so how is it? i made her name as Alicia Lee and her beloved brother Darrius Lee. well im sorry if it seem to be boring, i wanna write more story plot but too much plot wasnt fun also and i got lack of inspiration and and i need to learn about how to write a story in way good english, might be better if i write it in my origin language. oh well forgive me about that. might be later if i got more idea ill gonna write up some more stories. so here is it ill give u chapter 4.

Chapter 4 : I hate you, I love you

its been 6 month, after MC wasn't around RFA member. Jumin chosen as the RFA leader after V decide to take care Rika from the organization. Jumin also busy with his new project with MC brother, they making they own wine yard. Bionic got great technology to help Jumin make the best quality of wine that exist in entire living and soon Jumin gonna propose Jae Hee. as his wife and Vice CEO.

Jae Hee hair grow longer, and make Jumin completely become protective over her, her name blows as a lot of CEO mention thats shes adorable and extreemly dangerous in the field of business. Jumin feeling so lucky have a critical assistant that help him a lot in his company and also accompanied him as his lover.

"Mr. Han, we got another competitor. they gonna produce another products that having the same quality but lower price, so far i don't see any weak point on them, just only they don't mention wheres made" Jae Hee said while she typing on her laptop.

"they import all the stuff? is that the way they made the product cheaper? well thats great strategy, so they just depends on the currency. well, just let them. its not a competitor. when they didn't found andy producer that provide the stuff they need they will increase the price. make appointment with all local producer, we gonna take over the market" Jumin said as he walking into Jae Hee desk.

"will do, Mr. Han" Jae Hee said and then she take her phone to make a call, but Jumin hold her.

"i mean not now, gorgeous.. i missed you.." Jumin bow himself lower so he can hug Jae Hee from the back.

"Mr-Mr Han... Jumin, we're still working.." Jae Hee stuttered, Jumin always can make her blush hard as he did now to her.

"No one will bother, beside my dad, his on vacation, so no one will bother us.. don't you missed me, sweet heart?" he whispered in Jae Hee ear.

"...i... do.." Jae Hee silenced, even she try to be professional, she missed Jumin aswell, Jumin just back from his business trip today for 1 full week, so she won't be professional today, especially Jumin who make a move.

"I don't mind we losing some profit or else, but i can't lose you.. especially since they noticed you more than i did, it makes me extreemly... jealous.." Jumin bite Jae Hee ear and make Jae Hee moan a bit.

"Jumin..." Jae Hee try to control herself, since she need to make appointment as Jumin request.

"Sweet heart.. i want you.. should we continue this at home? its lunch break, after you done making appointments, we don't need to back at office." Jumin loose his arms and walk into his desk.

"as you wish.. Mr. Han" Jae Hee taking a deep breath from Jumin attacks and she take her phone to make appointment. Jumin smile when he looks at Jae Hee reaction. suddenly his phone vibrating. he got new messages. Its from MC.

MC

*its been 6 month already, hows everyone Jumin? some of the guest ask me as if we got party or another project that we held. since you and oppa get along, i have nothing to do than waiting another job and see Zen from the TV.

I've trying to be positive as you said, but somehow i feel its like fall in love on the set. when movies over, loves over. look at Zen now, hes always with that girls in his drama, even when they were not on the project..

he gave me nothing after the last message 6 month a go..

even if i gave up, i will not gave up about RFA by the way, congratulation with the engagement. i hope you both the best.

Jumin taking a deep breath, he doesn't even get any actual news from Zen. since Zen going international, he hardly reach. Jumin can't blame MC about her decision to live with her brother, she need to make sure about Zen but now Jumin thinks that Zen already overrated, but also worried if something bad happened.

Jumin

*have faith in Zen, Alicia. even hes annoying, i believe he chase something as he dreamed for him and for you. he didn't really contact me also. thank you, Jae Hee missed you as well.

after he replied MC message, he look into Jae Hee to make sure she done on her phone and then he make a call to Zen.

"Hello, Hyun?" Jumin said that make Jae Hee stare Jumin.

"Jumin?"

"yes. why are you erasing my number?"

"no, i lost my phone. Jumin, i can't explain right now. too crowded here. thanks god you called, I'll message you later,"

"okay. I'll wait" Jumin close the phone. he was right, Zen got something, he can feel in his voice.

"something happened, Mr. Han?" Jae Hee ask Jumin.

