BELLA AND JACOB

CHAPTER 4

BELLA P.O.V

I was getting impatient waiting for Jake. I needed him. And no not being needy clingy type. I needed him naked all sweaty on top of me. I tossed and turned for hours waiting for him to show up but he never did. I was getting annoyed because I knew the Cullens knew because they could smell it. I decided to call him.

'Whats wrong?' He answered the phone.

'I need you.' I said. I know if he was with people they would be able to hear everything we are saying.

'Sexually?' He asked.

'Yes.' I whispered. I knew no matter what everyone would be able to hear everything we were both saying.

'I'll be there in a few minutes okay?'

'Okay.' I waited for a little. I heard the front door open and then some talking. He came into the room.

"Babe, whats going on?" He asked.

"Everyone can hear me." I said.

"They all went hunting. They wont be able to hear." He said.

"I need you naked right now." Since Jake never took up the chance to have sex he was all for it and was naked very quickly. He did everything I needed and we were both satisfied. I fell asleep to him rubbing my back.

*NEXT MORNING*
I woke up alone. I couldn't hear Jakes breathing so I knew he wasn't there. I reached over to the other side of the bed and he was no where. I got out of bed and walked down the hall to the bathroom. I washed my face and went to the bathroom. I knew Jake was doing 'werewolf business' but I was still his wife.

"Good morning, Bella." Esme said to me as I came down the stairs.

"Good morning." I said. I looked around. Usually everyone would be awake and doing their own activities. "Where is everyone?" I asked.
"They are still out hunting. Jacob called and said he needed to head back to the pack so I came home to be here when you were awake." She said.

"Oh. That was sweet of you. Thanks." I said smiling.

"I made you breakfast." She said putting a plate in front of me.

"Thanks." I sat down at the island they had. I dug in eating my food.

"Edward and Jacob said they want you to spend another night here." Esme said.

"Oh okay. And sorry about last night." I blushed.

"Bella, you're pregnant, you're hormones are crazy. We all understand. Its fine." She hugged me. "Now, I know you hate when we spend money on you but I have a ton of coupons for baby stuff." She said as she ran and got a book filled with stuff. She showed me everything she had.

"Let me get dressed and we can go." She clapped her hands all excited like. I loved Esme. When I needed a mother, she was there. Since my mother didn't live here Esme was the next closest thing. Esme would always call making sure I had everything I needed. I often called her for recipes that Jake said he enjoyed. I threw on a pair of jeans and a long sleeve shirt along with a sweatshirt.

"Ready?" Esme asked.

"Yup." I grabbed my phone off the counter where I left it. I wasn't sure if I should bother Jake again so I didn't. If he wanted to know, I would tell him. But to me, he didn't seem to care.

"Are you all right, Honey?" Esme asked me.

"Yeah. I guess." She was quiet.

"You're lying to me." She said.

"Ever since I told Jake I was pregnant he has been acting weird." I really upset about it. Jacob was suppose to be understanding. I understood that he needed to be with the pack at times like this but he needs to be with me too.

"He's still a teenager. I know physically he is 25 but he is still only 18. You're only 19, 20 soon." She said. "You have to let him soak it all in. I know you are ready, you wanted it for a long time. All girls do. Boys don't think about that. They just think about sex, girls and boobs." I laughed. I knew she was right. Jake was still very young and for his wife to be having a baby I understand why he was acting weird.

"Thank you, Esme. I'll give him time." I still missed him at night when I would usually sleep with him. I'm not sure how long I will have to go without seeing him. I would try my best to make it through the day without him. I had grown attached to him and I guess if he ever left me that would be horrible.

*FEW HOURS LATER*

"Should my feet already be hurting?" I asked Esme. This was the fifth baby store we had been too. I have been on my feet for hours. I'm sure Esme wanted to rip my throat out that I was complaining of hunger and my body hurting.

"Probably not." She laughed. I joined in with her laughter.

"I've just been on my feet for a while." I looked through more baby things. There were a few outfits that I knew I wanted and threw them in the cart knowing that Esme wouldn't say no and would love them just as much.

"You ready?" She asked. As she paid I walked away so I wouldn't have to know how much she spent. I wasn't sure how we were going to get all of the things in the car. "Should we drop this stuff off at your house?" She asked.

"Yeah sure." I said. I enjoyed my day out with Esme. Whenever I went out with anyone it was Alice and it was always crazy shopping with her. Esme was calm and knew I couldn't function as long as she could.

"Have you thought of any names?" She asked me.

"I like Ross for a boy." I said. " Me and Jake haven't really talked about it though." I answered. I wasn't sure if we would talk about it at all. "Thank you for today. I really enjoyed it. Alice just drags me around like crazy." I laughed.

"You're welcome sweetheart." She said. Sooner or later we pulled up to mine and Jakes house. Esme lifted the heavy stuff and I carried the bags. We placed them in the room that was closets to me mine and Jakes room. Esme pulled me into a hug. "Thank you for sticking around. I know you didn't marry Edward, but I still look at you like my daughter and I will protect you like you are." I was nearly crying.

"I look at you like my mother. For the past couple of years I have come to you with things that I couldn't tell Charlie. I look at you like a mother, and I don't want it any other way. Jake looks at you like that too. I know your family and mine have their differences but Jake really does love you guys. He would never do anything to hurt any of you. And I know your family is the same." A few tears fell out of eyes. She held my tighter but not enough to crush me.

"I love you, Bella." She said. "You can always come to me with anything." She said.

"I love you too, Esme." I hope that Esme would be a grandmother to my child. I hope she has a relationship with them like she does with me. Esme is the mot understanding person I have ever met. And she is, my second mother.