A/N: I only own Katy. I do not own the WWE. I am sorry for such a late update! I am back to this story though, so keep the reviews, follows, and favs! I will update more!

Katy walked into the next arena that the WWE was having one of their LIVE events in. It was a much smaller arena than the other one for RAW, but it still gave her the same amount of excitement. She entered into the catering area to find Paige seated with her headphones in.

"Hey doll face." She said as she spotted her silver headed friend approaching her. Paige pulled out her headphones as she saw Katy take a seat across from her.

"Hey hey. I honestly am in the mood for some ice cream, but I do not want to get fat." Katy said making Paige roll her eyes.

"You fat? One damn scoop won't kill you woman." Paige said as she lectured the other female making Katy blush. She was never good at receiving compliments, and Paige realized this, but she was not going to stop building her friend's confidence that she could easily tell she was lacking.

"Yeah whatever. Maybe after we should go to a frozen yogurt shop?" She suggested making Paige squeal.

"Yay! You are living life on the edge. I mean ice cream is not that bad ass, but hey its a start." She said making Katy now roll her eyes and chuckle.

"Katy? Mrs. McMahon wants to speak with you." A backstage worker said as they interrupted the conversation between the two good friends.

Paige arched an eyebrow to Kates who looked as clueless as she was as to why the boss wanted to speak with her.

"I will be back." Katy said before getting escorted to the office where the boss was staying in for the night. All Katy's mind was doing was getting flooded with terrible thoughts as to why they wanted to speak to her.

She walked into the medium sized office to see Triple H, and Stephanie seated on a leather couch. Katy diverted her eyes to the right of the room, and saw Roman standing there like a security guy making her swallow hard as to what was going on.

"You needed to speak with me." She said as she stood there all uncomfortable.

"Yes Katy. We need to discuss some news that was brought to our attention the other night. Now I hope you know that our number one priority in this company is our employees health right?" Stephanie said as she stood up with a few papers in hand.

"Of course." Katy said in her soft and fragile voice. She saw the look Roman was giving her from the side of her eyes, and she felt all insecure again. Just him staring made her self conscious.

Roman saw how Katy's body language tensed up with his gaze, so he changed it to Stephanie not wanting to make her get stressed out in front of the bosses.

"Well good. We overheard that there is some self harm here Katy. Now, there is no reason to lie about it, we have had some cameras in the previous arena checked, and from what we saw, those wounds were not just normal ones." Stephanie said as she referred to the scars on Katy's well disguised wrist. Katy felt her body boil instantly as she put two and two together. The only person she showed these cuts to were Roman, and the fact that he told the bosses made her feel so embarrassed but more so betrayed. She trusted him, and he did not even know the full story.

"Stephanie, the cuts were not self harm." She said as she shot down the hypothesis.

"Alright then Katy, you won't mind if we had a doctor look at the cuts. They are trained with medical specialties, and they will surely be able to pick up if they are regular wounds or not. Please do not lie here Katy, we just want to help." Triple H inserted as he stood up, backing up his wife. Katy inhaled hard as she knew that lying to the ones who gave her this amazing opportunity was going to bite her in the ass hard.

"No, that would not be necessary." She said as she forfeited. Roman looked back to Katy who looked to him, he could see the fire in her eyes. She was beyond mad.

"Katy, please do not feel ashamed. We are a family here, and we are all looking out for you. With that being said, we have a four month suspension for you to get yourself together along with those months being filled with therapy sessions. We paid for the medical needs." Stephanie said as she handed her the bills that were so high it made Katy look at the number twice. Now she felt like a charity.

"Suspension? I just started. I can train, that is not going to effect me. I-" She was cut off.

"Katy, training is just going to put stress on you. Of course we want you to be on the road still, but anything related to prospering your wrestling ability will be paused. I assure you when your time is ready, it will be well worth it." H said before patting Katy's shoulder, and exiting the office.

"Katy, please take our advice and go to the therapy. I have a business meeting to attend, but I will let you and Roman clearify whatever needs to be cleared since he was the one who was informing us here." Stephanie said before looking toward Roman. "Thank you Rome." She said before walking out the room leaving a heated Katy and Roman in the room alone.

"I can not believe you. I don't even know you like that yet you tell my bosses that I am a sicko?" She said as she turned around to Roman with her voice rising with every word. Katy was enraged, and that said a lot for a woman who normally never used attitude often.

