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It was a cold, January night. A young girl in her teens had been crying her eyes out for the past few days, regretting what had done on December 16th.

The last day of school before winter break. The young Goth said to her best friend, "Hey, can-can I talk to you?"

"Sure," he responded. She took his muscular hand and walked him over to a private place.

She rubbed the back of her neck. He is going to hate me after this, the girl thought. "Um, we-we've been best friends for years now and we've been dating since we were freshmen but, um," she sighed, not knowing how to continue, "I-I just think that...maybe we should take a break. Still be best friends and all but not...date. I want to be best friends still, the best in the world. Just not...boyfriend and girlfriend."

The look on the boy's face looked as if he were just told that he was gonna die in an hour. He nodded and sighed before saying, "Ok."

"You sure you're gonna be ok?"

"Ye-yeah. Positive. I-I'm gonna be fine," he said.

"Ok. Well, I-I have to go. See you tomorrow?"

"Yeah."

She gave him a kiss on the cheek goodbye then headed for home.

Ever since Christmas Day when she realized what she had done, she hadn't come out of her room. The girl was Jewish so her parents didn't think twice about it. It was New Year's Day/Eve when she didn't come out that they got worried. They tried and tried to get her to come out of her room but nothing. They gave up after a few hours.

Over the week, she had been working on something. On January 3rd, she decided to call the one person who she knew would be completely honest with her on her piece of writing. The girl picked up her iPhone and dialed the number she knew by heart. "Hello?" a hoarse voice said.

"Hey, um, Danny," the girl said. Her voice was hoarse, too, from all the crying.

"Hey Sam. Are you ok?" he asked in a concerned voice.

"Yeah, I'm-I'm fine. You?"

"Fine. So...is there something you need?"

"Um, yeah. Can-can come over? I-I need to talk to you."

"Yeah, sure. But can't you talk to me over the phone?"

"No. I need you here. You-you don't have to come over, if you don't want to. It's fine. But if you do, don't use the front door, ok?"

"Yeah, ok. I'll be there in a few minutes."

"Ok, bye," the girl said.

"Bye," the boy whispered, then hung up.

Sam was sitting against her bed with a keyboard in front of her. She rested her head against her bed and sighed. The "few minutes" Danny said took about an hour. There was a tap on the window and she got up to let in the halfa. "Hey," she said when the window was opened.

"Hey," he replied, then entered her bedroom. "So...what's up?"

The tension between them was so strong. It had been since the day Sam broke up with him. The day she broke two hearts at once. "Nothing. You?" He simply shook his head. "I-I have something for you," she said nervously.

"What is it?"

"Sit," she said and gestered him to the floor. She said in front of the keyboard and he sat next to her. She turned it on and started to play beautifully. Next thing Danny knew, she started to sing:

"I'm so glad you made time see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while...

"You've been good
Busier than ever
We small talk
Work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why...

"Because the last time
You saw me you still
Burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses
And I left them there to die...

"So this is me swallowin'
My pride standin' in
Front of you sayin'
'I'm sorry for that night...'
I go back to December all the time

"It turns out freedom ain't nothin'
But missin' you
Wishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mine...
I go back to December
Turn around and make it all right
I go
Back to December
All the time."

There more beautiful piano music before Sam continued to sing the prettiest lyrics ever.

"These days I haven't been sleepin'
Stayin' up playing back myself leavin'
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
When I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watched you laughin' from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

"And then the cold came
The dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was
Goodbye...

"So this is me swallowin'
My pride standin' in
Front of you sayin'
'I'm sorry for that night...'
And I go
Back to December all the time

"It turns out freedom ain't
Nothin' but missin' you
Wishin' I'd realized
What I had when you were mine...
I'd go
Back to December
Turn around and change my own mind

"I go
Back to December
All the time."

Her fingers fluttered across as she played the instruamental part of the song and Danny was amazed. Sam had this secret talent and was probably afraid to let anybody see it.

"I miss your tan skin
Your sweet smile
So good to me
So right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

"Maybe this wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If you loved again,
I swear, I'd love you right...

"I'd go back in time and change it
But I can't
So if the chain is on your door,
I understand...

"But this is me swallowing
My pride standin' in
Front of you sayin'
'I'm sorry for that night'
And I'd go
Back to December...

"It turns out freedom ain't nothing
But missin you
Wishin' I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go
Back to December
Turn around and make it all right...

"I'd go
Back to December
Turn around and change my own mind...

"I go
Back to December
All the time...

"All the time..."

Her head dropped into her hands and she whispered, "I'm so, so sorry."

Danny was in shock. He never imagined somebody writting a song about him and for him let alone Sam be the one who did it! When he heard quiet wimpers, he scooped her up into his lap and rocked her. "I'm sorry," she whispered once more, after she was done crying.

"It's ok. I forgive you. And, do you wanna know a secret?" he asked quietly.

"Sure."

"I never stopped loving you."

She looked up at him, eyes red a puffy (well, puffier). "I never stopped loving you, either. It just took some time for me to realize that," she said. Then, Danny leaned down and kissed the love of his life and hoped it would never end.


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