I've done some changes in this chapter as well. As some of you might remember there was a backyard scene where Brittany and Santana were involved but I've decided to change their characters for the sake of giving the story the depth that I'm trying to get to. (Hopefully) AND it wasn't a cousin; they were the kids of her mother's cousin. I understand though and I'm sorry if the last chapter made you uncomfortable. I promise to give you a heads up for upcoming chapters.
Warnings: BJs and a bathroom scene NSFW.
Thanks for reading, you're amazing and reading your comments and feedback might be my favorite thing about all of this. (Besides writing it of course) Enjoy.
4. Too tempting to pass
"So, you want me to say that your non-existent girlfriend helped me plan this evening, is that correct?" asked a confused Judy for the third time as she looked at her only daughter.
"Exactly mom, you got it" said a smiling Quinn but that didn't really help Judy understand anything at all.
The older blonde took a deep calming breath to clear her mind. Quinn was asking her to do something that didn't make much sense –or sense at all - because her daughter had never introduced a real girlfriend to Judy in her life, so it was understandable the kind of confusion that the lady felt at the moment.
"Why exactly?" she asked and she watched with hidden amusement how Quinn searched her brain for a lie. Judy knew that the closest thing that her only daughter has ever come to have a girlfriend had been Santana and that hadn't ended very well when it did, she was surprised –and more than a little relieved- when she noticed how both girls seemed to get along better as friends.
"Mom please. Just do it, if anyone asks just say that my girlfriend helped you and you don't know why she's not here tonight, please" she begged and Judy would have asked more questions in that moment because the whole lie was a little off but Quinn looked stressed as it was and she wanted to give her a little comfort.
"Fine, fine" said Judy as she went back to her cooking. "Make sure you're around though."
"Of course." Quinn kissed her mom's cheek and ran up the stairs to her room.
She was aware of the big fat lie she was building but Julie wouldn't find out about anything and even if she did, Quinn was starting to realize that she didn't own the woman any explanation at all. Julie was a married woman after all and what they had was just a onetime thing, even if it hurt and Quinn knew that it did. It always did.
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A couple of hours later Judy Fabray found herself sitting in her living room with all her best friends around. It had been so long since the last time they did this, get together to chat, play some poker and drink some wine just because, that she was starting to realize that she really missed her girls.
After the divorce Judy had been left devastated. What with a daughter to take care off and a house to support. Sure, she still got Russell's child support money for Quinn but it wasn't enough. However, between tears and desperation she had found out who her true friends really were.
The ladies that were currently laughing at one of the many jokes of Jennifer in her living room, had helped her until she was back on her feet and no longer whining about being a single mom.
Judy smiled to herself as memories ran through her head. The many times that Julie would appear at her door step with a new job offer, or Jennifer helping her with some of the work she sometimes took home with her, the way Marissa always dropped by and cook dinner with her when she was feeling overwhelmed, or how Liza would offer to babysit Quinn and never charged her a single penny for it. They were really good friends and she wouldn't trade them for anything in the world.
So she raised her glass and immersed in a heartfelt toast in name of her sisters, in many ways.
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Quinn's backyard wasn't as spacious as Santana's and the pool was half the size, but there was a large swing in the back that all of them simply adored because it was big enough for all of them.
The laughter coming from inside her house let Quinn know that her mom was having fun, not as much fun as she was having in that moment, but still. She loved seeing her mother happy and the women inside her house right now, had the magic ability to put a smile on Judy's face with just showing up.
"Shit" she hissed, suddenly very aware of what was happening in the swing. When Quinn looked down she didn't even saw Vanessa's face, just a mass of blonde hair on her lap as her blonde friend blew her off. Puck was chanting some kind of pray while he looked at the clear sky above them as Andrea worked her mouth fast on him.
"Just like that babe… fuck you're good" Puck always turned verbose when he was being blown off and it always made Quinn laugh. Shivers ran all over her body when Vanessa's hands started to lift her shirt and her nails ran on her stomach.
She loved when they scratched her. This was another secret that she shared exclusively with Santana. Only the brunette knew how much Quinn loved to feel the slight pain that scratching brought with it when she was having sex and as Vanessa was doing it while Quinn was buried deep down her throat, she felt a loud moan erupt from the pit of her stomach and out.
"God, Nessa" she tangled her hands in golden locks as Puck was coming apart right beside her. She saw Andrea jump back before anything could get to her and the disgusted look on her face as Puck finished the job by himself on the loan.
"Jesus" Vanessa was really an expert at blowjobs and Quinn was seriously about to see stars –she knew she'd see stars- but then the blonde tucked her hands down and gripped Quinn's testicles lightly and that's when Quinn pushed her back by the shoulders, carefully.
