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All twilight characters names are owned by Stephanie Meyer, I own nothing! This is just for recreational purposes.
I let myself get lost for a moment, but then remembered something not so interesting, but I was curious none the less. I tilted my head to the side and peeked out from under my lashes. Bella stood there mouth agape staring at us. I smiled triumphantly but never broke my lip lock with Jacob. I released for only a second, long enough to jump up and wrap my legs around his waist, his hands cupped my ass and pulled me into him as our lips crushed together again and again. He was mine. Take that bitch!
Jacob's lips left mine. He traced kisses over my cheek, ear and neck. I felt him pause breathing hot air over my neck. I then felt his teeth bite into the tender flesh below my ear a little too hard. I gasped and a small whimper escaped my lips. He released me and took my hand pulling me towards the door and out onto the street. My heart was racing, my mind swimming both nervous to know what his intentions might be and at the same time very turned on by the thought of what might happen next.
His eyes franticly scanned the dark parking lot then stopped. He yanked my hand again and pulled me towards a car parked at the farthest, darkest end. With a click of a button the doors were unlocked. He pulled me a little too forcefully and I thudded against his chest. I gasped for air, but was interrupted by his lips crushing mine. His mouth and tongue hungry with desire. He turned again to the car opening the passenger side door and in a quick move slid the seat back. He climbed in pulling me on top of him so that I was straddling his thighs. The door shut abruptly and the seat fell back, I fell forward landing on his chest breathlessly.
"I want you" he growled pulling me back to his lips. His hands fumbled around my waist and he found the front of my pants. He quickly undid the button and zipper and started to tug them off. I knew I should probably have stopped him, but I was weak with desire and heat. The truth was that I really wanted him too, I needed him as much as he needed me.
His hands began to roam over my now exposed skin, tracing my legs, thighs and hips. His fingers sliding between my thighs and finding my covered center, he began to stroke lightly back and forth sending shivers up and down my spine. I moaned his name and he responded by sliding the thin material to one side and plunging his fingers into my core.
My eyes suddenly flew open, I was panting and sweating in my bed. I blinked trying to focus my eyes again. My bedroom was so dark and I felt very disoriented as I sat up and turned on my bedside lamp. The clock read 3:42AM. "Wow" I whispered staring at the clock. Only a dream. But it felt so real.
I got up and left my room, walking down the hall I could hear my roommate Heidi breathing deeply. She was asleep. I went to the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water then headed back to my room. I sat on the edge of my bed and sipped some water deep in thought. It felt so real, I could hear him and taste him. I felt him! I couldn't remember ever having a dream like that before, well, not that real. I leaned over, turned off the light and rested my head back on my pillow. I replayed the details of my dream back again in my head until finally exhaustion won over and I fell back asleep. I didn't dream again.
I woke to the smell of coffee and bacon. I felt hung over, even though I hadn't had any alcohol. After a quick trip to the bathroom I went to the kitchen. Heidi hovered over the stove humming.
"Hey there sleepy. Want some breakfast? Or is it still too early for you?" She flipped the bacon over in the pan, it popped and sizzled melodically and smelled maddeningly delicious.
"Mmm, you know I'm a sucker for bacon" I went over to the cupboard and got a mug, poured myself some coffee and sat down lazy eyed at the table. I started to zone out .
"Hellooooo? Christi?"
My head popped up, Heidi was staring at me with a puzzled look. "Huh?"
"What happened to your neck?" she pointed. My hand flew up , but I didn't feel anything. I went to the bathroom to investigate. There it was staring back at me in the mirror, a bright red mark I had never seen before. A perfect crescent. "That's weird" I said out loud to myself and then froze. I gasped reaching for the mark "It was only a dream, I can't be" I trailed off confused and now a bit frightened. "Real?"
"You ok? What is that thing anyway?" Heidi appeared at the bathroom door, I jumped.
"Don't sneak up on me like that Heidi."
"Sorry"
"I don't know?" I shrugged "Must have had something on my pillow when I fell asleep or something?" that was gonna have to do. She shrugged and went back to the kitchen. I glanced one more time at the mark on my neck and then brushed my hair over it. Didn't feel like analyzing it any further. It was just a dream, nothing more.
"Hey, you feel like going out later? I'm in the mood to go dancing." Heidi asked during breakfast, interrupting my thoughts. "I'm dying to check out that new club Insomnia. I hear they play some wicked rave music." Her face lit up.
"Sure" I responded semi uninterested.
"Hey, what's with you today Christi?"
Oh not much, dreamt of a sexy man that seduced me, bit my neck and then almost had dream sex with him, oh did I mention that I woke up with his bite mark on my neck?
"Nothing" I responded still in a trance like state. "I'm just tired, didn't sleep well is all."
