Phisics, that's the final exam, leaving school tomorrow, leaving school tomorrow, yeah.
(a/n listening to welcome to the club, feelin' lot better now just finishin' the story) "Hey Ellie, um... can I talk to y' about somethin'"
"sure"
"well" I shuffled closer and lowered my voice "do you remember ages ago when we had a talk about self harm"
"oh no you didn't did you" I nodded nervously and showed her a little circle of removed skin.
"Do you still?" I asked, she rolled up her sleeve to chow me the scratches on her arm. "I thought of telling Ben but he would probably kill me or at least yell" (a/n My cousin, we're real close, he isn't violent just I think he'd be really angry at to that news.)
"Please don't do it again" she said with a pleading tone.
"Will you do the same?" I asked she nodded. "Lets promise each other".
"I promise" she said, I nodded. We hugged as the bell rang and we were dismissed from revision.
A/N Hi guys sorry this chapter is so much shorter, this happened over 11 weeks ago so I can't remember it in much detail. I've kept my promise and it's a good thing I did make that promise as it's stopped me a few times over the last 11 weeks. Ben's girlfriend is the only other person I've told at this point, she didn't need to know though really. My advice to others is be careful who you tell or it could make you feel guilty. Parents, the most trusted friend or a councellor. Though it probably varies for you, just think carefully. But do tell someone, a councellor is always a reliable bet and I would advise it if your self harming.
