I laid in my bed, replaying the occurrences of the day over and over in my head. Starting from this morning with Sebastian, to the afternoon with Grell, then to just a few minutes ago..with Sebastian again. I smiled up at the ceiling.

"Running away has been the best decision ever.." I sat up and stared at the moon. I stood and walked over to the window quietly. "But I wonder how long I'll get to stay here.." I slid the window open and repeated the actions of earlier today. When I hit the ground, I hear shuffling to my right. I turned swiftly to see Pluto, staring at me with wide eyes. I walked up to him and put a finger to my lips.

"Shh, boy. Shhh. Don't let them know I've left, alright?"I asked, petting his soft hair..fur? I don't know.. He stared up at me with round red eyes. He was too damn adorable to hate. I smiled and knelt down next to him, letting him lick my face. I giggled. "Ohkay, got it, boy?" He nodded and scampered off. I stood straight and strode across the yard, hiding behind one of the big bushes every so often. Once I was out of sight of the mansion, I started walking out in the open. I looked around on the empty streets and walked out into the middle of one, walking along the middle of it. I tiptoed, trying to not touch a crack.

"What are you doing?" I spun around to see red hair and yellow-green eyes.

"G-Grell,"I said shakily, startled. He smiled and walked close to me ever so slowly. The suspense irritated me. When he reached me, he put his hand under my chin and tilted my face up. He looked into my eyes as if he were searching for something.

"Why are you so jumpy, my dear?" I pursed my lips, looking away from him. "Is it about Sebastian?" I blushed.

"I.." Grell's hand gripped my chin tighter and he forced my head up to look him straight in the eyes.

"What did you do with him?" He didn't ask it bitterly or cutely or seriously. He just seemed curious.

"I had.. Well, him and I, uhm.. Yeah.." I blushed ferociously and averted my eyes from Grell's gaze. He seemed confused for a few seconds but then it clicked.

"You and Sebastian?"he asked, wide eyed. I frowned and nodded. "I see. Well this just won't do." I looked back up at him, confused.

"Huh?"

"I have to make you mine." I was stunned by his words.

"Wh..What?" He embraced me, pulling my body close to his, and pressed his lips against mine in a brief second. He tilted his head so he could gain more entrance. I groaned, melting into the kiss. He pulled away, biting my lip as he drew back.

"Who else kisses you like that?" He smirked seductively, brushing his lips against mine.

"I..Ngh." I melted into his arms and stood there as he held me close.

"Grell.."I breathed into his chest. Am I falling for with both of these guys?

/

"Leonora isn't your real name?"

"No. Sebastian named me. My father never bothered." Grell gave me the most sympathetic look he could with his sharp teeth and devious eyes.

"Awwwh! That's absolutely terrible!"he exclaimed, pulling me into a big hug on his lap. I blushed.

"N-Not really. I-I was used to be being such a jerk.." He looked down at me.

"What do you mean?"

"I..don't want to say anything,"I sighed.

"Come on. Pleeeaaase?"he begged. I turned so my back would face him and scooted off of on top of him.I laid back on the roof so I could look up at the stars, pondering whether or not I should tell him.

"I don't know Gr—" He cut me off with a kiss. When he pulled away, he tried again.

"Please?" He pouted. I sighed.

"Fine.. My father blamed me for my mother's death because she was ill while she was pregnant with me. Immediately after I was born, she died. They had never thought of a name. My father despised me so much that he didn't even bother with me. I was just a nuisance to him. Plus, I was born with a weird, unknown and just unnatural birth defect." I sat up and stared across the city. I could feel Grell's gaze on me, waiting patiently for the rest of the story. "But that's a secret that needs to remain one… Anyways, my father was a rich man who owned a farm in the south. But he heard that the soil up north was better, so he wanted to up and move quickly. I had one friend, and I couldn't move away from her to a strange place with him.. It's not that I wouldn't have enjoyed it if he hadn't been the kind of person he was.. He abused me and neglected me. He made me stay in my room almost all the time. So I took up a hobby of playing around with the designs of my clothing to make staying in my room all the time more comfortable; it was really hot in there. So I altered all of my clothing. My dad decided everything for me. So, since I did what I did, I wasn't allowed outside the house at all. Being out in the world is so new to me. So is dealing with all of this guy stuff." I looked up at him. "So I'm not really sure about anything I'm feeling about you and Sebastian. I know that..I really like it though.. It's just really confused." I brought my knees to my chest and rested my head on my arms, looking back up at the stars. "I hate that I feel like I'm just freely giving myself away now. It's going against everything I was taught since I arrived in America.. But, in a way, I guess I wanted to." I looked at him when I had finished. He had a sad look on his face. He took my arm gently and tugged me closer to him into a comforting hug. With shaky hands, I grasped on to the sleeves of his shirt. I felt as if I were about to explode.

