A/N

Sorry for making you wait so long~!

Warnings: Cussing and weird shit.

/Thoughts/ |"talking"| \other words in italics are made to be emphasized/

So without further Ado I give you…R O X A S


~ D r e a m ~

"So you're the three...kinda scrawny dont'cha think?'

With a puzzled look my friends and I turn to the new voices. I'm surprised to see three new figures all blurred and shadowy-like. So I can't see their faces which makes me mad well not mad a little unsure. I mean they could be stalkers or something or even worse pedophiles. Not saying we're children but I'm just saying they could be that. But Sora and Hayner don't seem to mind, they just stick out their chest and put on an air of hostility. Wait, wait why they hell are they in my dream? What the hell is this?

"Be quiet! At least were not old men!" Hayner huffs out, well that's not surprise he has always been like that. The first to speak up, the first to shout hit, whatever, he'd always been the first one to do it.

"Old man? I'm hardly old." One of the new voices say, it's teasing like and it kind of annoys me.

"Go away! We don't talk to strangers!" Sora finally shouts and I'm wondering why both of them are in my dream.

"You two aren't very eloquent are you?" the very last voice says, it sounds nice but it pisses me off.

"Bite me! We are plenty eloquent! We just don't speak stupid!" I finally shout out, after all I'm never the one to be quiet for a long period of time. Besides my younger self felt…a little protective of the two. Well that's weird.

"I like you Roxas; I think we'll get along just fine." Before I can even attempt a reply Hayner does it for me, which strangely doesn't annoy me, If it were right now and he talked for me I'd be pissed.

"Shut up! You leave Roxas alone! You won't get along with him because he doesn't like people like you!"

"Yeah! You can't have Roxas! He's our friend!" Sora says trying to be tough but it looks misplaced on his cherub face.

"Oh, is that so? I beg to differ-"

"Enough Axel! We have a job to do, you know what will happen if we disobey his orders, besides these brats are starting to get on my nerves."

"I'm not a brat! You guys are just jerks! Leave us alone or I'm going to call the police!" Hayner shouts, with real anger. But then again he had anger issues when he was little, still does.

"I'm afraid that we cannot. We have a mission and we will complete it. It's just like the boss said, if you three are truly what we seek. You will see each other again, very soon."

"What…what do you mean?" Sora stammers out as we all move in closer to one another.

I don't understand why all of a sudden I fear terrified and that I feel as if something bad is going to happen. It's like a fear is creeping up inside of me and the thought of not seeing my friends again leaves me scared and sad; like an ache that's slowly consuming my heart and body. I don't like this; I don't like this at all.

"Hush it'll all make since in due time, soon your hearts will show you the way." The very eloquent one says quietly, "Do you know what to do?"

"Do I look like an idiot to you Riku?" the one that called us brats says, "We wouldn't be here if none of us knew what to do. Let's do this and be done with it. Remember after this is finished we need to keep a close eye on them."

"Obviously." This Axel says and before any of us can bolt their suddenly in front of us with one of their hands placed on our foreheads.

Weird thing is even if I want to run I can't. It's like something is keeping me here rooting me in place. I can't move I can't even look around. When our eyes suddenly connect, I see an acid green against mine; those eyes that terrify me but also bring me some comfort. Maybe this won't be so bad…maybe we'll be okay. A part of me believes what they say, if this happens we'll see each other very soon. After all there's only one sky, they can't be that far away.

The last thing I remember is a blinding white light and then I'm falling and falling and falling into a black abyss.

~ E n d D r e a m~

In a flash I open my eyes just in time to land hard onto the ground, a pained groan leaves me as I'm sprawled on the floor. Ouch, what a way to wake up in the mourning right? I mean this isn't as bad as the dream I just had. Or maybe it was a memory? I don't know and truthfully I don't really want to think about it. If we were friends how come we don't remember each other? Isn't that the worst possible thing to do, besides killing someone? To forget your friends, to forget anyone in general is terrible. Why make friends if you're going to forget them?

