Disclaimer: Don´t own CSI... the usual stuff

A/N: majormh4077 said something about my grammar being bad. So I´m gonna tell this to everybody:

I´m Finnish. That means Finnish is also the language I use here. I would not even speak English if our schools here in Finland wouldn´t teach it. I´m studying English for my 9th year now. That is the mainly reason for my grammar mistakes. i do try to beta read all these chapters before I post them that does not always mean i found all my mistakes. I also have a minor dyslexia. And I don´t have a beta. But if someone would like to be my beta, please let me know.

Then here are "private" answers:

SaraLou: Thanks. I like your nick by the way :D

chimp1984: You don´t have a idea how much it means to me that you read this (hopefully to the end). Seriously.

HellsAngel44: Lindsay and Greg being together would have meant way too much trouble for me. So that one is not gonna happen. At least I hope so :D

Kirky123 & WhiteFrost: Here are the ful reactions to this reunion. Hope you like this chap!

And then I let you away from my meaningless rambling. Enjoy!

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"Um.. Hey Cath..erine" it doesn´t look like she is going to say anything. She just stares at me. Oh who am I to judge? I´m doing the same as well. I think I should say somet...

"Linds, honey. Would you give me and Sara a moment?" she smiles really sweetly at Lindsay. And I haven´t forgot that that is the very same look she gives to other people when she wants to yell at me but doesn´t want to any audience. Damnit! Six years and i still know I´m in trouble when lindsay gets out. Which is now since the door of my office is slammed closed.

"You´re a teacher now?" what?? Not even a hint of anger in her voice. Disbelief is there though.

"Yes, I am" she smiles while taking a seat across me "Guess I neede some enviroment change you know."

She nods sharply, smile fainting away little. Silence fall on us. Well, i can´t blame her. I don´t know what to say ether. i mean, it was six years ago when I last time saw her. And six years when I las time spoke to her. So what should I say?

"How are you?" that´s better than nothing, right? Oh, please it is.

"Fine. You?"

"I´m fine too." and the stupid silence comes back. But it´s her turn to say or ask something. i asked how is she doing now it´s her turn to come up with somehting.

"You don´t seem angry." what the hell is wrong with you Sidle? I said it was her turn. Not yours!

"What?"

"Well, I thought you would start to yell at me at the second Lindsay was out of this office. But you didn´t and you don´t even look angry."

"I´m not angry at you." she´s not? A smile which I didn´t know I had grows wider "I´m mad as hell to you." Figures. She supports her I´m-waiting-an-answer –look on me. Too bad ´cause I have no idea what she wants me to say to her.

"Why did you leave?" And ladies and gentleman, here is the Catherine I know. Obvious anger in her voice and getting right to the point skipping small talk.

I know i should say something before she gets any further "I..."

"I mean, what the hell Sara! You just left without saying a word, not even a simple goodbye to anyone. And then you just disappeared to the wind. How could you!" Like i said I should have said somehting before she did. I´m also pretty sure Lindsay can hear her to the corridor. That is usually what happens when people start screaming their loungs out.

"Look, I know what I did was wrong but..."

"It´s pretty clear you don´t know that Sidle! If you had known you would have somehow told us you were alive at least."

I know the way I did things wasn´t the right way to do them but this is mu office. She doesn´t have any right to speak like that to me in here.

"What do you want me to say? I´m sorry? Well, I am. I really am sorry. But now if you excuse me I have work to do." She glares at me a while but does get up from the chair and leaves.

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How old do those two think I am? Send me away so they could talk grown up things like my mother used to say when I was ten. Od plese God, don´t let my mom lost her temper.

"I mean, what the hell Sara! You just left without saying a word, not even a simple goodbye to anyone. And then you just disappeared to the wind. How could you!"

So much for mom not losing control. I guess I need to apologize Sara later. I´m sure that mom isn´t going to lower her voice. And she sure as hell isn´t going to apologize ether. On the other hand, why should she? I totally understand why she is acting like that. Wait a minute! I don´t know why she is acting like this. She and Sara weren´t friends. At least not that I know of. But she was kinda upset for a long time after Sara left. Why? I mean... Oh no. Mom doesn´t... No ofcourse not. Stop thinking like that. Your mother did not have any feelings for Sara. She´s is straight. Right?

The noise of door slammed closed wakes me up from my trip to my mind. I turn my head and and see my mom looking seriously pissed. And she doesn´t say anyhting. Just starts walknig to the door.

"Mom?" I wait a moment not getting any answer "Mom, what´s wrong?"

"Not now Lindsay." Okay. That is the first time in a very long time she snapps at me "I´m sorry. Let´s go and meet your friends. Okay?"

"Sure."

Now I´m realy confused. I need my mother to tell me that I´m stupid for even thinking that her feelings for Sara don´t go anywhere deeper than pure friendship. If even that. Why am I thinknig this? Right now I´m not happy about the fact that from Alanis Morissette song Crazy line No, we´re never gonna survive unless we´re a little carzy. God, I hate the Dj in my head.

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It´s been about month of school´s start. I´ve tried to talk about Sara with mom couple of times. Always coming to the same conclusion. Mom changing the topic as quickly as she could. I also tried to talk to Sara. Although she just said that she thinks she shouldn´t talk about what happen between them that day in the office with me.

"Linds! How hard is it to listen me?"

"Sorry Tina." Tina is a great friend. In the last month she has busted me for zooning out while I was supposed to be listening to her at least ten times. But not even once has she got angry at me because of it.

Right now we are going back to our room from a party. First party since the school started to be accurate. And I never even realised it but I kinda missed going to parties.

This time what wakes me up from my thoughts is Tina´s scream. I lift my head and look around our room. All the walls are covered in blood and there´s someone lying on the floor in a pool of blood. Tina tries to get closer the body, who I now recognize as Michael (too bad for Tina, they were coming pretty close), but I stop her with my hand. I might not be a CSI but even I know a crime scene when I see one. I pick my cell phone from my pocket and dial 911.

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And end of this chapter. I just realised that the last chapter end a bit like cliffhanger. So I thought what better way to end this one than to a real cliffhanger. It makes you want to come back, doesn´t it? But don´t worry! Today is the first day of my autumn break from school so now I don´t have any other things to do for 5 days than sit and write. So next one should be posted soon. Bye!

Feel free to yell at me if you think that is going to make you feel better :D. It might also make me write faster...