I do not own OHSHC though I wish I did. Nor do I own any songs I use in this F.F. Characters are OOC!!!!!!

(A/N)

"Normal speaking."

"Normal thoughts"

"Furious or evil speaking"

"Furious or evil thoughts"

I AM SOOOOO SORRY ABOUT THE WAIT!! Writers block is a KILLER! I'd appreciate any help on ALL of my stories if you guys could help a little please. THANK YOU MEW ICHIGO 19 FOR THE IDEAS! You're a life saver!


"I didn't know you could sing like that Suzu! That was amazing!!!" Honey gushed. The entire host club had been doing this all day since the karaoke the night before.

"I'm more shocked about Kyoya! I didn't know he could sing at all!" Hikaru and Kaoru chorused.

Kyoya glared. I rolled my eyes answering "This is the 'almighty' Kyoya we're talking about boys. Of course he can sing. He can do anything." Kyoya smirked and the twins laughed.

"You have a point."

I smiled "Of course I do." I snorted "This is me you're talking about." They rolled their eyes laughing.

I rubbed my temples, willing the migraine I had to go away. I hadn't been feeling well at all today, but I had come to school anyway. Thankfully tomorrow was the God given gift of Sunday, meaning no school. I groaned softly as the doors opened and customers began pouring in, putting a fake smile on. "Welcome…" I chorused with the rest of the club. My regular customers followed me to the couch and we sat down.

I noticed that they were looking at me funny and asked "Is something wrong ladies??"

A girl named Kisa answered "Suzu-kun…You don't look well…are you alright?"

I forced a smile, ignoring the seven sets of eyes suddenly glued to my back, and answered "Thank you for your concern ladies, but I am fine."

Kisa asked "Are you sure Suzu-kun? You're really pale…"

I was slightly surprised because Kisa was normally really shy and quiet. "I must look really bad then…" "Thank you Kisa, for your concern, but I just have a headache…" My eyes widened as Kisa reached forward and pressed her hand to my forehead.

Her eyes widened and she gasped "Suzu-kun! You're burning up!!"

I stood and stepped backwards "Kisa-chan I feel-" I stopped suddenly as my legs decided enough was enough and gave out. I collapsed and whacked my head on the floor of the music room; my vision blurred.

I heard rather then saw the Hosts jump up. I could also hear the customers panicking in the background. I could see a blurred image of brown eyes and black hair hovering over me. "Suzu? Suzu talk to me!!" the host club was yelling at me.

I moaned and just before my vision went black I whispered "N-no…hospital…"

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I opened my eyes slowly and the world around me came into focus. I felt horrible but noticed there was a wet cloth on my forehead and I wasn't in the hospital. I sat up slowly wincing as my head screamed in protest. I reached up and winced again as I felt the bump on my head. The wet cloth fell from my forehead and into my lap. I glanced around, recognizing my room.

I was laying in my twin sized bed; the lights were dimmed so low you only had enough light to see the general shape and position of everything including my futon, desk, side table and bookshelf. I went to get up and froze as my door opened. I turned to see Kyoya walk in, one hand holding his glasses, the other rubbing his eyes as if he was stressed about something. "Kyoya…?" I asked, surprised at how hoarse my voice sounded.

He whipped his head in my direction. My eyes widened as the light from behind him allowed me to see him without his glasses. He was…he was… "Beautiful…" I murmured softly. In the back of my mind I knew I had only said that aloud because I was sick and my mind was muddled and not working the way it should, but I didn't particularly care.

He put his glasses on and shut my door, turning my lights up some. "Suzu? Are you alright?" he asked.

I could see the concern in his brown eyes. "Well…my head is throbbing, my stomach hurts and I don't remember getting here…but other then that…" Normally I would have lied outright and said I was perfectly fine, but like I said earlier, my mind wasn't working. I mine as well have been unable to lie at all.

