When Jacob woke up the next morning, the place next to him was still warm. But the werewolf wasn't alone in his bedroom, he could see Edward on a chair, reading some magazines.
"Good morning sleepyhead." said Edward with a crooked smile.
Jacob sat up against the headboard of his bed and then asked "You stayed here during the whole night?"
"Obviously yeah, but is it a problem? I could leave if you want." said the vampire who didn't know if Jacob was still okay with the fact that they were getting really closer.
"No, it's okay" replied Jacob after a little reflection. "What are you reading?" continued Jacob who could see that the vampire was fascinate by what he was reading.
"Well, I thought that I should try to be interested by what you like, and you know that I like to read. I tried to find some books in your bedroom when I was waiting for you to wake up. But you don't read a lot, the only think that I could find wa-"
"Don't tell me that you are reading it!" said Jacob, feeling embarrassed once again because of the vampire.
"Of course I'm reading it Jacob. I want to be a good friend for you, so we really have to talk about our common interests." replied Edward with a big smile on his face. "So do you want to talk about your addiction? I do think that we can call it an addiction since you have more of a dozen of 'it'. Are you trying to start a collection?" asked Edward who couldn't stop to tease the other man.
"It's not a collection, it's just...well it's -you know." tried to say Jacob, who didn't really know how to explain the presence of his 'collection'.
"To have so much dirty magazines, you must be really frustrated" started Edward, closing the magazines that he was 'reading' and moving closer to Jacob. He put himself between the werewolf's legs on the bed, leaning over him "Do you want me to help with this frustration?" whispered Edward sending his cool breath against Jacob.
Bastard, he knows what he is doing to me. I'm only in my boxers and I'm getting hard like a rock because of a vampire!! Ohhh god, when did I become such a whore??!!!
"Jacob you are so cute when you are blushing." God you are even cutter then Bella has ever been. I can feel the warm of his body and all I want to do is kiss him, lick him,taste him... fuck him. Jacob, if you knew... you really are not the only whore in this room. Shit, I need to think about Bella, she deserves more than this, thought Edward.
"I need to take a shower... a cold shower! And then you will stop what you are doing" said Jacob, pushing Edward from him to go in his bathroom.
"What do you want me to stop?"
"I want you to stop making me gay!" replied the outraged werewolf
Edward couldn't stop his laughter "Why do you think that I'm the one who is making you gay?"
"Ohh, let me think... Ahhh yeah, maybe because you are the only guy who can make me horny." Fuck, did I really say out loud that Edward Fucking Cullen was making me hard ?!! What the hell is fucking wrong with me??!!! "I need to go to the bathroom, now."
"Okay, I will take my leave then, to 'stop making you gay'. Will I see you later?" asked Edward still smiling
"Nope, I have a meeting with the pack today, and it's important so..."
"Okay, I will maybe see you tomorrow then." replied Edward, heading toward the window.
"Sure sure."
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"So, why are we here?" asked Jacob, tired to wait for someone to finally speak. All the pack was here in the middle of the woods, watching, waiting in their humans forms. Fuck, what have I done? Think, think, think. If they are all here, it must be something bad, something really bad. Maybe, maybe it's-...no, it can't be that, I tried to be careful!!
"I want you to phase." replied Sam looking straight into Jacob's eyes, like if he was daring him to do it.
"So that's why all the pack is here in the middle of the woods? You just want me to phase?"
"Well, you didn't phase for almost two weeks now. You don't talk to us about what is bothering you, so yes, I want you to phase now!" continued Sam, who was starting to loose his patience. He knew that something had happened in Jacob's life, and that it was why he didn't want to phase anymore, he didn't want the pack to know about what was going on. But Sam, as an alpha couldn't let this situation continue, he needed all the members of his pack, and if one of them didn't want to phase anymore, didn't want to take his responsibilities as a werewolf, he needed to know why.
