Last chapter I got only 8, instead of up in the twenties, but I blame myself for making the chapter so short...
Hope you enjoy!
Finn literally felt his self control crack in two. He made am involuntary move towards her before he slammed his head on the desk. He felt crazy, deranged even, but he didn't have the money, if he did he already would have cracked. He balled his heads into fists around his pencil, he head still on the desk.
"Are you alright Mr. Hudson?" the teacher asked.
"Uh yeah, I just really gotta pee" he lied.
"Then by all means go Mr. Hudson" the teacher sighed, signing him a pass. He rushed out of the room as fast as he could and yanked of the sweatshirt. He balled it up and threw it angrily into his locker. This shouldn't be so hard, but it was. He slipped into the bathroom next realizing he actually did have to go, then slowly walked back to the classroom.
He felt stupid as he sat back down, obviously ashamed he'd had to leave for lack of self-control. Rachel would never have to do that. He wondered how hard this was for her, he hadn't looked at her all day, well except for that picture Puck had showed her. He was still ticked about that. Was she really wearing that dress? The spaghetti strap selves made him half insane. He gave up on trying to focus on the health lesson, he already knew that chips weren't good for you, he also already knew that they were so good everyone just ate them and felt guilty, himself included. Except Rachel, he doubted she'd eat anything with any saturated fat in it, much less trans fat. He pretend to take notes, while in reality, he was trying to draw Rachel playing his Xbox, he'd make sure she'd pull one of his shirts over her own, claiming if she was going to be entertained by his Xbox, he should be entertained by her in his football jersey. He still didn't know why Rachel liked COD, wasn't it a dude thing? Plus Rachel was so small, it made it that much more funny when she used big words to tell him her game plan for beating the mission in explicating detail. He would lie on his bed and listen and watch beat mission after mission.
The bell rang again, and Finn slowly walked to seventh hour, still wrapped in his thoughts. Just as his had been all day, eb=verything centering around Rachel.
Sorry about all the short chapters but I like to update everyday if I can, I hate waiting. Plus I had a dramatic drop in reviews for the last chapter, so this time a want 10 to continue.
Sorry to sound greedy but I can't write without feedback. Every review tells me, even if you don't see it this way "I care about this enough to review" and I don't want to post if no one cares, it would be a waste of fanfiction space.