He moved forward, pressing me back into the bed murmuring "Lay down. You shouldn't be getting up."

I smiled lightly and whispered- my voice was still hoarse- "Aww. Kyo-chan does care!" and to my absolute shock, his cheeks turned pink. I gushed "You do care!!" and began to giggle, sitting up again and ignoring the wave of dizziness and the nauseous feeling that greeted the effort.

He glared and snapped "Of course I care!" then he seemed to realize what he said and turned a dark red.

I giggled and answered "Aww, Kyo-chan, I care about you too!" In the back of my mind I could hear the voice of my more aware self not under the effects of sickness wail "Oh No! You Baka (1)!! You just confessed to the Shadow King! The Shadow King!! Quick! Run away, go underground and don't surface for the next twenty years! Why are you still sitting there?!?! GET YOU SICKLY BUTT OUT OF BED AND GET UNDERGROUND!! NOW!!!"

Kyoya stared at me as I ignored the voice in my head. "Suzu-chan…D-d…did you just say you liked me? A-As in like me like me?"

I giggled and ignored the voice in my head wailing "Lie! LIE LIKE YOU HAVE NEVER LIED BEFORE CHILD! LIIIIIE!!!" I answered truthfully "Aww. Kyo-chan stuttered!!! Hai (2), Kyoya-kun, I like you like you." The other voice came back "Oh Kami (3)…I will never be able to look at him in the eye again…Kami kill me now! I hear Alaska is good this time of year…"

He stumbled backwards, as if I had struck him, and fell as a puppet would when the puppeteer cut the strings into my futon. "K-Kyo-chan…I don't feel too great…" I murmured as I fell backwards into my bed and my vision faded.

The last thing I heard was Kyoya yelling "SUZU!?" and his worried-Or was it terrified- eyes fixed on my face.

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"Dear Kami…did someone get the license plate of the car that hit me?" I groaned as I woke again. I glanced at the alarm next to me bed. It read 1:09a.m. in big red numbers. I glared and suddenly froze as my earlier actions came back. "OH MY KAMI! I CONFESSED TO KYOYA!! I'mgonnadie, I'mgonnadie, I'mgonnadie, I'mgonnadie!!!!!" I glanced around and felt my heart sink. "Kyoya?" I whispered, glancing around. A flash of movement caught my attention by my futon. I looked at it and smiled, despite the fear and adrenaline that surged through my veins. Kyoya was laying face down on my futon, one arm hanging off the side, the other under his head, his legs dangling off the side, and his glasses were sitting on his face crookedly. His mouth was slightly parted; he was facing me. He was amazing…even sleeping he was stunning.

I stood slowly and worked my way to his side despite the fact that my legs were shaking and wanted to give out on me. I needed to tell him. I dropped to my knees quietly. I leaned forward and brushed his hair from his face. I whispered "Kyoya…I know you deserve better…I-I know you do. I mean…why would someone like you want someone like me, a cross-dressing commoner with nothing to her name?" I laughed bitterly and continued my confession to the sleeping Kyoya. "When…when I meant you…I didn't know anything about you, except that you liked money. I thought you'd be like those stupid self-centered rich stereotypical males. And then," My eyes and voice lightened "then I got to know you. And you were anything but what I thought you were despite the fact that you tied to hide it, I saw you. The real you. And he was beautiful. When I realized this…I realized…I realized…I realized I loved you. And it is because I love you that I will let you go. You deserve better…so much better then I can give you…Kyoya-koi (4)"

~~Kyoya's POV~~

"Kyoya?" I could hear my name whispered by Suzu. I twitched in reflex to my name but froze soon after, not giving any indications I was awake. I could hear Suzu moving toward my bed and fought the urge to get up and force her to lay back down. I had a strange feeling I wanted to know why she was coming to me. I heard her drop to her knees next to me. I felt her hand brush my hair away from my face and I sucked in a sharp breath. She didn't notice.

