Chapter 4
I'm in AP history the next day when I realize just how awful everything I said to Austin really is and the guilt is eating me alive. He probably hates me more then he already did, why the hell did I say that, He's probably going to get the whole school to hate me too. I need to apologize or something I can't go on living like this. So that's exactly what I'm going to do right after class.
I find him by a locker sucking face with some girl and I tap on his shoulder. He turns around sees it's me and his eyes turn dangerously dark, almost like a warning.
"Hey can I talk to you for a second" I ask, He looks surprised but then slowly nods his head yes. I take a hold of his arm, to drag him away to something more private but the halls are filled and almost everyone is looking our way. So instead I just pull him into the janitors closet, not really the best idea but it will work.
"Going to take me up on my offer, I know you want me, everyone does" He said cockily
"Can you like just shut up for one second, your making this harder than it already is" I take a deep breath and then look back at him "I'm sorry ok what I said yesterday was totally uncalled for and I feel awful, can you please forgive me." He looks speechless for a second but then snaps out of it.
"Oh uh no don't worry, it was probably my fault anyways I shouldn't have said anything in the first place" he pauses for a second, looks at me and then "Ok so are we done here because If I remember correctly I think you pulled me away from a really hot blond that I need to get back to, but I mean if you have something more interesting to do, I'll be happy to oblige." He says while raising his eyebrows suggestively.
"Umm yeah whatever you can go" I say not really paying attention to his last comment. He leaves, leaving me awestruck and alone with my thoughts, was Austin Moon actually nice to me? Oh my God he was, well maybe things are finally turning around for me I thought happily.
I just got through yet another class and am walking to my locker to switch out my books when Trish comes running up to me.
"Hey Trish whats got you so jittery" I ask
"Well I don't know Ally, anything knew you haven't told me about?"
"Well it's strange people seem to be staring at me more than usual but other than that no nothing else I can think of."
"Really nothing you want to tell me."
"No but there is obviously something you think I should be telling you, so out with it."
"Well I don't know maybe becauase it's going around that you slept with Austin Moon and you two are now a thing, so is that true?"
"Why the hell would anyone be thinking that, no I have never done anything with him, trust me."
"Well sorry to be the one to tell you this but that's what everyone thinks, and I think maybe he started the rumor."
"I'm going to kill that kid and to think I just forgave him"
"Ohhhh forgave him for what?" Trish says now interested
"Well um so you see…" and I tell her everything not leaving out one detail. "I just thought that maybe things were turning around, maybe he would start being nice to me, how could I be that stupid?"
"You're not stupid you just…" but I'm not listening, I look around for Blondie and see him at the end of the hall by his locker. I'm trying to decide whether or not to go talk to him when the second bell rings and I have to head off to my next class which is Physical Education ugh this is my least favorite class and my worst what can I say I just suck at all things involving being physically active. I get up, because I guess at some point I slide down to the floor, and start walking.
I walk out of my last class and head straight home, I'm not in the mood to see or talk to anyone. People have been harassing me all day about the Austin thing and I'm done, can't they just leave me the hell alone. My mom's in the living room when I get home and she calls me in.
"Hey mom what's up?"
"Your father and I are going on a trip for 3 weeks, will you be okay?" Heres the thing about my parents they travel all the time for their jobs, and the most I usually have them home at a time is 2 or 3 months and then they leave again for a while. It was hard at first but I learned to cop and get used to it.
"Ummm ya sure whatever I'll be fine, when are you leaving?"
"Tomorrow during the day when you're at school"
"Okay I'll see you later than and say goodbye"
"Okay sweetie where are you going?"
"Up to my room, nowhere special" I walk up to my room and plop down on my bed, and pull out my diary.
Dear Diary,
This day has been absolutely shity. There is a rumor spreading around school that I'm sleeping around with Austin, They said we are together and are hooking up, well guess what that will never, in my life happen, it just won't, I will never like that jackass. I'm pissed I just want it all to be over with, I want to go back to the time when everything was much simpler, no Austin Moon, and no rumors spreading about me hooking out with people. Well anyways that's all.
Love, Ally Dawson
I lay there just thinking until I soon fall into a dreamless sleep.
AUTHORS NOT:
Okayyy and that is the end of chapter four, I'm sorry this is pretty short but I'll try to make the next chapter longer. Thank you to my lovely reviewers and tell me what you honestly think of this chapter and the story so far. OK so ya byeeeee!