"Roxas are you alright?" my sister asks in a worried tone, turning my head I nod, which is a bad idea because I kind of hit my chin on the floor, I wince and she laughs. How is my pain funny? "Are you sure?"

I finally push myself into a sitting position, "Yeah, I kind of woke up hitting the floor because I was falling in my dream." I rub the back of my neck bashfully.

"By the way, I thought I should tell you that you slept through your alarm and that you have ten minutes until school starts." She winks and my mouth drops open.

"Whhhaaat? You can't be serious!" I shout scrambling for my alarm clock, slipping on the ground in my wake.

She laughs in amusement, "Well I'm off Roxas. See you at school."

"Wait! Why didn't you wake me up?"

"Why?" I nod and she grins; a sly grin, "because I'm not your alarm clock and watching you in the mourning brightens my day. Your torture is my amusement." She laughs again before walking off.

Everyone thinks Naminé is this sweet innocent angel that could do no wrong, but she has this side of her that's diabolical and sly! I mean her friends probably know that side of her but no one else does. All she has to do is look at you with her big innocent blue eyes and BAM you fall for it. And no I'm not being dramatic, she tried to poke my eyes out with a spork once…but then again I kind of deserved it cause well I cut her hair off when she was sleeping. But that was for pushing me down the stairs! All she has to do is look at you with her big blue innocent eyes and bam, you fall for it. You're in to deep and by then she already has you wrapped around her finger. How else do you think she has Mom and Dad on her side?

Whatever

Sighing, I force myself to sit up nursing my chin a little as I did, well and maybe my chin too. Looking at the clock in my hands, I sigh once more. So I guess Naminé was right school will start in ten minutes. Well good thing schools like not even a block away. Finally pushing myself into a standing position, I start to get ready. Pulling off my pajama's I start picking my uniform off the floor and putting them on. I sniff them; well they don't smell that completely bad. So it'll do, if they smell really bad I'll just spray them down with some febreeze. That'll make my clothes smell good in a snap.

By the time I'm finished with everything including brushing my teeth and styling my hair, because it takes time to make me look as good as I do, I'm already very much late for my first period if my clock is anything to go by. So without saying by to my Dad, I slip on my shoes, grab my backpack, and bolt out of my house.

I wouldn't be in such a hurry but I have Alva senseis class in the mourning and it's never a good idea to anger him, though honestly I really couldn't care less because I hate him. But I hate having detention after school…which is what I'll end up getting anyways. So why am I in such a hurry anyways? Oh right…I promised Olette that'd I try to make it to his class on time.

Stupid promises!


When I reach said school, I quickly enter through the side doors; it's the closet to my locker and sneakily like I hurry to my locker. Which is, ironically, not even five lockers down from my first period class. However something inside of me tells me to stop, something really doesn't feel right at all and when I glance at my first period class, I'm shocked to see a black mass seeping from underneath the door frame, a sliver of fear trickles down my spine. I have a feeling that I should really not go to that class, like that feeling is really prominent. But if I don't I'll get double attentions, so I'll have to go.

Swallowing nervously I head to my locker and quickly do my locker combination before opening my locker and shoving my crap inside, only to pause to take out my literature book and my English notebook with a couple of pencils. Closing my locker I look at my classroom again, the mass is still there and I have a sinking feeling that if I do go to his class…something will happen.

Rolling my eyes I snort, I know what'll happen I'll get a detention because Alva sensei is a dick. With a soft sigh I hurry but not really hurry to my first period class. When I reach said class, the fear only intensifies and when my body steps into the black mass, fear, sadness, and pain suddenly surrounds me, clutching at my heart. Gasping I press my hand to my heart and just as think I'm going to fall into an empty black abyss…something happens.

A light, well at least I think its light, suddenly pours from my person and consumes the black mass and instantly it's gone, almost like it was purified or something. The tightness around my heart disappears and I've never felt lighter than I do now. With a confused, freaked out expression I quickly enter his classroom and close the door behind me.

