AUTHORS NOTES: ADULT CONTENT
I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR ITS CHARACTERS
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Sorry for the hiatus. Life had me a little busy!
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My head began to fill with every scenario possible, as we sped down the highway towards the airport, but I couldn't bring myself to think of life without him. I blinked away tears and looked out the window in a desperate attempt to hide them from him but failed miserably.
"We will fight Nes, I won't leave you alone. I swear it." He squeezed my hand
"Or we can always run!" I looked over and smiled weakly at him.
"Baby I will follow you anywhere" he brought my hand up to his lips and kissed me. "Fucking asshole, Aro's always trying to find a way to make someone's life miserable. I would love the opportunity to rip is fucking head off." He said looking into my eyes a quiet growl building from the back of his throat. It turned me on when he talked like that, when his eyes grew black, as he silently fought to keep the animal within at bay. "You rip the bastards his head off and I'll rip the rest of his body apart limb by limb, and I'll have a torch waiting" a sly smile slid across my face. "Don't make me pull over and fuck you on the side of the road. You know that shit is sexy when you talk like that." I grinned as I chewed on my bottom lip unfastening my seatbelt. He knew exactly what I was doing, he slammed on the brakes on jerked the car over to the shoulder. He placed his hand on the back of my head and pulled me into him kissing him his tongue swirled around mine. He released me and flew out of the car, sliding across the hood and opened my door, his eyes were dark again and he looked hungry. He pulled me out of the car pushing my leggings down to the ground. "No panties?" He asked as he looked down at my trimmed pussy with a cocked eyebrow. "Oh what am I going to do with you Mrs. Black?" He whispered into my ear before he spun me around bending me over the hood. I spread my legs as he unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them down I felt his warm hands back on my body as they ran up and down my hips before he spanked my ass. I moaned out loud. "You like that?" He whispered" "mmm yes" I replied as he spanked me again, then rammed himself into my. He tightened his grip around my waist as my pussy tightened around his dick. This was exhilarating, having sex with my husband on the side of the road, my body met his as we moaned together. I opened my legs wider as I felt him move deeper into me "Agghhhh" I screamed out " More baby, harder baby, fuck me harder" I felt my orgasm nearing and Jake plunged deeper and deeper into me. "Oh Nes". He ran his fingernails down my arched back the sound of his body slapping against my ass made it even harder to fight the urge to cum. I felt my vagina spasm around him as he twitched inside of me. He grunted loudly and collapsed on top of me cupping my breasts. I could feel his heart racing he kissed the back of my neck and pumped himself in and out of me a few more times. "Do you feel that?" He whispered into me ear his warm breath sending chills throught out my body "Considering there is still a very large part of you inside of me I am going to say yes" I said making us both laugh. " Close your eyes, feel my heart beating" I closed my eyes as I felt his heart slow. "Now listen to your heart as you feel mine beating" It took a second before I could put the two together. "They beat as one" I mumbled "Yes, from the second I laid eyes on you I felt it, heard it. You are my heart, my soul, my everything. . I am under your spell, and the control you have over me is powerful so strong. Did you know that when your heart skips a beat so does mine. You are my one true mate my one and only job in this long life we will live is to protect you to keep you safe, to keep that heart of yours beating for all of eternity." He dug his nose into my hair and inhaled. I couldn't help but feel like there was a secret message between his beautiful words what wasn't he telling me. My stomach began to grow uneasy something wasn't right. I managed to push him off and out of me before the contents of my stomach began to spew out of my mouth. He pulled his pants up and reached over to pull my hair back in one quick motion. Fuck I felt like shit. When I was finally done he pulled my pants up and sat me on the hood of the car. He reached around to my bag and grabbed a bottle of water and a stick of spearmint gum.
"Well, that was just strange." I said between gulps
"Are you ok?"
"Um… I think so. I still feel a little off that all."
"Off? Renesmee you are a vampire you don't feel "off" you don't get sick" he was right I looked back at the past 20 years of my life I'd never even had a sniffle. I placed a hand over my aching belly and looked up at Jake who was pacing back and forth in front of me. He ran his fingers through his dark hair then looked into my eyes making his way over to me. "Something isn't right babe. I can feel it. I can sense it, it's a wolf thing, I guess we will have Carlisle look you over when we get back to Forks." He stood over me
"Um babe Emmitt and Rose are fixing to land and we are still a good hour away." I jumped off the hood and walked over to him "Whatever it is I am sure everything will be ok" and I kissed him on the check. He held me for a while before we walked back to the car. We rode the rest of the way in silence hand in hand.
We finally reached the airport around 6:30 p.m., we rushed through security and made our way to our terminal. To my surprise my granddad had sent us a private plane which was great because it allowed us to talk freely without fear of anyone over hearing us. As we made our way onto the plane I saw my aunt and uncle make their way from the back Emmett had his usual smirk on his face and Rosalie was adjusting her outfit. I couldn't help but laugh out loud "Ewww really you two couldn't wait till we got home" I joked. Emmitt looked down at his watch "Really young lady you want to judge us at least we were on time" he teased back as Rose pushed past him and wrapped her arms around me. I missed my family I missed their hugs and their jokes maybe this trip back home won't be so bad after all. The pilot came over the loud speaker and told us it was time to take our seats and fasten our seat belts. Rose pulled me into the seat next to her while Jake and Emmett made their way to the cock pit laughing the whole way there. "Boys" Rose said while rolling her eyes. I couldn't help but giggle. She placed her hand on mine "Sweetheart I know you are worried I know your fear. We will do what we have to in order to protect you" she said sweetly.
