I wake up with a pounding headache. I feel really sick.
My mother walks into my room and sits at the edge of my bed.
"How are you feeling, honey?" She coos.
I pull off a smile and say , "I'm fine."
"Have you remembered anything?" She says with a smile.
I shake my head.
Her eyes look at the floor and she sighs, "It'll come back. Sooner or later." She kisses my forehead and walks to the door, "Breakfast is ready. Come when you're ready."
She closes the door and I get out of bed.
I run to the bathroom as soon as I feel the nausea but luckily I don't throw up.
Maybe it's my stomach getting accustomed to normal food, not like the cardboard food from the hospital.
I shrug it off and get ready.
I walk down the stairs and make my way through this unfamiliar house.
When I walk into the kitchen, I see a girl and a guy. My parents are talking to them.
"Oh! There she is." My mom points me out.
The girl runs up to me, "Tris! Oh my god you're okay."
The guy walks behind her. The girl wraps her arms around me. Was I suppose to hug her back?
She faces me and says, "I'm Christina, remember?"
I just look at her face.
"And I'm Will." He says with a smile.
"I'm sorry...I..." I shake my head as I let my voice fade away.
"You have to remember something. We've been best friends for as long as I can remember. You have to remember all of our moments, adventures.." Christina says with tears in her eyes.
Will leans down and whispers , "It's not her fault, just let it go."
Christina let's the tears falls and she runs to the front door.
I open to say something but Will cuts me off, "She's just very emotional." He flashes me a smile, "I'll see you later." Then he runs after Christina.
I turn to my mother and father.
"I didn't mean to make her cry.. " I say quietly
"We know, it's okay. She's just very dramatic."
I shrug and walk to the front door. They run behind me saying, "Where are you going, Beatrice?"
"I'm going for a walk.." I say pointing outside.
My father nods to my mother and they let me go.
After an hour walking I decide to go back home.
My head started pounding and I pinched the bridge of my nose.
Thats when I got the memory.
It was in a dark room. There was candles everywhere.
What the heck..?
Then I see who's on the bed.
Me and Tobias.
Oh god, do I need to watch this...
They're kissing and touching each other and it's really hard to believe that's even me. I'm hoping to get out of this memory before anything happens.
I close my eyes and concentrate.
Get me the hell out of here.
Get me the hell out of here.
I open my eyes and I'm on the ground staring ahead of me.
Me and Tobias must have been.. pretty close.
I get up and continue my walk home. But I turn around and I see a black car.
A block later I see the same car.
Yay, I'm getting trailed.
Is it the same blonde later from my memory?
Im not going to stick around to find out. I hurry my pace. By the time I get home I am struggling to catch my breath.
My mother asks me if I'm okay and a billion other questions, I say yes a billion times and run up to my room.
I've been in here for less than a week.. but still. It's the only place I feel safe.
I take a shower and get dressed in pjs.
A picture of me catches my eye and I take one step towards it when I hear it.
Creak.
I look down at the floor boards and I put pressure on it again.
Creak.
I get down and knock on this piece of wood and it sounds hollow.
I inch my fingernails to the tiny crack and it opened. I opened the piece of floorboard and there was a box inside.
Intrigued, I look inside the box to see a book.
I take it in my hands and written across the cover says, "Diary."
Interesting.
I skim through it and skip to the most recent entry.
"Dear diary,
It's been a week since.. the night. I've been feeling sick and I'm afraid. If this is true, I can't tell him. I can't tell Tobias.
Only if it's true.
Only if I really am pregnant."
My eyes widen and my breath hitches.
The book drops from my hands and I put as much distance from me and the book as possible.
No.
No.
No.
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