(I AM SO SORRY FOR THE DELAY! My computer is still broken and I'm hopefully going to get a USB to help me update a lot sooner than I have but I promise it will be soon as possible)
"What do you mean?" Eren says pulling away from Levi's beautiful lips slowly. "Even though you were a boy, I still seemed to have small feelings and I had found you quite attractive. But now, I'm not sure which I like more I suppose" Levi replies, quite sternly in fact.
Eren looks away and sighs then looks back at Levi, "So, when I get back to normal, I suppose it'll be like this had never happened?"
"Maybe, maybe not. Stop assuming things little shit, you worry too much" Levi says smirking, and then grunts.
"Well, I need to be heading off to bed now, and you should be too" He says standing up, "But sir! Tomorrow's just a day for the cadet's to relax" Eren says, Levi could tell that Eren was aggravated. "Yeah well, I don't care. You're a huge shitty brat without your sleep, Even though you always are." Eren grunts and looks away, angry with the captain. Levi continues "And I don't need you being a royal pain in my ass" He finished while walking over to the exit.
Eren smiles and laughs. "Sir?"
"Yes?"
"Are you okay? You know with Petra?" she asks cautiously.
"I don't know what you mean. Goodnight Yeager." Levi leaves the room, closing the door behind him.
"Goodnight… captain."
Dreaming…. So… so? Peacefully. Eren's floating around in the thing that Armin had always called an ocean. 'smells like salt' Eren thinks to herself 'it's so peaceful and cool. So beautiful' Eren is shaken awake.
"What and the ever living fucks!" Eren yells, she looks up and ends up looking into a big pair of beautiful blue eyes. It's Petra.
"Eren? It's me. I'm going out on a private expedition. I knew I needed to tell someone and I couldn't think of anyone else to tell besides you. Well, who wouldn't blab? Don't tell anyone! Got it?" Petra whispers in a low voice. "Huh?" Eren sits up rubbing her eyes, yawning. "Just do what I had told you! Okay?"
"Yeah sure, whatever" Eren says annoyed at the fact that the sun had just barley came up. Eren lays back down as Petra disappears into the darkness. "Oh, and before I go, If anyone else asks where I went. I'll need you to check go to my room, there will be a note on the bed for you" she finishes leaving the room and closing the door. Eren sticks her thumb up in the air and rubs her eyes once more; she realizes it's probably about after dawn. She decides to get up and take a nice long hot shower.
Once Eren was done in the shower and proceeding to get her uniform on, she hears Hanji out in the hallway yelling something but she couldn't quite make it out. Eren finished up and realized that she had been in the shower for about an hour and everyone else was getting up, that and Hanji seemed to be waking everyone up herself.
"WHERE"S PETRA?!" Hanji yells in Eren's ear from behind her, making her jump about 3 feet in the air. 'Petra said not to tell anyone where she had went, she trusted me with that. Okay, wait she said to check her room.' "I'll go check her room!" Eren says speeding off in the direction of the girl's dormitories.
Eren proceeds to Petra's room, seems no one had thought to go there in the first place.
She enters the room slowly, and then she is surprised with a sudden rush of a fresh cool breeze flowing in from the open window in the room. Eren notices the so called 'note' Petra had left for her on her bed like she had said she'd done. Eren reaches for the note that was lightly sitting under a tiny pebble on top of her pillow.
Eren's eyes widen then fill up with tears, as then that's when she notices that it was in fact a suicide note. Sort of, it was more of a poem but still suicidal all the same. (I don't own this poem) She read's the poem aloud.
A locked door, a rusty razor, a towel stained with red.
A broken mirror, a folded note, a young girl lies there dead.
Her thoughts are in a tangle, and the room begins to swirl.
She was mommy's perfect angel, and daddy's little girl.
That, in fact I am. I'm sorry.
Love, Petra
Tears begin pouring from Eren's eyes as she falls to her knees on the floor. 'How can this be happening?! This isn't fair! It's my fault… I should have thought before I let her leave on her own for Christ sakes!' Eren books it for the mess hall where everyone should be proceeding for breakfast.
Everyone looks in the direction of the door of where Eren had burst in; everyone can clearly see the tears flooding from her eyes. Hanji is the first to speak up from where she and Levi had been sitting. "Eren?! What is it? What's wrong?" Hanji runs over to her with a worried look in her eyes, Eren collapses into her arms in tears. Hanji proceeds to take the note from Eren's crunched up hand, she reads it and frowns.
Armin walks over and helps Eren up along with Mikasa, Hanji turns to Armin "Get Captain Levi, he might want to see this" "Yes Ma'am!" Armin salutes and runs across the room to the Captain's table. He shows up to where they had sat down barley seconds later.
"What is it?" He looks from Eren to Hanji with a questioning look upon his face, which was rare.
Hanji hands him the note, he reads it and frown's the same way Hanji had. "Get the troops ready, we have to find her" he says simply looking at Hanji. "But sir..." She's interrupted with a blood curdling scream from Levi "NOW! AND DON'T QUESTION ME AGAIN" Hanji's jaw drops and runs off to start the search.
Levi stands there breathing heavily, not moving an inch. Eren slowly moves up to her shorter captains back and places a hand on his shoulder and he turns around a little bit to see who and why someone had touched him. "We'll find her Captain" Eren says lightly, still with tears in her eyes.
"I doubt it, but thanks for trying brat" Levi suddenly pushes Eren's hand off his shoulder and storms out of the room towards his quarters.
(Later that following evening)
Eren was slinking down the hallway after hearing the news. It only had taken them a few hours to find her body, but she was definitely dead, no doubt about that. No one was truly sure why it had happened but it did.
Eren stops in-front of Captain Levi's door.
Her hand was shaking as she tries to knock.
