4.
Tired
-Farkle
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I'm so tired of this all.
It's raining and I'm warm while there are people
Who are starving!
I am tired of the money and I'm tired of the world.
.
Stop throwing your fake smiles at me
You know that I'm not interested
I'm sick of playing games with you
I know that you don't care for me!
.
There's nowhere I would rather be
Than home where people do love me
But I have never been there yet
So maybe there's no hope for me
.
I'm done with catching up
And choking on your dust
Because I'm really freaking tired
Of being supporting cast,
Of false drama that never ends of hidden glances
And Fake Friends.
.
So leave me in this hole
You hadn't noticed that I fell.
Because my lines are getting fewer
In this show that is your lives
And if we met a second time
Maybe I'd be better.
.
Shove my script inside the shredder
Feel my insides in your blender
And I'm tired of the crying and the sobs
That you don't see,
Because you never cared to see
Because you're busy with your boys
Philosophical little toys
Popularity and noise.
.
I am here by accident,
By happy little accident,
My lineage might've ended
In a concentration camp.
The dollars are my pillow
Doesn't matter if I'm smart!
.
So shut up! Quiet all of you.
Let me sleep for now.
Because I'm tired and exhausted
Of pretentious petty lies
And I'm sorry I won't abide
To you sitcom of a life.
Because I'm tired of this game.
And I'm tired of goodbyes.
Haha remember when I said it would be happy this time? Yeah. Yeah that um...didn't happen.
Seriously though, can we talk about Farkle for a minute. Because I feel like he has the deepest psychological story, yes even more than Maya, but he is getting less and less screen time.
They could have had such a real arc with the Girl Meets Money, and it was such a missed opportunity. And even Smackle, at first the little 'Lucas-reverse-teasing' gimmick was funny and cute. But now they do it so much that it's awkward and Farkle is obviously uncomfortable.
Anyway...
Reviews:
magsdelena: Thank you! Glad you like it!
Ms Silhouette: Lol, I'm happy you like it! I love Smarkle!