"You can cry." That was all I needed to burst into tears. He held me closer, actually showing some kind of sympathy to me. It took me by surprise. He didn't seem like someone who was capable of it..

"T-This wa-was an a-awful d-decision."

"Don't say that." I gripped his sleeves tighter, sobbing quietly now. He seemed uncomfortable, but ignored it. I pulled back and wiped my eyes.

"I-I'm sorry. I-I should b-be crying like this." He pushed his lips against mine again to get me to shut up. He went to pull away, but I threw my arms around his neck, making him stay. When I let him go, he pulled away slowly.

"Just lay back and relax. What else is there to talk about?"

"Name me."

"What?" He gave me a confused looked. "I thought Seb—"

"Give me your own name for me." He smiled at me and thought..

"Libitina."

"Why?"

"She's the Roman goddess of funerals, corpses and death." I gave him a peculiar look.

"Why?"I asked again.

"You'll figure it out." He laid back, bringing me down with him. I laid my head on his chest.

"You're cold,"I whispered.

"Don't be silly. You're just feeling the chill in the air."

/

"Where were you this morning, Leonora?"asked Mey-Rin when I stepped in the kitchen. Sebastian, Finny and Bard were with her. My stomach tightened as I saw Sebastian peer at me sharply.

"What do you mean?"I asked calmly.

"I went in your room early this morning to get your dirty clothes for the wash and you weren't there." My stomached tightened more.

"Don't joke like that, Mey-Rin. I was in my room,"I snapped. The four gave me a strange look. "I-I'm going out to the garden!" I hurried out the door and rushed for the entrance. I reached for the door.

"What is Mey-Rin talking about?"asked Sebastian from behind me. I jumped.

"Sebastian, the poor girl is blind. She could've mistaken that I wasn't there. I was lying comfortably all night long." Skepticism etched into his features.

"That's what I'm afraid of."

"Why are you trying to be so over-protective?"I scoffed, turning towards him,"Are you trying to run me off?" Shock overcame his expression.

"What are you talking about, Leonora? That's the last thing I'm attempting to do!"

"I'm not Ciel. You don't exist to protect me 24/7. Let me get into some trouble sometimes." With that, I slammed the door in his face. I turned and ran down driveway, bumping into people when I reached the sidewalk. I felt tears brimming in my eyes but resisted to let them free. I was so pissed. How dare he treat me like a little child?

"Hey, watch it, lady!" I wash pushed aside and into the street, landing on my ass. I simply looked up at the horse-drawn carriage coming my way with a frown on my face. I glared daggers at the creatures walking towards me and they stopped. I was surprised for a split second, then remembered. I screamed in frustration, drawing major attention to myself. I got up and ran across the rest of the street into an empty alleyway. I ran around the twists and turns of the alleys until I found an abandoned shop that was completely empty. I kicked the door in and ran inside, running into the back room. I was experiencing extreme pain throughout my body.

"Dammit, not here. Not now. I can't do this anymore!"I scolded myself.

"Libi?" Oh God. It's Grell. "Are you in here?" I heard his footsteps walking nearer as I saw the nails on my fingers and toes grow longer and sharper. I felt my DNA being altered, all thanks to this idiotic defect. What radiation could we have ever come in contact with? I gripped the leg of a rotting table, clutching my stomach.

"Go."I demanded. I heard his footsteps stop.

"Libi? What's wrong?" They started again.

"Grell. I'm not kidding. Just go." My breathing became hard. Grell's hand took ahold of my shoulder to turn me towards him. My hand gripped his wrist tightly. I felt my nails digging into his skin. My teeth sharpened and, for the most embarrassing part of this awful transformation, a cat tail and cat ears formed on my body.

"Libitina, you're drawing blood.. Oh, you're so cute!" He forced my clawed hands off of his arm and knelt down beside me, turning my head to his. I glared at him.

