Chapter 4.
Sitting down in the chairs outside the office Will looked at JJ. "So how do you this doctor?"
"Lets just say, while you were gone" she paused "I needed to talk to someone who didn't know me about what I was feeling."
Before Will could reply, the doctor opened her office door, "Jennifer"
Heading into the room, JJ sat down on the sofa, not letting go of Will's hand.
"So I was quiet surprised when I got your call." doctor.
"Yeah, well, this time its not for me" JJ said looking at Will.
"I can see that, its nice to finally meet you Will."
Will nodded, licking his lips together.
"So how about for today, we just speak our minds, not ask questions?" doctor.
JJ nodded. "Yeah okay, Will?"
"Okay." he said taking a deep breath.
"Why don't we start with what happened that day, then we can go from there"
Nodding, Will let go of JJ's hand taking in a deep breath. "We were given a tip, that some wanted prisoners who had escaped." Will paused. "When we got there, we found nothin' then one of the guys got shot down." running his hand over his face Will let out a shaky breath. "Seconds later we all fell down, there was some kind of explosion. Then I don't remember. Much after that"
JJ placed her hand on Will's arm, letting out a shaky breath. "What happened after you woke up?"
Looking up at his girlfriend, Will saw the tears in her eyes, knowing he had to get it all out now or he never would.
"I guess I woke up a few days later, we honestly didn't know what day, or time it was, we were just there forever. They moved us round a lot."
Looking forward Will, took in a deep breath. "They didn't do anything to us at first, but then the first time I finally decided to close my eyes. They." he paused "I've never felt the knife go through my shoulder. And…."
"I think we should leave it there for now."
Wiping the tears from her eyes, JJ gathered her things. "We'll see you next week?"
"Anytime you need me, just call."
Leaving. JJ and Will headed home in silence, as they walked into the house, JJ headed upstairs to change. Pulling the newly washed vest top over her head, JJ felt a hand on her shoulder, closing her eyes she took a deep breath. Turning around she faced Will.
"I'm sorry you had to go through that."
"I wasn't the only one who did."
"Will" JJ said sighing, pulling back she ran her hands over the top of her hair.
"Look, I'm not been stubborn JJ, I just, all I wanna do is forgot all the shit I went through I thought you of all people would understand."
Biting her lip. "I DO UNDERTSNAD."
"DO YOU?"
"Yes" JJ said moving closer to him. "I understand, that everytime, you were stabbed, burnt, punched. That you could have died, but your alive, and god knows how or why," she paused " But you should be grateful "
"I am, okay" Will said throwing his hands up behind his head. "I am grateful, but a part of me wishes I had died, cause now I have to live with hearing" he took a deep breath. "All my teams screams over and over again."
"What about you. What about…." JJ said.
"That, is all I see when I close my eyes."
"I know this is hard, and I know I will never truly understand what you went through, but please." JJ took a deep breath. "Just tell me what I can do to help?"
Running his hands through his hair, Will looked back at JJ. "Right now you can just listen."
Nodding, JJ sat down on the bed, placing her hand next to Will's.
"After that first night, I couldn't. I couldn't close my eyes again." he paused "No matter how tried I got I didn't wanna go through that again."
"What really happened?"
Tilting his head back, Will let out a shaky breath. "The men that took us, they were part of a gang."
JJ rubbed her arm along Will's arm. "What kind of gang?"
"They, kidnapped young teenage girls, and made us watch as they…" Will stopped letting out a cry.
"Oh my god." JJ whispered.
"They killed them after they raped and beat them."
"Will." JJ whispered running her hand through his hair.
As there faces, met. Will's heavy breathing started to slow down, looking right at JJ, he ran his finger along her cheek bone, before cupping her cheek. Moving closer there lips met. The kiss was slow at first, but it soon grew deeper. Running her hand through his hair, JJ let his tongue linger into her mouth. Pulling away, Will smiled before returning the kiss. Running his hand down her back, Will pulled on JJ's vest, lifting her arms, JJ pulled away as he removed her top, throwing it to the floor. JJ kissed him back, feeling his hands run across her stomach, after pulling off Will's shirt, Will fell back onto the bed, looking properly at her body, Will pulled her closer. Letting out a moan, JJ opened her eyes, taking a glance at Will's chest, running her hand slowly down his chest. Smiling, Will rolled there bodies over, laying down on top of her, he felt as her hands moved towards his jeans. Pulling away, Will backed up onto his knees, panting for air.
"I can't do this…" he said.
Panting JJ, gulped down a breath, sitting up she slid her body towards Will's "I'm sorry."
"I'm… I can't. I'm not ready." Will said standing up grabbing his shirt, leaving the bedroom.
Crossing her legs, JJ bit down on her lip, gathering herself together, she pulled her vest over her head, heading into the kitchen finding Will.
"I'm sorry I just got carried away."
"Jay don't okay, it's fine."
"NO!" she said letting out a little laugh. "its not okay, you just got back, and I'm pretty much throwing myself at you when…"
Standing in front of her, Will grabbed hold of her wrists. "Stop okay, I get it, we both haven't had sex in a long time I just.."
Sighing, JJ clamed down, looking at Will.
"You haven't right?" Will said looking back at her.
"No, god NO!, I would never cheat on you Will."
"Good, and I'm sorry, I know its hard but I need more time."
JJ nodded, wrapping her arms around his back. "However long you need, I'll be waiting."
"Thank you" he said pecking her lips.
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They all watched as the man through the girl to the floor. Her hands were bound together, she looked like she had been beaten. Taking a deep breath, Will looked round at his team. Hearing footsteps, he looked up seeing the man who he had believed to be the boss stand in front of him.
"You! Show me, how you take care of a woman."
Will looked up at the man letting out a laugh. "Not gonna happen."
Feeling the pain in his gut, Will let out a little scream. "Your girl won't ever know."
"I'll do it."
Will slowly turned his head, seeing the youngest member of his team. "Tommy"
"No, I'll do it. I don't have anyone."
Shutting his eyes, Will tried to block out the screams, feeling a hand grab his neck, Will opened his eyes. "WATCH!"
Taking a deep breath, Will tried his hardest to turn away, watching as his friend, raped the young girl. When the screams stopped, Will looked up seeing the look on his friends face, as there eyes met, he watched as the blade ran across his neck.
"NO TOMMY!"
Sitting up, Will took a deep breath, pulling on the bed sheets, turning his head, Will saw JJ out cold asleep. Closing his eyes. He laid back down, feeling the tears fall down his cheeks.
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So what did you think? I'm now just making this is up as I go along haha.