"I know it's just. Why us, Why our family, Jacob and I, we are living our life in peace we haven't harmed a soul. We might of even…" I stared down into my lap as my hand rested against my stomach again. I could feel her looking at me.
"Really?" she gasped "Renesmee how far along…." I placed a finger over her lips and shook my head. She sighed and reached into her purse and pulled out her cell phone. I watched as her fingers slid back and forth across the screen. When she finished she handed me her phone.
Really? How do you know, How long have you know? What does Jacob think?
"You're not angry with me?" I asked ashamed. She squeezed me tight and pulled away holding me at arm's length. Her smile always calmed me. Our family was so close but I found myself being closest to Rosalie she was the only one I felt comfortable discussing my sex life with. When I was ready for that kind of relationship with Jacob I went to her first who of course sent me straight to my mother, who was no help at all as she lived in denial that I was ready. Eventually it was my Aunt Rose who filled me in on the whole "birds and the bee's" and she's been my go to person ever since. I picked up her phone and answered her questions
I am not quite sure if I really am. I forgot to take my pill on Jacob's birthday and the day after that I just kind of just stopped taking them. And no he does NOT know. I'm sure he would be terrified since we are sort of two different species oh and we have a million year old vampire trying to kill us.
She smiled as she read through my words.
Well, this could be nothing sweet heart. Have you noticed anything different with your body?
I did throw up which is strange because I have never done anything like that ever and now Jacob can sense something is wrong with my body he says it a wolf thing.
A look of concern filled her eyes and she looked out her window. After a few minutes she picked her phone up and started typing again
Renesmee, you are a hybrid he is a werewolf both of you are half human it could be possible to become pregnant. But I don't know what a mix of vampire and werewolf would come out as. If the Volturi found out this would definitely mean war. I don't want to scare you sweet girl but this complicates the current situation even more.
I wanted to cry when I read her message. She wasn't happy like I thought she would be she was scared and disappointed. If I was pregnant the Volturi would most definitely kill me no questions asked and if my heart stops that would kill Jacob.
I don't know what do. Help me.
As of now let's just keep this between us. When we land we will have Carlisle check you out until then there is no need to worry it could be nothing. But just now Renesmee I am extremely happy for you and this little baby if there even is a little baby never the less he or she will be a blessing to our family.
As I read her text Jacob and Emmett barreling out of the cock pit still laughing Jake sat down next to me and pulled me onto his lap Emmett doing the same with Rose. I shoved her phone into my boot and leaned back into Jake.
"Baby I think when this is all over with I'm gonna buy a plane" Jacob said loudly.
"Really, a plane babe!" I swear I married a giant kid.
"Yes, we will become world travelers just you, me and the open sky for the rest of our lives." He unknowingly placed his hand over my belly. Emmett began telling us about the time Jasper dared him to fly across the Bermuda triangle but I tuned him out as Jacob traced little circles over my tummy with his thumb. I closed my eyes and tried to focus on a heartbeat but got nothing. Maybe this was just all in my head maybe I wanted so desperately to be pregnant to have a child to give Jacob the gift of being a father, that way he would always have a piece of me and I him. My stomach began to turn and the thought of our impending doom. Jacobs's thunderous laughter broke my focus. He squeezed me and kissed my temple.
"Babe you feeling ok?" he whispered into my ear.
"Um yeah, I just have a lot on my mind." I gave him a weak smile; he didn't buy it for a minute. He opened his mouth to speak when he was quickly interrupted as the pilot came on the loud speaker and informed us that we would be landing soon. I looked out the window and saw the beautiful lights of Seattle. Home.
We bounced up and down as we landed on the runway. When we finally came to a stop we grabbed our luggage and made our way off the plane. I was in shock when I saw my mother and father standing there waiting for us. I ran to my daddy and gave him a hug so tight I swear I heard a rib crack! He lifted me off my feet and spun me around like he used to do when I was a child. "I missed you baby girl!" He said as he placed me back on the ground "I missed you more!" I squealed. I made my way over to my mom as my dad caught Jacob, Rose and Emmett up on the latest news about the Volturi. She hugged me tight "My sweet girl how have you been. You look um… different" shit did she know?
"Just tired it's been a rough week for us but gosh mom I've missed you!" She pulled me in for another tight squeeze.
"Nes we've missed you too. It's hard letting your baby grow up and accept the fact that you have your own life now." She let me go and looked me over from head to toe. I saw her eyebrow rise for a second then drop. She tucked a loose curl behind my ear and kissed my cheek as I bit on my bottom lip waiting for her to say something. Instead she grabbed my hand and we walked over to where the rest of the family stood. They exchanged hugs and shared a few laughs. As if everything really was going to be ok. Dad loaded up the luggage and we climbed into the Suburban. We laughed and joked the whole way home, before I knew it we were pulling into the drive way. I looked out the window at the glass house.
Cullen Manor.
