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Edward's POV:
I felt like shit today, I couldn't believe what my mother had asked me to do last night, why would she want me to do that? I sat in Biology replaying last night in my mind as I waited for class to start, feeling the anger burning up inside me. I knew that Bella would be here soon, and I knew she had spotted the cuts on my arm yesterday, so today I had hidden them by wearing my black leather jacket. I know she wouldn't care but I didn't want anyone to see them, I had my own reasons for doing it and it was no-one else's business. I knew I had offended her yesterday, and although she was beautiful, I didn't care, I had no time to build any relationships with anyone.
She walked through the door not even looking at me, was she intimidated by me? Now that was pathetic, she sat down still not looking at me.
After a while I guess she finally had the guts to look at me, I turned my head towards her, expecting her to turn away, but she didn't instead she just stared, as if she was unable to look away.
"Wow. You look awful" she said, a shocked look immediately upon her face, like she didn't mean what she said, like it carelessly slipped out.
"Whats it to you?" I snapped back,
"It's not" She whispered, "Maybe it just slipped out"
"Well next time, think about what you say before you say it" I said, I could feel rage building up inside me.
"Okay, you know what?" she began, "I can't believe how rude you've been to me, and frankly I'm sick of it" she said, trying to be confident.
"Awh, well there's nothing you can do about it sweetie" I said sarcastically.
"Thats too bad, but you don't have to be so rude, you can't take your anger out on me" she paused "oh wait you don't, you take it out on your wrists" she spat, scowling at me.
That was it, the anger was going to burst out of me, and I couldn't control it.
"You don't know anything about me, so what makes you think you can judge me?" My voice began to get louder, she didn't respond, she looked upset as if she didn't mean it again, I didn't care, how dare she judge me like that?!
"Come on, tell me" I said, getting angrier that she wasn't answering me.
"That's what I thought, well you know what? FUCK YOU" I shouted
"Edward?!" I saw Mr. Banner throwing a shocked look at me.
I looked around and saw the rest of the class staring at me, I can't deal with this, my eyes began to well with tears, but them I could control. I stood up and stormed out of the class. I had to calm myself down, I went to my car to do something which I knew would help me feel relaxed.
Bella's POV:
I couldn't believe that Edward had exploded at me like that. I wanted to cry, I felt incredibly awful for what I had said to him, I really didn't mean it, I couldn't believe I had been so rude to him, he was obviously sensitive about it, but I truly felt guilty. I had not been brought up that way, I was never brought up to be so rude, but it just slipped, I immediately regretted saying it after the words had left my lips. I felt a presence next to me.
"Bella, are you alright?" Mr. Banner asked looking genuinley concerned.
"I .. uh.. I'm fine" I replied,
"Okay, lets get back to work class"
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"Bella, whats wrong?" I heard Rose say, looking at me across the table,
"Rose.. I'm disgusted with myself"
"Why Bells?"
"I said something to Edward, and it really offended him, he shouted at me, and I really feel guilty Rose"
"Bella, maybe the right thing to do would be to apologize, it would make you feel a hell of a lot better"
I knew she was right, but could I really face him again?
"What if he shouts at me again Rose? I don't know if I could handle that"
"Then Bells, at least you can say that you tried, you'd never have to talk to him again"
"Thanks Rose" I said standing up from the table and putting my arms around her shoulders, pulling her into a small hug.
"No probs, hon" she replied leaning her head against my arms.
That night Rose and Alice decided to make me feel better, we rented a movie, ordered pizza, and played on the Wii that Carlisle and Esme had got us as a housewarming present last year. I instantly felt better, I loved my two best friends, they knew how to make me feel better and I knew that they were always there for me, as I was for them.
That night I dreamt of him, I dreamt of Edward. Although I wouldn't call it a dream, it was a nightmare. I was running through a dark forest, I had no idea why I was running, yet my legs carried on going. I stopped when I saw a tall man, he looked very much like Edward, only an older more muscular version of him. I saw him shouting at Edward and I couldn't hear what he was saying, Edward looked extremely scared. I looked on in shock as his father began to beat him, punching, kicking and scratching at Edward. I opened my mouth to scream but nothing came out, I tried screaming his name and still nothing. I fell to my knees as I saw blood cover Edwards skin and he fell to the ground, his father stood by his motionless body, booming out an evil, sinister laugh.
I sat up in my bed, my head covered in sweat and gasping for breath,
"Bella, it's okay" Alice said, she was sat up in her bed on the other side of my bedroom "you were just having a nightmare, it's okay its over" she soothed.
I didn't sleep well after that, the dream was so vivid, so real, it was disturbing. I knew that I had to apologize to Edward, he was right, I can't judge him, I don't blame him for his outburst. I was just hoping that he would forgive me. I really wanted him to forgive me. For some reason I felt drawn to him, I wanted to learn more about him, I was upset at the prospect that I might never get to know him, he may never forgive me, and I knew that it was my fault. I just wanted to turn over a new leaf with him, maybe we could be friends. I doubted it.
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