"I'm gonna come" she hurriedly said but Vanessa smiled up at her and covered the head of her penis with her lips once more.
At this point Quinn was oblivious of the look on Andrea's and Puck's faces, as the one looked with an amused expression and the other with a smirk on her face.
"Damn it Nessa!" Puck said without being able to hold his cheering.
With one last suck on her head and Vanessa's heavenly hands squeezing her balls, Quinn came with a loud groan and down her friend's throat. But Vanessa wasn't making it any easier on Quinn as she kept sucking; she was well oblivious to the looks she was getting and the pained expression on Quinn's face.
"My God, Nessa. Baby, stop, stop" she laughed as Vanessa looked up at her.
"How was it?" she asked eagerly as she tucked Quinn back inside her boxers and jeans.
"Nessa, you. God" with a raged breath and still trembling limbs, Quinn carried Nessa onto her lap and planted a thankful kiss on soft lips. "You are always amazing, Nessa. Always" she said sincerely.
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As Jennifer pulled out of her purse a bottle of Tequila everyone dissipated to get the proper ingredients for it and she was finally able to get a minute alone with a very -obviously- restless Julie.
"Spill it. We only have like two minutes" she ordered as she turned around to face the woman. Only said woman didn't say a word and simply shrugged her shoulders while she eyed the stairs for the hundredth time since they had gotten to Judy's house.
Jennifer already had an idea of what was really going on with her closest friend but she needed her to come clean before she made any kind of comment about it.
"All is fine" Julie said but the frown on her forehead told a different story and Jennifer forgot what she had been thinking a second ago. She just didn't really have the patience.
"Who are you kidding?" she growled playfully. "You've been practically praying to the Gods that a certain blonde walks down those stairs so you can eye-sex her with your big lust filled cougar eyes."
Julie simply smiled, used to her friend's long rants and didn't say anything. Her thoughts quickly took her back to two days ago when she had that blonde in her house and the feeling of waking up in her arms had been almost too scary to not noticed or have it imprinted in her brain.
"Julie" Jennifer tentatively called.
"Ok, yes. I want to see her, can you blame me? What is the big deal?"
Jennifer took a deep breath and decided that she didn't really want to go down a heated argument in this moment and especially not in Judy's house, so she did what she did best when she wanted to avoid trouble. She made fun of it.
"I thought I saw you limping"
"I wasn't" Julie hurriedly denied but at Jennifer's teasing smile she rolled her eyes.
"I know I was" she shrugged easily, waiting for a reaction and Julie didn't disappointed.
Julie's jaw tensed and threw her shoulders back, she was pissed and Jennifer was starting to get concerned.
"Look, don't get any wrong ideas about this. Quinn just happens to be good in bed and that's all she's ever going to be good at, for us, okay?"
"What is wrong with you?" Julie suddenly felt very protective of the girl and her eyes expressed all the rage she felt towards her friend at that moment. "She is a person, not a fuck toy that you can use any time you want."
"Julie" Jennifer called, this time there was no room for teasing or playfulness. "You can't" she simply said when Julie met her eyes. "You can't, it's wrong."
"Can't what exactly?"
"You can't get into anything with her, she's practically a child and the only reason I told you about her was because you were so sexually frustrated that I seriously considered offering you my kind services at one point because Jesus"
"Now, that's wrong" Julie shivered at the images that were popping in her head.
"Seriously Julie, you can't though"
"You don't know what you're talking about or what goes inside my head" Jennifer really would have laughed at that because Julie was like an open book for her and she could see the hope and nervous running through her eyes and body language perfectly clear.
"It's wrong"
"And fucking her is not?" Julie glared at her.
"She is a teenager. We did her a favor by making one of her dreams a reality and a good lay it's only going to make her a more confident human being in the future but she doesn't need a grown up woman clinging on to her when she was never looking for anything complicated."
Jennifer's words stunk, and bad but that only made Julie angrier. "A child? Really, Jennifer? You're coming up with that just now? You just thought about it? Just realized it?"
Jennifer took the killer looks without flinching. Sometimes she hated to know Julie so well. She knew that whatever her friend is thinking, she's not going to just forget about.
"She did you and me in the same week. Do you think we're the only ones that she slept with this week?" Julie shook her head and looked down. She almost huffed but the sudden press on her chest prevented her to.
"I just want to see her" she finally said and with that they felt silent until Judy, Marissa and Liza returned with lemons and salt from the kitchen.
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It didn't take long for all of them to get buzzed. Jennifer's tequila was always the best. The only one who had only drank two shots was Julie and that's why she was still laughing properly, not like Jennifer was doing, or even worse, Liza.
