4.

Tired

-Farkle


.

I'm so tired of this all.

It's raining and I'm warm while there are people

Who are starving!

I am tired of the money and I'm tired of the world.

.

Stop throwing your fake smiles at me

You know that I'm not interested

I'm sick of playing games with you

I know that you don't care for me!

.

There's nowhere I would rather be

Than home where people do love me

But I have never been there yet

So maybe there's no hope for me

.

I'm done with catching up

And choking on your dust

Because I'm really freaking tired

Of being supporting cast,

Of false drama that never ends of hidden glances

And Fake Friends.

.

So leave me in this hole

You hadn't noticed that I fell.

Because my lines are getting fewer

In this show that is your lives

And if we met a second time

Maybe I'd be better.

.

Shove my script inside the shredder

Feel my insides in your blender

And I'm tired of the crying and the sobs

That you don't see,

Because you never cared to see

Because you're busy with your boys

Philosophical little toys

Popularity and noise.

.

I am here by accident,

By happy little accident,

My lineage might've ended

In a concentration camp.

The dollars are my pillow

Doesn't matter if I'm smart!

.

So shut up! Quiet all of you.

Let me sleep for now.

Because I'm tired and exhausted

Of pretentious petty lies

And I'm sorry I won't abide

To you sitcom of a life.

Because I'm tired of this game.

And I'm tired of goodbyes.


Haha remember when I said it would be happy this time? Yeah. Yeah that um...didn't happen.

Seriously though, can we talk about Farkle for a minute. Because I feel like he has the deepest psychological story, yes even more than Maya, but he is getting less and less screen time.

They could have had such a real arc with the Girl Meets Money, and it was such a missed opportunity. And even Smackle, at first the little 'Lucas-reverse-teasing' gimmick was funny and cute. But now they do it so much that it's awkward and Farkle is obviously uncomfortable.

Anyway...

Reviews:

magsdelena: Thank you! Glad you like it!

Ms Silhouette: Lol, I'm happy you like it! I love Smarkle!