"Katy you are not a 'sicko'. I knew you needed help, and I got it for you." He said as he stood towering over her. His gaze landing in her eyes. Both their shades of grey burning into each other more so Katy's due to her anger. Katy clenched her fist as she held her words in her mouth, she was never someone to argue, and she was not going to start because it will hold no use at the end of the day. She was still going to be suspended either way. Katy shook her head before walking past Reigns, deliberately shoving him on her way out.

Roman sighed as he ran his hand through his hair. He did not know if he fucked up here, or he did the right thing.


Katy rushed through the backstage with her eyes pouring with tears. She felt betrayed, and so hurt from what just happened. Her vision was blurry as she dodged the roster who were walking in all directions in the crammed backstage. As she was walking, a hand came out and stopped her.

"Love bug? What is wrong? Where are you going?" She asked as she held onto her best friend's wrist, and heard her wince before pulling away instantly.

"I am fine. I am not feeling well, good luck tonight." She said as she avoided looking into Paige's face. She walked out of the arena sobbing. All her dreams were just so high up in the air, and it all came crashing down in the worse way possible. She sped walked to her rental car, as she was about to close the door, someone stopped her once again, this time it was Roman.

"Katy, wait." He said as he held the door from closing shut. Katy wiped her eyes as she kept her site in front of her, not even laying one eye on Reigns or even in his direction.

"Please, let me leave." She said politely as she tried to keep herself composed. Her head was hurting, and so was her wrist now that Paige accidentally hurt it again.

"I am not letting you leave until you look at me." He ordered in his dominant voice making Katy scared a little. She waited a few moments before turning to him.

"What?" She said now with attitude. Roman sighed knowing she most definitely hated his guts.

"You know I was just looking out for you. Katy, if I did not care I would of stood silent. I am not going to see someone I care about hurting silently while I could help them restore themselves back to normal." He said as he placed his hand on the roof of the car, making him lean on it.

"Oh, so I am abnormal now? Also, you embarrassing me is not helping, ass hole." She said as she finally grabbed the strength to shut the door. She pulled out the parking lot as Roman looked on with saddened eyes.

Roman watched as the car drove away. He felt frustrated, annoyed, and hurt. He knocked over the nearest trashcan making all the contents tumble onto the floor as he growled in anger. Roman was confused as to why he cared about Katy so much, but he could not stop it.

"Roman? You have a promo to cut in four minutes." Summer Rae said as she saw the Samoan with his back turned.

Roman turned around not even looking at Summer as he made his way to the arena almost in a robotic manner.


Katy looked out the balcony of the hotel room as she sniffled. Her eyes were bloodshot from all the crying, and she thought by now her body was dried out with tears to use. All she felt was numbness all over her body. It was like she was not there mentally, it was just the shell of herself standing on the balcony. She felt like this often when she pondered on her past. Her past she covered up with dirt so well that it was almost ancient artifacts in her mind. She knew that she had to one day revisit it, but she just did not want it to come out this way. Here she was, Katy, the newest WWE Diva to hopefully make a mark in the industry, but within a few hours everything came crashing down just because of one person seeing her, the real her. She shook her head as she laughed at how Roman saw her wounds, and most likely freaked out like she was some weirdo who was a cutter. Yes, she did cut, but she did not think she needed help. She felt like she had control in it even though she did it so often, it was a daily habit.

"Kates?" Paige said as she pulled the slide door, making the cool air hit her pale skin.

Katy turned around, and smiled softly to her friend. Paige joined her friend who was looking out to the city. She saw that she was hurting, but she did not want to pry the info out of her like a dentist extracting a tooth. She was going to make sure that whenever Katy was ready to inform her, she was going to be there for her with open arms.

"Nice weather huh?" Paige said as she inhaled the crisp oxygen as the air blew her jet black hair in all different directions.

"Yeah, it is really nice." She responded with very little emotion. The two girls stood there in silence as they listened to the wind silently whisper in their ears as the moonlight lightly brushed over their soft skins. It was a peaceful setting to end the day.


Roman laid on the bed with his hair tied up as he thought more on the situation of Katy. He could not get her out of his mind, she literally was sitting in his thoughts all night even when he was cutting his promo. He pictured her eyes, lips, face, and smile as he was in the ring, it fueled him like gas for a muscle car. She had this effect on him, and it left a big man like him so bewildered on what was happening. All he knew was that he was not going to let her go through this situation alone.

