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I just want to apologise for what was written on my profile just my friends being idiots. Thank you for the reviews and the reads.
Disclaimer: I don't own the Morganville vampires
(claires pov)
I was sitting on my bed, my face streaked with tears and my mouth dry from lack of water. I got up from the bed and made my way downstairs, no one will be up yet it's the middle of the night. I walked into the kitchen and poured myself a glass of water, I closed my eyes in relief as the cold liquid swam through my throat. I was so absorbed in my drinking that I didn't even realise the footsteps behind me. That when I heard my name I jumped so hard that the glass fell from my hands and smashed onto the floor.
"Claire, are you okay" Shane said concerned
"I'm fine " I said, now conscience of the fact that I was wearing a t shirt that barely covered my bum.
As I picked up the glass, a piece slipped into my hand and cut it, blood oozed out of it in big red drops I quickly dropped the shard of glass and clutched y hand to my chest trying to stop wincing. My hand was taken from my chest and held by Shane's.
"Seriously its fine, let go " I reassured him as I tried to pull my hand away.
"You're not fine Claire, the cut is really deep so stop being stubborn and let me take care of it" he said as he led me toward the chair.
He got the first aid kit out from the drawer and started dabbing the antiseptic cream onto my hand.
I winced as the cold moisture spread across my hand and then sighed in relief as he rubbed it in. As Shane worked I took the chance to look at him really look at him. His hair had gone a bit longer, his muscles more matured, he was a bit tanned but he looked the same, if anything he looked hotter than before.
When he finished wrapping the bandage he held my hand and then let go of it and finally looked into my eyes.
"Why aren't you asleep yet?"He said his tone polite
"I couldn't sleep" I replied, suddenly aware that I need to apologise to him about all the horrible things I shouted at him before." Shane about before I'm sorry.."
"its not your fault, I deserved it, every single word probably more, I shouldn't have left Claire, I know that, I just needed a break from this place, I wanted to take you as well Claire but I knew they wouldn't let you and you wouldn't have come either I know you Claire, you wouldn't have left them" Shane said as he me off
"I would've done anything for you, you knew that, I loved you and thought you loved me, you said that you did, you promised that you would always be there no matter what" I argued tears pricking into my eyes
"I do love you Claire, and I know I shouldn't have left your worth better than that but I promise you, that I will look after you and I will fight hard for your forgiveness" he said as he kneeled down next to my knees
"I cant forgive I'm sorry I've changed Shane there are a lot of things you don't know about me and I doubt, that once you find out you'll even want to look at me" I said softly
"We'll see, Claire I need your number, just in case of an emergency or something im going to give you mine as well don't delete it" he ordered
" ermm yeah okay can you just pass me my bag its on the counter?" I asked not bothered to get up
Shane walked over to get it but he didn't realise it was open as he lifted it, the bags contents dropped to the floor, I gasped as I realised what just happened I forced my eyes away from the bottles of illegal pills on the floor and looked at Shane. His eyes were wide with shock as they met mine
"Tell me this isn't what I think it is CLAIRE ANSWER ME?" he shouted in my face
"Don't tell anyone please, if you want me to forgive you you won't tell anyone. Please Shane" I whispered my voice trembling.
"This is my entire fault, I shouldn't have left, I shouldn't have left you alone, god im such and idot"
He muttered to himself as he bent down to pick them up.
"what are you doing Shane? Give them to me" I said standing up and walking over to him.
He ignored me and began unscrewing the bottles
"let go of them Shane, please, I need them you don't understand, they help me, I can't afford any more Amelie takes care of all my money, I can't get any more let them go Shane please, I'll do anything" I pleaded trying to pry his fingers off the bottles.
"You need help and this is the only way" he said as he began tipping them into the sink
It felt like my life was being sucked from me, I felt so tired and angry and then I couldn't take it anymore, I started
(Shane's pov)
As I finished tipping the pills into the sink I turned around and saw Claire beginning to cry. It was like a switch being turned off and releasing her. I lifted her onto my lap and rocked her back and forth murmuring into her ear.
Suddenly she pushed me away and I saw how angry she was.
"I hate you, you understand you, look at me or try to talk to me again, I will kill you" she growled her expression terrifying
She ran upstairs and into her room. Im surprised Michael and eve are still asleep but then again they can sleep through anything.
(Claire's pov)
I needed them and im going to get them. I can do other things to pay him back. I dialled his number and said
"Where are you?"
"Home why?" he replied
"I need more" I said restlessly
"Claire, darling you've got no money" he said knowingly
"I know, I'll do anything just give me the stuff"
"I can think of a few things come in 10 minutes or the deals off" he said before hanging up
Sighing with relief I got my coat and wrapped it around myself I didnt bother getting changed.
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