"Get away from me,"I hissed. He just retained his smile.

"Is this that 'birth defect' you were talking about?"he giggled. My glare grew more intense as I tackled him to the ground, pinning his arms down. He smirked. "I kind of like this side of you. It's like the night I spent with that demon hound~!" A threatening growl came deep from my throat. I lowered my face dangerously close to his; so close one snap from me could take skin off of his face. I'm sure that if looks could kill, Grell would have been dead by now.

"Shut up,"I snarled,"Nothing about this is funny." He giggled again.

"You're right. It's just too cute." He yanked my face down to kiss him. I had never been so tempted to rip somebody's mouth off of their face. I bit down on his bottom lip and jerked back. He laughed and licked the blood now trickling from his mouth. "I really like this side of you." He tilted his head to the side, giving me a dreamy look. I scoffed and stood up.

"I detest it." I went to walk out the door but he grabbed my wrist.

"Now, now. Don't need to be a menace to society. Stay here with me until you calm down a little, dear." He winked and pulled me close to him again.

"I've never wanted to dig my claws into someone's skin more than right now,"I hissed as he pushed me up against the wall. He smirked.

"I can't possibly be the root cause of that,"he mused, nibbling on my ear.

"And why is that?"

"Because you love me too much,"he whispered. I gripped his shoulders, drawing blood from him again. He laughed softly and started playing with the hem of my shirt.

"What a turn on." I growled, leaning forward and biting the nap of his neck. He let out a groan. "Your attempts to get me to leave you alone are marvelous. Do continue them." He laughed, sticking his hands up my shirt. He lifted it over my head and slipped my brassiere off of me. He grabbed me by my hips and proceeded to place me on the ground. He hovered over me, licking his lips hungrily. He leaned down to kiss me roughly. His hands went to amuse themselves by playing with my breasts.

"Grell,"I hissed sharply, shoving him away. He pinned my arms down and lowered his face, biting hard into my shoulder. I yelped as he bit through my skin. "Grell!" He released my shoulder and I looked over to see blood coming from the bite marks. He licked the wound, groaning with delight as the metallic taste left his tongue tingling. He stared at me with lust flickering in his eyes. He shed the red overcoat and his shirt quickly. He smirked when I glared at him. He grinded his hips against mine, making an unwanted moan escape me. He slid my shorts down, then his pants. He caught my lips in another rough kiss as he continued to grind against me. I felt him getting hard and growled again.

"It's only a little innocent fun,"he mused, parting from me.

"Stop this,"I demanded with a scowl.

"Sorry, I don't make a good butler." He slipped off my panties and his underwear. I glared at him.

"I mean it, Grell."

"You're just playing a little hard to get." He winked and shoved himself inside me. I failed at an attempt to suppress a loud moan.

"Grell!" He laughed.

"Mmm, I'm enjoying thiiis,"he said in a low voice. My body shuttered. I had now completely given up in trying to get him to leave me alone.

"G-Grell.." My breathing quickened as he pumped in and out, earning him sounds of pure ecstasy that escaped from my mouth. "Oh my God.." He licked my neck, biting it lightly every so often so he didn't leave too many marks. I was honestly past the point of caring at all right now. Our hips grinded together with every thrust. I pulled Grell up and my razor sharp teeth came into contact with his neck.

"Libi,"he groaned. I dug my claws into his sides and he groaned again. "I'm loving this."

"Grell.. My God.. Go faster, harder, something." He giggled.

"That's one command I don't mind obeying." And that he did. His reward was louder moans and somewhat screams from me.

"Grell!" He hummed with delight at my repetition of screaming and moaning his name. I felt myself tightening and felt like I was going to explode from this feeling. Grell seemed to be about at the end, too. I let out a loud moan, followed by screaming his name. He groaned as he came and stopped, trying to catch his breath. He looked down at me, breathing heavily. He smiled, playing with my ears.

"Oh my, that was just absolutely fantastic. Don't you agree?"he gushed, wrapping my tail around his finger. I started to frown, but it took too much energy. I was so exhausted after everything that had happened today.

"I can honestly say it's the best uninterrupted sex I've ever had,"I said, laughing a little.

"You look so tired, my dear."

"A lot has happened today. Though I must say, I did enjoy the last part." He smirked.

"You know I'm that amazing,"he laughed,"Now, let's get you home." I sighed.

"Fine,"I said reluctantly.