A/N: Thank you all who support me! But I don't know when or IF I'll post next chapter here or in any other of my stories. I think I may have small crisis with my writing. This chapter is short and it's not what I want but it won't be better.
So... Please, enjoy this chapter!
love, Chandni
ps. Inez thank you for your work :*


Chapter 3

"Tony..." gee... we back at this! Show time with Ziv-ah! But for real I'm little curious what she will tell me. "My little hair butt... come on, Tony! You just slept your life! We miss you, you know that, right? Right. I'll kick your ass! What are you thinking? I... It's not your fault... but you need to wake up. Please, Tony, just please, come back to us. It's not the same without you. McGee is quiet and I saw him looking at your desk with that puppy dog face. We're sitting with cold cases.

I see Ducky and Palmer only here when we change our shifts. Abby is sad and very quiet and you know that she's alwaysso chatty. And Gibbs... Tony I've never seen him like this. First he's mad and furious and then he's sad and absent-minded. And... and I miss my best friend. You know that you're very close to me, right? And I promise to you, if you won't wake up I'll come and kick your sorry ass!"
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I'm trying, really, I'm trying very hard to find a way out of this abyss. I want to wake up but I can't. I know that I'm very close.

"Tony", my name echoed again.
Boss?
I began running in the darkness.
Boss, help me, talk to me!
"You sleepy head, what the hell were you thinking? Uh?...Tony... Gosh... It's my fault and I'm sorry for that, Anthony."
No, no, no! Boss, it wasn't your fault!

"You need to come back to us, son. I... I..." I can sense how hard it is for him. His voice is shaking with emotions. "I lost my girls and I can't lost my... son... um... You always will be my kid. You don't know how often I was so close to just spank your ass when you did something dangerous or stupid. And you need to know that you're easy to love but it's so hard to take care of you. I'm proud of you, of the person you are. You make me happy and not just me, but everyone, even when you do one of yours stupid pranks..."

end of flashback

I looked at Gibbs and then I took deep breath. I had to tell him something very important, but I didn't know how he will react.
"Boss..." I began tentatively. I looked at my legs and I could feel his eyes on me. He was waiting at me. "Boss, when I was in coma... when you talked to me... Something happened... I... I met someone..." I looked at him and saw as he closed his eyes.
"So... tell us about that," he whispered.
I nodded and started writing.

Flashback

Something happened. I saw white light and, knowing me, in my mind just ringed that words from 'Shrek' movie - "Don't die, Shrek, and if you see any long tunnels, stay away from the light!"
But something in that light attracted me. And then...
"You need to come back, Tony" I heard voice and then I saw small, sweet girl. I know that I saw her somewhere and then it hit me - it was Kelly! Kelly Gibbs - Boss's daughter!

"Kelly"
"Yes, Tony. Daddy loves you and you need to go back," she told me.
"Kelly I... I don't know if I'm strong enough." There. I said that. I knew that something was wrong with my body and I was afraid that I can't take it.
"Daddy will help you, but you need to let him," she assured me. "Everything will be okay, Tony."
"Why you?" I asked. Why not my mom, Kate, Paula, my best friend Jerry or someone else?"
"Don't ask me", she gave me her sweet, innocent smile.
"But I don't know how to go back?" I told her. She just smiled.

"Take care of our Daddy for me" she said and next thing I knew was that I opened my eyes and looked at this sad, blue ones.
"Boss..." I whispered. Gee... that's my voice? Nah... it's someone who's been smoking countless cigarettes.
"T-tony?" Well, seeing shock, happines and love at Gibbs face was really amazing thing.

end of flashback

I stopped writing and I looked uncertainly at Gibbs. And woah...! He was smiling and one tear escaped his eye. He embraced me with his arm.
"Thank you." We don't need more words in our relationship. I nodded and gave him small smile.