However I can't help but feel a little shaken when I gaze at my sensei, if I thought the door with the black mass was scary well he is another story. In fact it's like the black mass is oozing from him in black tendrils. Oh shit, what am I on? What did I take? I think I need to go back to bed this is way too much, way to fucking much for my poor brain to handle.

I'm going insane. That's it I'm going completely insane

"Roxas, so glad of you to finally join us." Alva sensei drawls out, "Do you have a reason as to why you are late and is it excused?"

"Ah…uhm nope. I slept through my alarm clock Alva sensei." I answer ashamed at myself for stuttering, he smirks and I can't help but scowl.

"Such a shame, looks like you'll be getting detention after school in my classroom. Maybe you'll have a couple of kids joining you. Now take your seat and pay attention. I'd hate to give you another detention."

"Yes sensei." Taking a deep breathe I take my seat in the back, which is by Olette and Tidus. I'm so glad that the three of us at least have two classes together.

Slumping in my seat I open the page we're suppose to be on and open my notebook, might as well pretend to work. After all I can't really concentrate when my teacher looks totally evil with the black mass oozing off of him, it's terrifying and I don't understand it. Just like I don't understand why I suddenly had light pouring out of me. Its…Jesus what's going on with me?

A poke in my arm draws my attention to Olette who's looking at me worriedly, "Hey are you alright Roxas?"

"Yeah…just experience some weird shit. I think I might be going insane…."

Tidus looks at me weirdly, "What do you mean, what's going on?"

"Don't laugh or anything but I swear to God our sensei is oozing a black mass, like from a frikken nightmare or something. Not to mention I swear light poured from my person, I must have digested something toxic without realizing it."

They both share a look, a look that I can't really decipher before Tidus cracks a smile, "I think you might just need some extra sleep and I don't think your going insane-"

"Be quiet while I'm lecturing." Alva sensei scalds, I meekly nod.

"Maybe we'll talk later in Ms. Gainsborough's class or lunch when we're all together or something." I mumble softly.

"Well if you insist Roxas but I'm sure it's really nothing." Olette says softly touching my arm comfortingly, I just said and look down, completely missing the looks Tidus and Olette shot one another.


When 2nd period ends I'm quietly shuffling out the classroom, thoughts still buzzing in my mind. I know Olette and Tidus want me to forget about the whole ordeal but I really can't. I know what I saw and I know I'm not tired something…something's wrong and I don't understand why. I think…I think maybe I should talk to Hayner and Sora, I have a feeling there a part of this. But how am I going to do it? Should I just go up to them and be like, 'So…I had a dream that involved all three of us together and some asshats did some fucked up thing and made us forget about each other! Yeah we were friends once upon a time, promise.' Yeah because that'll go down swell. Note my sarcasm.

Sighing I edge my way out of the door only to flatter in my step when I notice something, well not something, somethings to my right. Its light and I mean a lot of light like a lot of unnatural light and when I turn to glance at said light I see that it's coming from Hayner and…and Sora. But it's like nobody else is affected by it. In fact, I wonder if they even notice it. I should talk to them but I've no idea how I'm going to go about it. Whatever, I don't care anymore. If they want to look light bulbs go for it

Turning the opposite of them I hurry to my history class, I have that class with Olette; Tidus is in mechanics, which I will, thankfully, have in 5th period. But sadly I have history class, a pointless class that nobody really cares about unless you're going to be a history teacher or a historian. At least we have a nice teacher for history instead of a bitch. She seems to enjoy her job not like the others one who wish to be anywhere else but at school. Or those ones that hate kids so they have a power trip and abuse their power.

Shrugging my shoulder strap back onto my shoulder I duck inside the classroom and quickly take my seat in the middle of the classroom, right next to Olette. She's patiently waiting for class to start and well waiting for me, she looks as if she has something to say. So as soon as I set my crap on the scratched up desk top I turn to her with a raised eye brow.

She looks at me with lips in a thin line before me looking me over and nodding her head, as if she finally agreed on something, "You were going to tell me more about your weird day, Roxas." she supplies crossing her arms on top of the desk.