Heidi was thankfully very easily distracted. She never probed into my thoughts for too long. I guess that's why we got along so well. We were really like sisters, well, if I had any sisters I imagine that they would have been like Heidi. She continued her chattering which now turned into background noise more than conversation. What she was going to wear and the way she wanted her hair and make up to look. She adored herself more than anyone I'd ever known. And why not? She was smart, beautiful and had a killer personality, no wonder she always attracted attention everywhere we went. I guess self adoration was just meant to be. I giggled at my thoughts. She rolled her eyes.
"There you go again, off in La La Land."
"Yeah, you know me" I rolled my eyes.
The rest of the day passed by pretty slow. I never did recover from my dream like state. I tried to push the dream away from my thoughts, but I never succeeded. All I could think of was Jacob. Why couldn't I ever meet a man like that in real life? I finally find a man that fulfills my every request and desire and go figure, he's just a dream!
INSOMNIA
An inability to sleep: chronic sleeplessness.
"You look hot Christi" Heidi was never one to hold back a compliment. "Seriously, that dress is killer on you."
"Thanks" I said sheepishly. Actually, she was kind of right, the dress did look great on my body. The black material hugged my curves perfectly, but I felt a bit self conscious about the low cut v-neck.
"It's not too flashy is it? I examined myself in the bathroom mirror, trying unsuccessfully to pull the material up to cover my cleavage.
"Don't be silly, you got 'ravage me' written all over you, and that's good. Very good." She smiled at me. Did I want to be ravaged?
"C'mon lets go" she said and headed for the door. I glanced in the mirror one last time, pulling my hair over my shoulders, I wore it down in hopes of covering up my unmentionable neck mark.
We arrived at Insomnia just after 9:00pm. The parking lot vibrated with the sound of the bass emanating form the club's doors. Heidi squealed and grabbed my hand. "Come on slow poke."
Insomnia was everything that every review and article had promised. A mix of bass, rave music, laser lightshow and a hot sweaty sea of bodies. The music was hard to resist, we hit the dance floor as soon as we were inside.
After a while of dancing it started to get very hot. "Hey, lets go get some drinks, I'm dying here." I grabbed Heidi's hand and headed to the bar.
"Water?" Heidi said with obvious disapproval.
"I like water. It's too hot for alcohol right now, maybe later?" I shrugged.
We looked around the dance floor. I let the music grab a hold of me and lift me away into a dreamlike state. I watched the sea of dancers swaying rhythmically to the music. The lights flashed turning skin from blue to purple, red and then green. My mind wandered and everything became fuzzy and unfocused. All I could make out now was colors.
I felt the bass, the heat, my heart beating and my breath drawing in and out of my chest. I remembered the taste of salt on my tongue and hot breath on my neck, a soft tongue tracing circles. Jacob's sexy eyes and his perfect smile.
I pictured the men from my dream perfectly and vividly in my mind now. Six beautiful tall men with russet colored skin filled my thoughts. They were swaying to the music from left to right. All of them perfectly in sync. Their muscles perfectly sculpted, rippling underneath form fitting clothes. Sweat glistening off of their beautiful skin.
"Good music, huh?" Heidi interrupted my daydream.
"Uh, yeah, it's great" I trailed off scanning the dance floor again and trying to recapture my previous thoughts. There they were again, my beautiful dream men swaying and bumping to the music. They seemed to have moved further away in my thoughts, not quite as clear as before.
This felt oddly familiar. My eyes blinked, once, twice and then a third time. I shook my head and tried to refocus my vision. My mouth slowly dropped open as I saw a group of very large muscular men dancing on the other side of the room. I struggled to regain focus. "No way!" I shouted.
"What?" Heidi followed my stare onto the dance floor. "Oh wow Christi, good eyes. Oh my gawd look at that!" She giggled in delight. "Come on, I'll give you dibs since you saw them first."
"No" I protested, but it fell on mute ears as she pulled me on to the dance floor towards the group of men. There was no way, this couldn't be the men from my dream, could it? I quickly scanned the group and counted again. Six huge men with perfect skin, bulging muscles, tight shirts and all with short dark hair. I felt a sudden disappointment. No long hair, no perfect dream man. It was a dream Christi, not real, snap out of it!
"Hi guy" Heidi boldly grabbed one the men's shoulders "mind if my friend and I join you and your friends?" a huge sexy smile spread over her lips. A very familiar face turned around and smiled. "Sure beautiful." I gasped and froze, I stood there, mouth agape and watched as Embry put his arms around Heidi and started to dance with her. I looked over the group of men again, Embry, Sam, Quil, Paul, Seth and another face that I hadn't seen before. Another wave of disappointment hit me. I felt dizzy and faint, my head was pounding. My eyes closed, fingers rubbing my temples.
"Hey, you ok?" another familiar voice said from behind me. I was too terrified to look. "You look like you're in shock, hey you alright?" I felt a hand very gently press down on my shoulder. I inhaled deeply trying to clear my head. I let my eyes open and there he was. Concerned and absolutely perfect. My Jacob. "Do you need some water or something?" his eyes full of worry.