"i think so, just wait. did you done making the appointment?" he smile to Jae Hee

"yes.." Jae Hee suddenly blushing.

"great. let's go home" Jumim said as he read 1 new message in his phone.

Zen

*thanks god you called me, Jumin. i lost my phone 2 months a go, and this producer makes a great rumor about me and the actress on the drama ive been starring. they wanted a high rating. i lost MC number. i can't go anywhere since im in his contract. and the problem is this girls is falling to me and she close to the producer. i need 1 more week then ill be free. the contract over. i can't really make a long call since this girls always around me. please tell MC, ill be in Korea in 1 more week.

meanwhile MC looking at her phone, her photos and Zen, she remembers how Zen treat her every he back from his rehearsal, when they both spending the times together, the time that they met from the first time. she felt something empty in her hearts. she missed Zen so damn much.

"Hyun..." she mumbled and touch her phone screen. her tears drop on the screen.

"Alicia?" Darrius voice make her wipe her tears in hurry.

"Yes oppa?" MC answered.

"you cried again?" Darrius hold her shoulder.

"i.. i.. missed him.. oppa.. "she stammered cried and hug his brother.

"shhh... don't cry dear.. if you can't take it anymore just let him go.. but if you have faith on him.. be though.. look at you, you aren't fit with this tears.." Darrius calm his sister.

"i don't know.. i just missed him.. like crazy. its hurt me oppa..."MC cried alot.

suddenly her phone is ringing. Jumin calling.

"yes Jumin?" MC answer as she lean on his brother chest, shes a total childish when he with her brother.

"we gonna have another party in next 1 week. can you gather some guest to attend the party? especially from the press, model and movie"

"yes i can, but why is so sudden?"

"6 month wasn't too sudden i guess, you with Darrius, Alicia?"

"yes. why?"

"tell him to reply my text. he always ignore all job when he with you"

"ah.. right.."

"okay then, ill see you tomorrow. im gonna visit you."

"okay Jumin."

"Jumin?" Darrius ask me, i nodded.

"he told me to tell you to reply his text oppa" i told him after.

"ops. yeah, ill gonna text him back later, but for now i have to make sure that my little princess okay" darrius touch my nose tip.

"soon i will, oppa go go" MC ask her brother back to work.

deep down inside, something is missing. MC missed Zen so damn much, everytime her brother said princess it much remind her of him. but though she need to prepare another party that Jumin request her to.

while prepare the next party, MC collecting some data as she watch some tv shows. it helps her to reduce the feeling into Zen. but suddenly some infotainment show are interrupt into the tv show, big news that k drama having love in set, Zen gonna have a special relationship with Miss K the main actress on the k drama.

"miss K how u feel about this?" one of the reporter ask her.

"about what? im just giving the audience my best with this drama" She said with such happy smile.

"what about your kissing scene with Zen?" another reporter ask her.

"im so excited! he always be so sweet at me, make me so nervous!" Miss K answer the question with such blushing cheek.

"So how is it Zen?" the press ask him. but he just give a warm smile and passed the camera.

MC stand still she just close her mouth with her hands, she feel something wet run from her eyes, as the news back into the K drama, MC turn off the tv. this is wasn't the first time that Zen got something like this but he doesnt even let her know. when he decide to go international, he also stop her as his own manager. MC close her face with both of her hands and suddenly her phones is vibrating. Yoosung send her a message.

Yoosung

*MC are you okay? ive just seen something might be another rumor for Zen.. i wish you still have believe for Zen, cause i know he love you.MC

MC

*i don't know anymore Yoosung. that smile and he gave me nothing so far. it feels like i wanna hate him do bad right now, but in the same time i feel the love that could kill me. this is insane... i can't take it anymore..

in the next day, Jumin watching the TV and drinking his tea with Jae Hee. Jae Hee a bit pissed off cause her lovely Zen get too close to someone more than MC did.

"what the hell is going on here! why he could give that freaking girl that smile? and he gave nothing to MC so far. Zen so mean. this is overrated! im going to call MC" she yelled out but Jumin hold her waist and hugged her waist and make her closed to him.

"Love... have a faith on Zen, beside what makes you so pissed off? you getting jealous because Zen gonna have kissing scene with that girl, huh?" Jumin hug her tight that make her blush hard.

