Hi just wanted to say thanks to everyone who is following LIFE AS ISABELLA SWAN, I'm enjoying writing this story and its only just begun.
So anyway this is just a short chapter as the next one I'm hoping to be writing longer as it will be Bella at the club.
The chill out before the fun
After I got back to my place I was so wound up I had to texts rose to tell her what happened tonight, I've told rose all about the Cullen and told her about love, hate relationship with Edward. She doesn't understand why I just don't tell him how I feel about him and also think he might have a soft spot for me but that is just stupid. If he did why he was nasty to me for so long, if you liked someone why ignore them and pretend they didn't exist for so long.
Rose thinks it's a boy thing, that they be mean to keep them keen, which is fucking stupid.
So for me to be able to chill out before work I needed to let some stream out.
To: rose
Hi babe told the family . Have you given your notice to your landlord? What about work?
Bella
To: Bella
Hi chick no not yet but won't c him till tomorrow, only need 2 wk. for work so will leave it 4 now. How did they take?
Rose
To: rose
Not too good but not much they can say, Edward was an arse but I'm not going into it,
Bella
To: Bella
What's he done this time?
Rose
To: rose
Well he was ignoring me at first then he walk off when I was telling the others about me leaving, then when we was all siting down he burst through the door and grabbed me taking me out the room and started shout at me, about why I was leaving and that he didn't believe my reason for going.
Bella
I waited for rose to texts back but I didn't get a reply straight away so I put my phone down to run a bath. As I just got undressed and about to put my foot in the water my phone went off
Rose was calling
"Hello "
"Hi chick you ok?"
"Yer just pissed off about Edward, he such a fucking prick"
She started laughing at me
"What's so funny bitch"
"I don't understand why you two just don't just fuck each other brain out already"
"Don't be fucking ridicules; even if he was the last man standing I wouldn't fuck him"
She laughed again "you sure about that? I recall you staying you wanted to fuck his brain out till Tim buck too"
I'm never going to live that down,
"Rose I was very drunk that night and would have said I would fuck Jacob till Tim buck too" laughing at the memory of that night
"But you didn't say Jacob, you said Edward. You could of fucked Jacob that night but you turned him down" my blood ran cold just think of doing anything with Jacob
"rose three reason why I would never kiss, fuck, or even date Jacob are,1 he's my boss,2 he is a slime ball who has fucked most the girls who come through NEW MOONS door, and 3rdly he isn't my type"
"So what is your type again?"
"You know my type rose"
"Yer I know but just remind me again"
"Well he would have to be tall, muscular but not too big, I love green eyes not fussed on the hair but I would prefer not too dark, he would have to be caring and loving, also knows how to have a good time but mainly he would have to be madly and deeply in love with me and only me. I don't want no player" as I'm talking rose is still lightly laughing down the phone as I'm talking
"So you don't ask for much then"
"Too right" I join laugh with her now
"Bella can I be honest with you"
"Yer of course you can" I knew what was coming I fall into her trap every time we discuss my love life,
"Well don't bit my head off as I know you are very touchy when I say this but I'm saying it anyway. You are such a wonderful and stunning girl who could have any guy you wanted, I've seen hot guys trying to chat you up and give you there number but you never call them. Even if you don't admit it you compare every guy to Edward"
"Yer I know but I don't mean to "
" I know you don't but you need to get over this thing you have with him, you either have to tell him how you feel or stop it altogether" as rose is talking I feel my throat starting to close up and my eyes starting to blurry
"I know but it's so hard"
"I know but it's got to be done sooner than later as I need to know if I am differently leaving my flat, as I know you leaving was mainly to do with Edward wasn't it " rose knew me too well, even if I dint say my main reason for leaving, she would always knew without me saying a word.
"Yes it was but only because he is moving back with that stupid bitch Tanya but i never lied about wanting to travel or going uni in England, I just couldn't decide if it was the right thing to do but with him back I feels like it's the best thing to do"
"Well I'm 100% behind what you decide to do but either way; we are still going traveling ok I will just find somewhere else to live"
"Of course we are still traveling and if we do come back here you will live with me"
"Don't be silly, anyway i better get go as I need to shower and get ready for work, I shall see you there Heidi"
"Ok see you soon"
After putting the phone down, I head back to the bath but after talking to rose the water was Luke warm, so I just showered and washed hair.
Applying Foundation, blusher, light and dark blue eye shadow (for smoked effect); with black eye liner and mascara, my face was done.
All I needed to do was my hair and put the outfit in my bag. Every night worked I liked to mix my look up, bra and thong to corset and French nickers and some time I would dress to a theme like naughty girl, or sectary and what drives the men wild is the nun. I think it's to do with the thought of the girl being a virgin and also the white panties that they see when I'm bending down to shake my arse in their faces (well not actually in their faces but you know what I mean), but for tonight I'm going to be wearing my navy lace bra and thong with my very revealing nurse outfit. I haven't worn this outfit before as I only got it last week but tonight I just want to forget everything that happened today and just enjoy myself doing something I love doing.
With my hair in a lose bun with just a clip holding it together, I'm on my way to NEW MOON.
So what do you think is going to happen, should I have Emmett and Edward show up or should it just be one of the guys show up alone?
An poll is up waiting for you decide x