It took me a moment to take it all in. These men, that I just happened to dream about last night, were real? I looked up at him and my heart beat faster, just as I had dreamt of him. Dark eyes, full lips, perfectly beautiful white teeth, hard muscles, but wait, his hair, his beautiful long hair was gone. This man's hair was cropped very short, just like the rest, but he was still beautiful. I felt a smile spread over my face. "I'm fine, really, just got a little flustered is all?" was all that I managed to say. His concern instantly dissolved into a huge grin.
"Hi, I'm Jacob Black" he reached out his hand. I took it in mine hesitantly "Christi" I said shyly forgetting my last name.
"Nice to meet you Christi. So, now that we got the formalities out of the way, do you wanna dance?"
"Sure" I said a little too eagerly, how embarrassing. He chuckled and moved in closer to me swaying to the beat of the music. He looked down at me with intense eyes and then smiled again. I felt like melting. Jacob was pure sunshine, his smile was infectious, you couldn't help but to be infected by his perfect joy.
The bass coursed through my veins, it was intoxicating, and his body, wow what a body! His torso and hips swayed perfectly in tune never missing a beat. I was mesmerized, his body was the charmer and I was the snake. Jacob was so sweet and very respectful, he never pushed his limits or invaded my personal space. After the fourth song had passed he reached out hesitantly and slid his hand onto my waist. "Is this ok?" he asked with a shy smile. I nodded in approval and he then placed his other hand on my waist pulling me closer to him.
"May I?" I asked in return reaching my hands up towards his shoulders. His smile grew with obvious approval.
The guys were exactly as I had dreamt. My head spun with déjà vu. Jacob's eyes never left my face, his eyebrows every now and then moving in concentration as he studied my facial expressions. We spent much of the night on the dance floor, the guys introduced themselves to us and all took turns dancing with us. They even managed to sandwich Heidi between them a couple of times. They were so much fun to be around.
We ended up at the bar and talked some more. Jacob told me that they all lived on the Quileut reservation. They heard about the new club and came into town to check it out. He asked me a lot of questions trying to get to know me better. I told him about my job, my hobbies and even a little bit about my parents. The whole while flashbacks of my dream haunted my thoughts.
"Can I get you ladies a drink?" Embry asked
"Water!" I yelled a little too loudly and then recoiled in embarrassment. Embry play rolled his eyes at me and then smiled.
"How about a shot?" asked Heidi. I froze remembering my dream sequence of events again.
"You got it beautiful. One water and a shot. I'll be right back." He disappeared and then returned after a while with exactly what we had requested. I sighed in relief.
"Desi?" Jacob whispered in my ear. I jumped startled. I really wasn't expecting him to get that close.
"Uh yeah, I'm all about the designated driver" I said and my face turned bright red. He smiled and brushed my hair back over my shoulder.
"Sorry, didn't mean to startle you" he teased in my ear. I shivered as my thoughts carried me back to my dream. It suddenly got very hot. I reached back and pulled my hair into a ponytail, twisting it and then knotting it into a bun. Jacob smiled and then his facial expression seemed to change.
"What's that?" he asked and placed his fingers on my neck tracing lightly.
"Oh hell, it's not a hickey or anything, honest." I blushed again "Just a stupid scratch I guess."
"Jacob" I heard Sam's voice. Jacob turned and faced Sam, his face twisted in what seemed to be a mixture of anxiety and confusion. They looked at each other for a long while seeming to exchange silent words. They both nodded at exactly the same time and Jacob turned to face me again. His eyes looked tortured. I looked at him confused. His hand reached up to my face hesitantly and he paused just over my cheek. His eyes searching mine for something, but what it was I had no idea? I felt his fingertips then brush over my cheek. My eyes closed and I felt the warmth in my face spread as I blushed. I smiled and opened my eyes. Jacob was still staring down at me, his eyes smoldering with intensity.
My mouth opened, I wanted to say something, to ask him what was going on in his head, but no words would come out. We both just stood there and stared at each other.
"Jacob?" I was finally able to get my mouth to work. He removed his hand from my face and his smile slowly returned as if he had awakened from a dream, his eyes warm and cheerful once again. He continued on with his questions as if we had never changed the subject.
The hours seemed to pass by quickly. The guys were very attentive to all of our needs. They never let us feel unwanted or unwelcome, on the contrary, they were genuinely happy to incorporate us into their circle of friends and waited on us practically hand and foot. Someone was always jumping up to get a drink or a chair for Heidi and me. They were complete gentlemen. It was such a strange familiar feeling being around them, almost like coming home for the holidays to a house full of family and friends. The warmth that emanated from these men was very comforting to the soul and I genuinely felt happy to be a part of it all.
