History Repeats It's Self

I pulled out of Lilly's driveway and headed home. I guess I was wrong about Lilly. She seemed sorta surprised when I kissed her. I couldn't figure her out and it made me crazy. For what ever reason it made me think of the first time I kissed Mikayla.

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"You know Miley you're a lot cooler then I thought you would be. I mean given the first time I ever met you, you were trying to get me fired so I wouldn't be in a movie with Jake."

"Yeah I'm sorry about that. I really thought I was in love with him"

"Don't worry, I'm over it. So what do you wanna do tonight? I hear there's a Hannah concert tonight, we could sneak backstage and spray her with silly string. Ha ha. I could see her face now." I cringed a little at the thought.

"Um actually I have to get going, family night."

"Again! Gosh I swear Miley it's like you have a secret life or something." I cringed again. "You know I thought you'd be different then all my famous friends. I thought I'd get to hang out with you when ever."

"I know. I'm so sorry Mikayla. I would much rather sit here with you and eat junk food all night but I can't. My daddy would kill me." Mikayla and I both sighed.

"Well do you have to leave right now? Maybe you could stay a bit longer and we could just talk or something."

"Um.." I looked at the clock. It was already three o'clock. I had to be at the venue by five to get ready and do a sound check for the concert. If I just told her I was Hannah, she wouldn't have made such a tempting offer but she also probably wouldn't be my friend. We were sworn rivals ever since she started her career, shortly after I started my own. When I was Hannah, she would be cruel and we could battle between each other, but when I'm just Miley she's extremely nice to me. "...let me text my dad real quick." I pulled out my phone and texted my dad to see if they could do sound check with out me. That would at least buy me another forty five minutes with Mikayla. My dad's text back said 'It better be worth it Bud'. I smiled to my self.

"I'll take that smile as you can stay."

"Yep but only for like forty five minutes."

"Well I'm sure that would be plenty of time." I looked at Mikayla completely confused.

"Plenty of time for what?" I asked

"Plenty of time for this." Then Mikayla kissed me. I was completely taken by surprise, but I couldn't pull away. Her lips were soft on my mine. A strange tingle went through my body. This kiss felt nothing like when I kissed Jake. Some how this kiss was even better. Suddenly I realized I was kissing a girl. I jumped up from the couch we were sitting on.

"I have to go Mikayla." I grabbed my car keys off the coffee table and started walking towards the door. Mikayla grabbed me by the arm.

"Wait Miley, I'm sorry. Look we can pretend this didn't happen. Please stay." I looked into her eyes. They were begging me to stay but I needed to leave. I needed to think about what just happened. I needed to think about who I was.

"I can't stay. I need to leave." I pulled my arm away from her grasp and walked out the door.

********************************REAL LIFE*****************************************

I was now sitting in my driveway, just thinking, while the Jeep idled. I jumped when I heard a knock on my passenger door.

"Sorry Bud. Didn't mean to scare you. Are you alright?"

"Yeah dad, just thinking."

"Well come think inside. I'll make you some Loco Hot Coco." I smiled at my daddy. You always knew how to make me smile. I got out of the Jeep and followed him inside. Jackson was sitting on the couch watching t.v when I came in.

"Hey Miles, that Mikayla chick called for you. She said she doesn't have your new number." I looked at Jackson. His face told me he wasn't kidding.

"Thanks for letting me know." Jackson just nodded and I walked in to the kitchen where my daddy was making my Loco Hot Coco. I leaned up against the bar and pulled my phone from my pocket. I scrolled through my contacts on my phone till I found the person I was looking for.

'What do you want Mikayla?' I texted before my dad put the Loco Hot Coco in front of me.

'I wanna talk to you, Miley. In person.' I sighed and took a sip of my drink. My dad had gone up stairs and Jackson was still on the couch. I decided to go out on the back porch. I took another sip of my drink before pushing the call button on my phone. It took three rings for Mikayla to answer.

"Hello. Miley?"

"Why do you wanna talk to me Mikayla?"

"Well gosh Miley, I'm doing just fine. Thanks for asking."

"Seriously Mik, what do you want?"

"I just wanna talk Mi. I miss you." I sighed, heavily.

"You're the one that pushed me away, Mik."

"I know. I'm sorry. I was stupid and shocked and stupid."

"You said stupid twice." I mumbled.

"I know, because I was stupid for pushing you away." There was a long pause of silence before she said, "I want you back."

"YOU CAN'T HAVE ME BACK!" I yelled into the phone before hanging up. I began to cry when I heard the back door open.

"Hey Miles, you okay?" Jackson asked

"I'm fine Jackson. I think I'm gonna go to bed." I walked passed Jackson and up the stairs.

I flopped down on my bed when I got to my room. I cried as I thought back to the night my heart was broken.

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"Miley, you're really pretty." Mikayla started to giggle. We were having a sleep-over at her house. Her parents were gone for the weekend, so we were alone. Mikayla and I decided to look around the kitchen to see if there was anything we could bake. Somehow she stumbled upon a bunch of alcohol. We had already finished a bottle of Malibu rum and were beginning to drink a bottle of Bacardi. Mikayla had drank more than me so she was pretty wasted.

"I think maybe we should go to bed, Mik." I suggested. She just giggled some more, then one of her hands began playing with my hair.

"I'm not sleepy. Mi." Mikayla was still playing with my hair but somehow had moved a lot closer to me. "Did I already tell you, you were pretty?"

"You're wasted Mik."

"No I'm not." Our faces were now only inches apart now. I could smell the alcohol on her breath as she spoke. "I'm gonna kiss you."

"I'm not gonna stop you" I said right before she crashed her lips into mine. She started sucking on my bottom lip before pulling away.

"Miley, I'm in love with you."

"No, you're just wasted."

"NO! I'm in love with you. I wanna be with you Miley." She kissed me again. Her hands roamed through my hair and the nape of my neck. This time I pulled away.

"I have to tell you something."

"Can't it wait. I wanna kiss you."

"No Mik, if you love me then you need to know all of me." She kissed me one more time.

"Okay, Miley. I wanna know all of you. What don't I know?" I idly played with my hands trying to find the right words.

"I'm..." I sighed heavily. "I'm... Hannah Montana." I closed my eyes. I didn't want to see her face, but I could hear her gasp. It took me awhile to finally open my eyes and see that Mikayla was standing up. She was staring at me and her moth was wide open.

"I've know you for six months now, and you feel like telling me NOW!" I didn't know what to say. I had only just now decided to tell her because she told me she loves me. "I hate you." I was totally taken by shock.

"Excuse me?"

"I hate you! Get out!"

"Mik, I..."

"No don't Mik me. Leave! I don't want you! I don't love you!"

"What the hell changed?" My eyes began to tear up.

"You! You changed. You were hiding a big part of your life from me."

"Oh yeah, because you would really have talked to me if I told you." Tears were rolling down my cheeks.

"I might have, but now we'll never know. So please leave." I looked at Mikayla. Her face was red with anger. I looked down at the floor as I walked out and to my car.

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AN: this was a difficult one for me. I couldn't quite figure out how I wanted this all to go but i just let it flow. I hope y'all still like it.