Woa 2 chapters in one day?! The chapters will get longer as Alex feels less threatened and as Piper feels comfortable openly talking without fear of rejection. Enjoy :)
December 14th, 2014
"So...how'd it go?" Nicky asked as she slid into the seat next to me in the cafeteria.
"It went...okay I guess. I haven't written back to her yet. I will after we finish..whatever it is they are feeding us tonight." Alex looked down at her plate at the unnatural color of the potatoes and grimaced.
"Written back to who?" Morello, sitting across from Nicky, shyly asked.
"Piper." Alex said quietly. Just thinking about it made her nauseous. She got up and threw away the remainder of her food and left the cafeteria. She could hear the other two talking about her "behavior", or whatever you wanted to call it. So Alex had been acting weird for the past month. Blame Piper, shes the one that wrote that first fucking note.
Alex went back to her bunk and got our another sheet of paper. Part of her didn't want to write back. What if Piper was just fucking with her heart...again. She wasn't sure she could handle going through that again. In one hand, she wanted to run back to Piper with open arms. On the other hand she wanted to tell her to Fuck off. Or better yet, not respond back to her. But the heart wants what the heart wants. And her heart was telling her to stop being a fucktard and write back to the girl of her dreams. It was also telling her to be very, very careful.
What if she hurt's me again? Or Leaves me without any warning? Or tells me she loves me then tells me she has fallen out of love with me? Or goes back to guys? Or can't handle my crazy lifestyle...even if it is drug free this time. Alex thought as she put her head into her hands. She was feeling a little overwhelmed. And very insecure. She had never felt so uncertain before. She was always the confident one who didn't care what the next day would bring. Now she was panicking about a future that may never happen. But it could. And It could be great. Groaning, Alex picked up the piece of paper and pencil again.
Piper,
I'm glad you are back at your old job. I'm doing okay. The usual. Sleep, eat, shower, work with geniuses, eat again, go back to bed. Lather, rinse, repeat. Although I am secretly hoping that Nicky and Lorna get back together. They are insufferable apart. And they have been acting a little...weird latley. So it may be happening and I'm just un aware. Ah, prison drama. Can't beat that.
That trip to Paris was great. I think you ate the cafe out of those muffins. Can't blame you, they were delicious. I liked the Cranberry ones maybe a bit to much. But that's allright. You only live once, right?
Anyways, I'm going to get going. It's getting late here and it's been a long week.
-Alex
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