all goes to shit, just stay the hell away from me.

And with that statement, Rory Gilmore stormed out of Luke's Dinner, set out on a mission. Pain filled her as she sought some time of solace. She needed to forget everything, Jess. her mother.. her failed relationship with Dean. She wanted something damaging and destructive. something that would take away her innocence and there was only one place she knew to go....one person who could help her in this task.

Tristan Dugrey.

*** Okay you guys, I am so wiped out. I have NO IDEA WHAT TO DO NEXT.. talk about writers block, I was wondering if I should could continue this.. PLEASE review. =) And let me know if this should stay a LIT FIC or go TRORY.. thanks for your guys support . next chapter will depend on your guys reviews and imput.

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