Roman heard his phone go off, and he checked it. It was Jamie with a photo message, it was a nude. He eyed it carefully, but his mind was still in a trance of Katy. He exited out of his fiancee's naughty picture clearly not being interested. He decided to call Hunter with an idea in mind.

"Hello Roman. What can I do for you?"

"Hey Hunter, I just wanted to know if you have anyone taking Katy to these therapy sessions." He said as he sat up now.

"Uh, no we do not. We were worried she would not go to them on her own." Hunter explained as he spoke to one of his top WWE Superstars.

"I can go with her to make sure she does go." Roman blurted out, but did not care that he jumped to it. He knew that he was going to make sure Katy got her help that she needed even if she hated him along the way.


Katy was now laying in her bed still not being able to sleep at all. She sighed aloud as she ran her hand over her face gently. All she could think about was her past, it was like haunting every section of her brain.

Katy was once again forced by her will to go to highschool today. She hated it with every fiber of her body, and it was not the school work she despised, it was the people. She did not fit in at all. All the girls in the school were hot and had all the boys surrounding them at lunch, meanwhile Katy was the one who sat alone.

Katy walked to her first period class and took a seat at the front of the room, so she would not have to be near the jocks at the back of the room. Sadly, she was early to class, and the jocks were early too so the teacher was not in yet.

"Oh look, it is the little freak of nature, Katy!" Brianna, one of the top cheerleaders, said from the back of the room as she sat on her boyfriend's lap. The whole gang of the people laughed at her as she had her back turned as she tried to copy the pre-notes on the board.

"I don't get it? Why are you even here! No one wants you here honestly! Take your freakish grey eyes and hair and whatever other mutated shit you have going on out of here!" Tracy, the sidekick of Brianna, said as she started to bash on Katy who did nothing wrong, but copy her notes.

Katy clenched the pen tighter as she wrote, but she could not help her emotions. She saw a splash land on her notebook as she tried to keep herself from breaking down completely, but it was hard. She felt the eyes of everyone else on her as if they were watching an animal in a zoo cage. She had no one to turn to at all, not even her parents. They were always so caught up with work that they never even gave a damn about what was going on with her other than her grades, which were always up to par.

"Hey Katy." She heard another one of the bitch girls say. Katy did not even turn her head, she just kept writing.

"Wow, she is even anti-social! No wonder why her parents never bring her up at their assemblies. I mean I should know considering my father is their partner in the business. Obviously, they did not want their mutated daughter there because they were ...humiliated." Cassie said with a hair flip as her friends laughed along with her.

Katy gave up at that point because that struck a chord in her. She always felt like her parents were humiliated of her because they really never wanted her to be at the assemblies they hosted for their job. Normally, it was a family event for the person who hosted it, but not for Katy. She was stored away as if unwanted. Whenever she brought up her love for wrestling, her parents would change the subject. All Katy had was herself, and that was barely anything since she saw herself as a nuisance to the world.

Katy got up, and walked straight out of the classroom as the whole gang laughed at her. She was now sobbing as she left the building not caring if she broke a few rules there. She immediately went into her bag, and pulled out her remedies. She saw the spoon, the needle, and the razor. Those were her best friends because it made her feel nothing, and that was what she wanted, complete numbness from feelings. She wiped her eyes as she walked out of the school parking lot and to her Mercedes that her rich parents got for her instead of her desired vintage car. She started it up, and drove until there was no where else to go. She parked up somewhere, and began her daily routine. Before she knew it, she was oblivious to the hell hole around her.

"Katy are you okay?" Paige shouted as she watched her friend stir in the bed with her sweating streams.

Katy jumped out of the bed as she held the sheet to her skin. She was drenched. "Yeah, it was just a bad dream." She lied as she knew that bad dream was just one fraction of her past just resurfacing into her present. "I am going to shower." She said as she dropped the blanket and went into the washroom hoping to keep her mind calm before she had a mental breakdown.

A/N: So here is one part of Katy's past, her high school torture. Will Roman and Katy get on the same page, or will Katy hate him some more. Was Roman right for doing what he did still? Drop reviews if you want more! Also, drop some suggestions guys! What do you want to see :)