"Kyoya…I know you deserve better…I-I know you do. I mean…why would someone like you want someone like me, a cross-dressing commoner with nothing to her name?"

She was whispering in my ear and I felt my heart stop when she laughed bitterly.

She continued her confession soon after. "When…when I meant you…I didn't know anything about you, except that you liked money. I thought you'd be like those stupid self-centered rich stereotypical males. And then,"

As she spoke I felt as if a hand was gripping my heart. Then I could hear her voice lighten.

"Then I got to know you. And you were anything but what I thought you were despite the fact that you tied to hide it, I saw you. The real you. And he was beautiful. When I realized this…I realized…I realized…I realized I loved you."

The hand around my heart had loosened as she began to speak again…and when I heard her say she loved me…well it was like gravity creased being, my heart stopped and raced into overdrive all at once, my world was complete. Inheriting my father's business didn't matter, outdoing my brothers didn't matter, and being anything other then myself or anywhere else didn't matter.

"And it is because I love you that I will let you go. You deserve better…so much better then I can give you…Kyoya-koi."

Everything stopped. My heart stopped. Those feelings stopped. "L-Let me go? NO! I will not let that happen!!" My eyes snapped open.

~~Normal POV~~

I began to stand and turned, tears were falling down my face. "I will let him go…" I chanted in my head. Suddenly I couldn't move forward anymore I whipped around and was meant with the sight of burning chocolate brown eyes. I froze.

"Suzu Marie Fujioka. Where do you think you are going?"

My heart stopped "Oh Kami…here comes rejection…" I curled into myself, flinched and closed my eyes.

"Look at me when I'm talking to you Fujioka."

I felt my world rock on its axis. "Oh Kami…He used my last name! He hates me!" None the less, I opened my eyes…and was utterly astonished and blown away with what I saw. Kyoya was looking at me with…adoration? That's not it. Passion? Not quite. Love? Kami, pinch me I think the Shadow King is looking at me with love in his eyes. "K-Kyoya?"

"Suzu Fujioka…You will not let me go, because I simply must refuse to budge from your side."

My heart soared and sunk all at once, my eyes widened and I gasped "You were awake!?"

He smiled "Yes," I opened my mouth to speak but he interrupted. "Don't talk till I'm finished." I snapped my mouth closed to listen. "Good. Despite what you think…I can't get anyone better then you. Ever. On the contrary, I think you are the best and you deserve better then I can give you."

My heart stopped and I felt warmth bloom in my chest. He continued "Don't say you aren't because you are. I don't care if you are a commoner, because you are my commoner. And that makes you special. You are one of the few to see the real me…and I will always be thankful for that."

Despite the fact that I felt like I was flying I had to point out "Kyoya…what about you business? If it got out you were with a commoner-"

He interrupted me again, nearly growling "To hell with anything anyone says! To hell with my father's business! I love you and I'm not going to let something like money, or business come in-between me and you!" I gaped at him and felt my face and heart warm. He continued, much softer "There are some things money can not buy. Some things are worth everything, and you-Suzu Fujioka- are one of them. I love you. More then money, more the business, more then anything…I love you."

I smiled and felt my heart warm. "And I you." I answered.

He smirked a little devilishly "Good. Then you won't mind if I do this?" then, to my astonishment and joy, he leaned in and kissed me. I turned a nice cherry red and smiled into the kiss.

When he broke away, leaning his head on my shoulder, I murmured "No, not at all. As a matter of fact…I could get used to that." I felt him smile a honest to Kami smile and laugh breathlessly against my shoulder "Yeah…"


I finally updated! Thank you sooooooo Mew Ichigo19!! Hope you like! Anyone who feels like it, can you PLEASE draw any scene from this chapter? (or previous) Check my profile for the OHSHC idea I had and VOTE!!!!

1-Idiot

2-Yes

3-God

4-an ending like –kun or –chan but given to someone that you love more then family