"Excuse me" as she stood up she realized that if she wanted to stay sober she needed to stop drinking any further. Tequila wasn't something to mess with after all. Her gaze was already a little fuzzy.
With her mind set on retouching her make-up, Julie made her way towards the bathroom but just as she was about to reach for the handle, the door swung open and a mass of blond hair crushed with her. There was a second of utter terror where Julie saw herself hitting the floor, but that didn't happen as two strong arms around her waist easily steadied her.
"I'm so sorry" Quinn apologized and quickly removed her arms when she noticed who she was actually holding. Julie smiled, her eyes shining with something the teen couldn't quite explain.
"It's okay" she whispered, her eyes never leaving Quinn's and the smile a permanent feature on her lips. For a moment Julie truly saw Quinn and what she found made her lose her breath. Quinn's eyes were really hypnotizing. How come has she never noticed before? "I thought you weren't here."
"Yeah, I was in the backyard" Quinn nodded her head, making her discomfort known but Julie saw this as an opportunity and she couldn't let it pass. She had been waiting to see Quinn the entire night. "Everyone in there looks pretty wasted" the teen laughed awkwardly.
"We're having so much fun"
"Yeah, I haven't seen my mom laugh like that in a long time"
"We should do this more often" Julie took a step closer and Quinn locked eyes with the lady. This was the last thing that she wanted to do tonight. She was supposed to be avoiding the woman and now they were standing at the end of the hallway, alone.
"You look sober" the blond noticed with a tight smile.
"I'm not drinking that much" Julie tucked her hair behind her ear and looked down, suddenly reminding Quinn of a nervous little girl. The image didn't suit her quite well and it reminded the teen of someone else. Julie wasn't supposed to remind her of Rachel. This wasn't supposed to be happening at all.
"Enjoy the rest of your evening" Quinn said with the purpose of going back to the backyard but before she could take a single step Julie's hand wrapped around her wrist.
"Don't go" she whispered with trembling lips and watery eyes. "Please."
"What do you want from me?" Quinn asked as she let herself be pulled closer.
"I just…"
"I'm not a person you want to get involved with" the teen said and after two seconds of consideration she pulled Julie inside the bathroom, closing the door behind them.
"I'm not asking you for anything" the lady tried.
"Then what do you want? What we did it's done but I can't give you anything else"
"I'm not…" Julie swallowed the pried that was fighting against her and she reached out to hold Quinn's shirt and pull her closer. "I just want you to kiss me"
"That's not what I meant" Quinn shook her head, still very aware of the resemblance of the woman with Rachel and for some reason that's the only motive why she wasn't pulling away. "I won't jump into anything with you Julie. You need to understand that"
"I'm not asking you for something like that"
"Then what do you want?" the blonde begged to know. She knew that the smart thing to do was to get out of that bathroom but Quinn couldn't leave. Something was keeping her in there with Julie and it was very confusing but not scary enough to make her run. The truth was, she wanted Julie and she couldn't deny it.
"I just want you. One more time" Julie begged and Quinn's rational thinking flew out of the window at the admission.
As she crashed her lips against Julie's she realized that all she wanted from the woman was exactly what she was about to get, sex. It was the desire to have her again, the excitement of knowing that she was doing something so wrong that didn't allow her to stop. She felt invincible and she couldn't really complain about the deal either. She promised herself right there, as she squeezed Julie's breasts with force above her silk dress that this will be the last time that she indulged in any kind of activity with Julie at all.
"God" Julie moaned softly as Quinn took her rushed kisses down her chin and neck, her hands never stilling as she pushed the woman's dress up her hips to be able to tuck her fingers on her panties and pushed them down in a hurry.
There was nothing romantic about this and Quinn was going to make sure that she didn't look at Julie's eyes while they did it for a second time; she was not going to make that same mistake twice. Quinn just wanted sex and she wasn't going to worry about what Julie wanted, even if she felt a pang of guilt on her chest at the mere thought.
With her panties on the floor, Julie didn't waste any time and worked fast on Quinn's pants as the teenager refused to look up at her. The throbbing between her legs was unbearable and it almost overshadowed the guilt, but only almost. It felt worse than the first time.
"Quinn" she hissed softly when the teen bit her shoulder as she squeezed her member. It was embarrassing the kind of pride that showered Julie when she felt how aroused Quinn was.
At the feeling of Julie's hands squeezing her Quinn's mind focused on the task at hand and nothing more. She felt like she was about to explode if she didn't get inside the woman. She pushed the dress up higher as Julie pushed down her boxers along with her pants.
Quinn took a moment to look down and see how hard she had gotten with just the thought of having Julie again. Her cock stood proudly between their bodies as Julie shivered with anticipation in front of her. Quinn took off her shirt and picked the woman up before pushing her against her door.
