Hedoo everyone... Alright here's the deal... I'll try and keep writing if ppl Review.. tell me what I'm doin wrong(but be NICE!) -lol- ..I'm still new at this stuff and wanna learn more.
-B-
-Chapter 5-
When Sam woke up she kissed Austin softly so she didn't wake him up. Then she went to one of the boxes and got her journal and started to write….
"As the day goes by"
As the day's go by
The more you realize
How much you really love him
As the days go by
The more you realize
You want to spend the rest of your life with him
As the days go by
The more you realize
How much precious time you have with him
As the days go by
The more I realize
My heart needs him to keep life going
"Why"
Why do I have to let go of you?
If I don't want to
Why do I have to stop loving you?
If I don't want to
Why do I have to let go of you?
When I want you to hold me every moment I am awake
Why do I have to waste my time?
With other guys when I know you are the one
Why do I have to move miles away?
If I know I am coming back?
Why does my heart ache when I am away from you?
Why...
"Clear"
The older you get
The more things come to you
Such as how to speak or how to read
Sometimes things took longer than others
Sometimes it seemed useless...
It didn't seem clear why
Your parents treated you like you were little all the time
But then it became clear...
But the only thing that did not take time for me to understand
Was when I told you I loved you
"Distractions"
Everything seems to get in the way
The way of me wanting to be with you
You seem not to care the way I feel
Feelings i am forced inside of me
Inside of me they are hiding.
Hiding behind the distractions that I put you through.
"Smile"
A frown is hid by a smile that hides the soul
Soul is the feeling you only know yourself
Yourself is something that shall never be changed
Changed is showing the frown that was changed
Behind the smile
"Hiding"
When you write a letter you can hide
Behind the hand writing
When you type a letter you can hide
The words
But when you're a person you can't
Hide the feelings towards each other "
"Baby what you writing?" Austin said with a sleepy voice. "Oh nothing sleepy head" He smiled and she got up and gave him a kiss.
-Dingdong-
"I'll get it…" Sam said getting the door. "HE---"
"I am so sorry I know it is really early or what ever but I kind of need to talk to you about something. I am not sure about it-" She looks up at Austin… "Umm… Can we talk in private?"
"Oh, Yea sure come in the bed room…" They walk in the room. "What's wrong?"
"I think I am pregnant. I didn't want to say anything yesterday because I didn't want to ruin the night."
"Oh… That's not bad, did you tell Michael?"
"No, I don't know for a fact and I don't want to worry him about it"
"You act like it is a bad thing… What's wrong?"
"Lets just say Michael does not want any kids EVER!, & really he shouldn't EVER have kids."
"I don't get it"
Karissa's phone rings
"Yea Ok, I'll be right there baby", "He needs to talk to me… I'll talk to you later"
Sam walks Karissa out… "Well if you need anything call me"
"Alright" Karissa gave Sam a hug.
Austin came out from the corner and grabbed Sam by the waist.
"So what was that about" Austin asked
"She thinks she's pregnant"
"That's great for them"
"No, But she is acting really weird about it… Like it is a bad thing"
"Maybe… she is just nervous."
"Hopefully"
Austin pulled Sam over to their bed and pulled her to the bed. "How about we sleep for a little bit more"
She smiled…and grabbed on to him and laid her head on his chest.
"I LOVE YOU BABY" She says
"I LOVE YOU MORE"
"Not possible"
He kisses her forehead and says, "Baby, You just don't know"
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-B-