"Oh goody." I reply sarcastically, "It's going to get weirder, in fact I'm starting to believe I'm going insane and in need of some serious help. You don't by any chance have a number to the happy farm, do ya?"

She smiles amusedly and shakes her head, ""fraid not Roxas. For the record I don't think you're insane you just have an active imagination."

"Yeah well I'm beginning to think otherwise…" propping my elbow on the desk I settle my chin in the palm of my hand and sigh, "Do you still want to know how much weirder it got?"

"Of course that's why I asked."

"Well…I was leaving my second period and I swear I saw Hayner and Sora-" the bell rings cutting off my sentence.

Ms. Gainsborough gracefully stands up swiping imaginary dust off her pink dress, "Hello class." all of us chorused hello, she smiles, "I assume all of you read to chapter fifteen and answered all of the questions, yes?" not all of us nod this time including me, Olette nods because she always does her homework. She sighs, "If it's not in by three you won't be getting any credit." wincing I awkwardly rub the back of my neck and sigh, maybe Alva would allow me to turn it in…?

Fat chance, he'll just coldly tell me no and pull a bullshit excuse out his ass as to why I can't turn it in. He's evil and he hates teaching, yes he's one of those teachers. Who teach but for some reason hate students, why would you get a job that involves teenagers if you hate them? Not to mention he has to be evil if he has weird black shit shooting from him, he practically reeks evil. In fact my whole body tells me he is in deed evil. If that's the case I should probably avoid him…but I have detention!

With a groan I drop my head onto my bag and let out a sigh, I should have staid home. Yep I should have feigned being sick! I knew today was going to be a bad day. First the weird dream that involved the schools oblivious brunette and the schools angry blond. Fan-tas-tic! Lets not forget the weird black mass, the evil emanating from my literature teacher, and the light also emanating from the two. I'm going insane that's it. I'm going to suddenly have a break down in the middle of the school day, screaming that little shadow people are attacking! That my literature teacher is evil! After, I'll bash my head against the wall because I wouldn't be able to deal with the bullshit spewing from my mouth. Then they will lock me up in a padded room and none of my friends will ever visit because they'll be afraid of catching my crazy and then I will finally die. Alone, sad, and crazy.

They will hold my funeral and all of my friends will attend my funeral because they feel like shit for abandoning me to my crazy. My funeral music will play and it'll be some ironic song, after I'll have one of my friends fall onto their knee's screaming "NOOOOOOOOOO! WHY DID YOU TAKE ROXAS AWAY FROM US? YOU MONSTER! " while shaking their fists at the sky. The funeral end and everybody will be crying and sobbing and crying some more.

Yeah that's how it'll go. If it doesn't go that way I'll just haunt them and make them wish they did that.

…Shut up that doesn't mean anything.

A poke to my side gains my attention, I lift my head and look at Olette, "Yeah?"

"Are you okay?"

"Oh yeah I'm fine. Just imaging how I'll die with an ironic funeral song playing…" she gives me a weird look before turning back to her work.

I should ask her what we are doing but for the life of me I couldn't be bothered to give a fuck because I'm going crazy. Crazy people don't give a fuck so I don't give a fuck. In fact you cannot fathom the immensity of the fuck I do not give. So there for…

I don't give a fuck.


A/N

Wow naughty language Roxas. *tuts*

I…should probably put the rating to M because of the language, right? But it's not completely bad. He's just dropping the f-bomb because he's confused and going insane. *chuckles*

Poor Roxas it'll make sense in due time, promise! *kukuku*

Yeah I'm sorry if it sucked and I'm sorry if it's just a terrible chapter all together. But I tried I'm trying to push my self past the writers block that I have for this story. Which sucks cuz now I have writers block for all the in-progress stories I have. *ish shot*

Right you are probably not interested in my complaints or whatever, so here is the third chapter…another lame filler with too much information given away. *laugh* I have the tendency to do that.

~Lovely

R&R