"Jumin.. I'm totally worried about MC, don't you see her too much crying.. this isn't fair let her suffer about Zen.."Jae Hee explain to Jumin with her red cheeks

"that news are taken 3 days a go. Zen must be arriving at Korea now. hes done his contract... it must be hard to be him. so many people crazy over him" Jumin tell Jae Hee and he gave his phone to Jae Hee and let Jae Hee read the whole messages.

"you know but you didn't tell MC? you mean Jumin." Jae Hee protested.

"MC the one who ask to separate from Zen, shes the one who need to be tested. not Zen. can't you see how suffer Zen when he had to decide everything without MC? might be he can be a great actor out there, but chasing MC like this wasn't that easy. look at MC, even she cried everyday, she got her brother who will be with her everytime she needs him, but Zen? he do all alone" Jumin explain again.

Jaehee touch Jumin cheeks, then she bows to hug Jumin head which is in her stomach, then she kissed Jumin top head.

"but, we can't let them hurting each other right, love?" Jae Hee smile at Jumin and makes his cheeks become pink.

"yes but, they made their way harder though. not us. just let it, beside tomorrow ill ask her to pick him out on airport." Jumin said as he pull Jae Hee blazer down.

"w-what.. are.. you... doinggg" Jae Hee stuttered and stammered wanted to pull back her blazer but Jumin hold her.

"I'm going to... not to go to office again.. today" Jumin said and lift Jae Hee in his arms to his bedroom.

"Juminnnnn #!#* !*$" she try to escape and fail. she lack of power to escape the love from her fiance

MC feel so complicated with everything around her now. shes the one who wanted Zen to prove her what he says. but now, she realize that she needs Zen even more. its hurt herself when Zen gave something that only belong to her to somebody else. even she regret all decision she made. its too late. its her who set Zen free.

Today Jumin ask her to pick someone at airport. even she doesn't want to deal with the world which might be where Zen in it, but this is it she have to. she try to look good even she had no anymore Zen with her. but everytime she look at the mirror, she put blush-on her cheek, lipstick on her lips, she remember how she wanted to be perfect when she met Zen for the first time. at least one day, Zen will met her smile, even might be Zen wasn't anymore want her. she wait on the airport to pick up someone that Jumin ask her to. Jumin said that the person already recognize her, so that person will come to her.

"Excuse me, Miss MC?" that someone called MC.

"Yes, our car already wait-" MC freezed that guys is Zen and he smiled at MC

"Hello.. should we get going?" he warmly smile at MC but MC only nodded, hide her face and open the door car for Zen. as she felt tears cames out from her eyes.

the car is going into Jumin home, inside MC still hide her face look outside the window. hide her tears from Zen, and Zen looks doesn't really care with what happened there, he looks really calm. suddenly his phone is ringing.

"yes miss K?" he answering without noticing MC.

"where are you? ive been looking for you Zen"

"im not anymore with the movies"

"but why.. i thought you want this"

"i do.. even i love my job, but my life wasn't a movie. we got high rate cause we do good, not because act outside the movie, beside, my contacts is over"

"you mean us? it wasn't an act. i thought we got the same feeling. especially that kiss scene, its special for me"

"its a scene. i do my job as an actor. thats all"

"you jerk."

"thank you." he drop the phone and act like nothing happened. meanwhile she look at MC from his corner sight. wiping her tears with tissue, he wants to hug the one he love, but he have to hold himself.

once again.

they both arrived at Jumin penthouse, MC mind goes blank. everything seem like a needle for her all the good memories are happened on this penthouse, she severely take a deep breath keep her self calm and not overreacting with all the questions in her head that she wanna dart to Jumin and Zen. they both walk crossing Jumin garden. Zen wasn't look at MC at all he just try to ignore her, even he trying hard to keep himself that way.

"i hate you zen.." MC words suddenly comes out as she can't hold her self to be calm, hide her face which already full of tears. she stand still not far from Zen

Zen freezed, turn his body into MC and look at her.

"let's end this.. i can't take it anymore.. this love are killing me, just tell me that we're over. so i can kill the feeling i have so i have strength to hate you.." MC trying not to cry but every words that she tell like a knife that shatter her hearts into piece. Zen moving closer to MC and hug her like a missing piece of puzzle that matched each other. Zen hold MC cheeks look her eyes.

"yes..let's end this.."

Chapter four ends