Lover. He had remembered that word very well.
In the daytime, when his mother was around, everything seemed like it used too. I was his servant, and he kept mocking and taunting me. The violence might had gone down, but he could simply just have been too exhausted to keep up his usual methods.
But at night, or days where his mother was away from the castle, our relation was quite different. He could turn around in a second, from being my evil Master, to something more pleasant. He was still quite dominant and selfish, but also caring in a way I didn't know he was capable of.
It didn't seem like he found this weird at all. He came to me when he was lustful, and most of the time stayed with me when we were done.
But I wouldn't call him my lover. Even though I could feel some kind of affection growing for him, I was still very aware of our differences. Not only species, but also in size and age. I had a fear of hurting or scaring him, but at the same time, it became harder for me to control myself around him.
I wanted to be with him, fully, but was unsure of how to do it. He probably didn't even know what intercourse was, and I felt somewhat guilty for wanting to be his first.
Our 'secret relationship' was purely physical, starting with me pleasing him, but becoming more mutual with time. And even though I became aware that Kaos saw me as his lover, I wasn't really sure he knew what it meant.
One night, a couple of months after it all started, he laid down beside me on my mattress. He didn't seem as eager as usual, so I gently run my hand over his head instead.
,,Are you alright, sir?'' I asked calmly, not expecting him to cuddle closer to me. Even though we were very physical, I was not used to him cuddling me like this.
,,Yerh, it's just… I just need a hug, it seems…'' he said with a little voice. I calmly let my hands around his body, before lifting him up on top of me. He looked confused at me for a moment, before I gently hugged him a little tighter.
,,That's alright, sir,'' I whispered. When I let go, I suddenly came to realize how close our faces were. He seemed to think the same thing, as he looked deep into my eyes.
It occurred to me he maybe needed more than just release in this thing we had going on. I raised my upper body a little, so he was more sitting than laying on me.
,,Have you ever kissed someone, M'lord?'' I whispered. He blushed viciously and looked away. I didn't really expect an yes, but thought I had to ask. ,,Do you want to?'' I asked with a faint smile.
,,… Yes… But why do you have to ask and make it awkward!'' he said harshly. I didn't answer, just leaned in and kissed him gently. I felt his hands around my neck, pulling me tighter.
I was debating with myself whether or not to deepen the kiss, when I felt his lips parting, inviting me with his tongue. I gladly took the hint and kissed him passionately. He followed my lead, even though he was shaky in his movements.
I slowly pulled away from him, looking at his satisfied smile. I couldn't help but leaning down and kiss the soft spot at his neck. He seemed surprised, but didn't pull away.
,,Do you enjoy when I touch you, Master?'' I asked with a raspy voice. When he didn't reply, I gently bit the spot I had kissed before.
,,Yes…'' he said slowly, feeling how I removed his rope. I caressed his naked arms, before removing his shirt as well. With the skin exposed, I kissed my way down from his neck to his chest, lower down to the top of his stomach. ,,Glumshanks, please,'' he begged and looked away. I removed the rest of his clothes and began touching him.
I couldn't resist any longer, I couldn't control myself. I had to have him. As slowly as I could, I moved my hand down his spine, down to his ass. He looked confused up at me.
,,I want to touch you in a different way tonight, Kaos,'' I whispered against his neck. I couldn't see his face, but I could hear the desperate moans leave his throat. Very gently, I spread his cheeks and let a finger caress his entrance.
,,This is… Weird…'' he said, gasping when I let a finger penetrate him. ,,What are you doing?'' he shrieked, grabbing tight around my shoulders. I continued relaxed, working with my fingers, careful not to hurt him, while kissing and nibbling his shoulder and neck.
,,Just relax Master. I can make you feel really good,'' I whispered in his ear. He moaned and I felt how his body twitched in delight. I took that as an opportunity to insert another finger.
,,Glummy, please… What are you doing?'' he moaned slowly. His cock was harder than ever, so I knew he didn't feel bad, but I still worked him very slowly. I could feel my own cock being very impatient at this point.
,,I want to be inside you,'' I said calmly, inserting another finger. His moans was something between surprised and lustfully at this point, but it didn't seem like he felt any pain. ,,But I don't want to hurt you. I want your first time to be pleasant,'' I continued, stretching him as good as I could.
,,I… don't understand…'' he moaned. ,,But… I want it…'' he continued. We were still in a somewhat sitting position, trying to lean up against the wall behind us. I carefully removed both of my hands from him, to remove my pants.
,,Do you understand what I intend to do?'' I asked with a raspy voice. He looked down at me when I positioned myself at his ass, and seemed frightened for a moment. He then nodded slowly and lowered himself on top of me.
I helped lowering him slowly, but insisting, downwards until I felt his tight entrance around me. I kept going slow, watching him shutting his eyes tightly.
,,If it hurts you, I will pull out, okay?'' I moaned slightly, not sure if I even could at this point. But instead of demanding me to do so, he looked up at me, leaned forward and kissed me hard, surprising me, with the sudden movement of him moving down at the same time.
It seemed it surprised him as well, because he let go of my mouth, moaning so loudly I was thankfully his mother wasn't home. He held still for a moment, before he began moving up and down on his own, sending waves of pleasure through my body. Letting him decide the speed was a wise move, and I could concentrate on touching and kissing him at the same time.
,,It is good? Does it hurt you, sir?'' I asked, not being able to control my voice any longer. This was more intense than I had imagined, and the desire to ram into him, hard, was so tempting, but I needed to stay focused.
,,It's… good… It feels weird… I feel so… full…'' he moaned, looking at me with blurred eyes.
,,Please don't say lewd things like that, Master, I might not be able to hold back,'' I warned, feeling my body meet his movements, enjoying every moment of it.
,,I… I'm about to cum…'' he moaned, pressing harder down unto my cock. ,,Please hurry,'' he begged. He didn't have to say that twice. I placed both hands on his hips, fucking him hard and deep. He nearly shrieked when he came all over my stomach. I kissed him passionately, trying to lower his voice, when I felt the orgasm overtake me as I filled him up.
We separated to get air, looking mesmerized at each other. I was still inside him, feeling him twitch around me, and how my cum slowly tried to leak out of him.
,,We should probably get cleaned,'' I said slowly, feeling how he pulled away so I fell out of him. He was too tired to keep standing up, so instead he fell down into my arms. For a moment, I enjoyed the relaxing sound of our uneven breaths slowly synchronizing.
,,What… just happened, Glumshanks?'' he said with closed eyes. ,,That was… powerful…'' I smiled and kissed his forehead, making him look at me again.
,,This is what sex between men is like,'' I said slowly. ,,I… I should probably not have done that…'' I continued and stood up, leaving my little lord at the mattress.
,,But why not, Glummy? Isn't this something lovers do?'' I froze and looked back at his confused stare.
,,Lovers? You don't even know what that is,'' I said, somewhat coldly, before leaving to clean myself. Somehow, the warm, tingly feeling was all gone now.