"Are you sure you want this again?" she whispered in the woman's ear but Julie was already reaching down and guiding her cock to her wet lips, rubbing Quinn on her slit before pushing the cock down to her entrance.
The teen smirked before she pushed all the way inside the woman. She barely heard the intake of breath coming from Julie because she was too busy trying to control herself at the moment. There was something about Julie, Quinn didn't know what but she felt so delicious and addictive, and all Quinn wanted to do was fuck her raw against that door. Fuck her hard until she screamed. She wanted to turn her into a verbose mess.
She pulled back her hips and thrust back inside with force, but still all Julie did was hold onto her tighter and lose her breath. Quinn thrust harder and each time she put a little more force but Julie didn't utter a word, not even her name fell from the woman's lips and Quinn finally pulled back her face to look at her.
Julie's face was flushed and her lips were parted but she wasn't making any noises. For some reason this made Quinn rage with a new desire and as she locked her eyes with Julie's she picked up her pace and put as much force as she could manage in each thrust with the intention of make her scream.
Her legs started to burn for holding Julie's weight up and her hands weren't doing any better, and Quinn was aware that if a scream came to be, everyone in the living would be able to hear but she needed Julie to come apart in her arms.
She picked up her pace again as Julie's breath started to cut and little whimpers erupted in sync with Quinn's hard thrusts. The blonde smiled at hearing the little sounds and it only made her speed up her movements. Julie bit her lip to keep herself from saying anything but Quinn was hitting every single spot inside of her that were threatening to make her lose consciousness and she wasn't sure if she was going to be able to hold any longer.
"Quinn" she finally breathed out a plea but Quinn only thrust harder than before. Those hazel eyes were staring at her with such intensity that were daring her to make a sound and Julie couldn't hold back anymore when she felt her orgasm hit her from within, spreading all over her body and electrifying her clit with multiple spasms, but as soon as her mouth dropped open Quinn's lips were pressed against hers, impending her from letting everyone know what they were doing in the bathroom.
"You look so sexy when you're coming" Quinn whispered in her ear right before Julie felt the warm and thick release of the teen painting her walls from inside. She could have seen Quinn's face as she orgasm had she been able to open her eyes for more than a second.
Quinn moved her hips slowly and in circles as she rested her forehead on Julie's shoulder, allowing them both to enjoy till the last shock of ecstasy washed over them. Carefully, she put Julie down as she slipped out of the woman. She handed her a couple of paper towels quickly when she noticed the mess in the woman's pussy and thighs.
She looked like a mess herself. Quinn wasn't going to be able to deny that she just had sex in the bathroom to her friends when she went back to the backyard and she knew it, only this time she wasn't going to deny Puck the details that he'd want.
If she wanted Julie to be just another girl, she needed to treat her exactly like that.
She fixed her clothes and picked up her shirt from the floor in silence, she washed her face and even combed her hair before she finally looked at her lover for the night. Julie looked… devastated and it was such a familiar look for Quinn that –not for the first time- she wondered why she did this to girls.
"I really need to get back" she said and watched as Julie nodded, unsure of what to do next. "So, have a good rest of the night, alright?" her hand was about to grab the handle when Julie spoke.
"So that's it?" the woman asked with a broken tone and eyes on the floor.
"Of course this is it" Quinn forced herself to chuckle and forced herself even harder to walk to the woman and raise her chin with her fingers. "This is all I'm ever going to be good at. You don't want that" she pressed her lips together in a kiss that felt very much like a break up kiss for both of them. "I'll see you around. Mrs. Karofsky."
"Don't call me that" the woman said stepping back from Quinn and finally meeting her gaze.
"We won't do this again" said Quinn before she got out of the bathroom and then leaned on the other side of the door with a heavy sigh.
Crystal's words were still very present in her mind and she wanted to regret what just happened but there was a part of her that didn't. Even so, she didn't need to get caught in the middle of that kind of drama. There was a family involved, friends involved and she definitely didn't want to lose any chance that she might have with Rachel.
Crystal's words have been rounding her mind for the last two days. Of course Crystal was right. Rachel wasn't just another girl and Quinn didn't have just a crush for her and right now looking at her life from a different perspective she wasn't so sure if she was going to be able to live a normal life with all the 'what ifs' that already plagued her mind every day in her future.
What if she was wrong and didn't end up holding Rachel back? What if she just talked to the girl and asked her out? What if after all everything worked out? What if Rachel felt the same way? What if she didn't end up being rejected? What if she was exactly what Rachel needed?
She needed answers for those questions and she had a summer to figure everything out, and she didn't need Julie or Jennifer holding her back from that.
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