"I already told you that I was not feeling well, that's why I don't want to phase." replied Jacob, trying to stop this fucking examination.
"Jake, if you could talk to us maybe we could help you." said Seth with a concerned look on his face. "I mean you don't talk to us, and that's true that who have been strange, so please Jake let us help you."
"It's true guys, I am just not feeling well. You don't have to worry about me." replied Jacob, trying to smile and to reassure the pack.
"Stop with your fucking lies. I have been forced to take your patrols during these two weeks. The least you can do is explain what is going on with you. And don't tell us that it has nothing to do with that stupid bloodsucker. We can all smell his scent on you." finally said Leah who was getting more and more angry by the fact that Jacob wouldn't want to phase.
"It has nothing to do with Edward" said Jacob who knew that all this conversation couldn't end well.
"Ohh, so he has a name now?" started Leah " Some weeks ago, he was just 'the leech' for you, and now he has a name?"
"Bella just wants us to be friends. I don't want to hurt her so, Edward and I are trying to have a good relationship. I mean, it can be bad right? Maybe we could try to work with them, or- or-" Fuck I don't know what to say, we are mortal enemies, we can't be friends, we can't. But then why is it that the one that I should hate is the one that understand me so well- why is it that this bloodsucker is the one who make me laugh so much- why is it that this pervert is the only one I want to be with. How can I explain this to the pack, they can't understand, I know it, I see it in their eyes, I fell it. If I phase, if they know how much I like him, they will never forgive me, they will think that I betrayed them.
"Jacob you can't be serious, we will never be friends with these monsters. Go talk to Bella, and tell her that you can't be friend with the leech, I'm sure she will understand that the pack can't accept this situation." started Sam "Then everything will be alright, you will phase and will take your duties as werewolf."
All the pack phased and run through the woods, soon Jacob couldn't see them. What I'm supposed to do now? I don't want to be away from him, I'm whole with him, I don't want to be lonely anymore.
Edward was already on the porch of his house, he knew the scent that he was smelling, he knew that Jacob was coming. Edward didn't have to wait long, before he could blink Jacob was in his arms, crying like if he was a little boy, and Edward could see how young Jacob really was. Edward decided to take Jacob in his arms and to go in his bedroom, ignoring the looks of his family.
Edward put Jacob in the bed, but the werewolf who was still crying didn't want to let go of the vampire, and Edward couldn't do anything but stay in the bed with Jacob, trying to reassure him and telling him that everything was going to be okay. Jacob's thoughts were so confuse that the vampire couldn't find the answers to why the werewolf was in this state.
"Jacob, please talk to me. It pains me so much to see you like this, tell me who hurt you, and I can promise to you that they will pay for what they did to you. Please tell me what I can do." said Edward when he thought that Jacob was calm enough to talk.
"It's just the pack... they want me to phase." replied the werewolf, his head against Edward's chest, he didn't want to pull away because in the arms of the vampire he felt safer.
Edward frowned, he didn't really understand where the problem was "Jacob, why don't you want to phase?"
"If I phase they will know- they will know that we are friends." asked Jacob, looking up in Edward's eyes, as if he was trying to find all the answers to his doubts. "We are friends right?"
"Of course we are friends Jacob, you don't have to ask me. But, I still don't see why you don't want to phase."
"I like you" said Jacob, moving even closer against Edward to hide his face which was reddening. Jacob couldn't deny anymore what he was feeling for the vampire. He knew why he was so glad to see Edward each week, he knew why he was feeling so warm when he was next to the other, he knew why he was feeling butterflies in his stomach when the vampire was looking at him, he knew why his dreams weren't anymore about Bella , but only about the beautiful vampire.
"I like you too Jacob" replied Edward, a little amused by the behavior of the werewolf.
Jacob tightened his grip on the vampire's shirt "I... really, really like you."
"Jacob I don-" but Edward's reply was cut by the kiss of the werewolf. Jacob's lips were so warm, the feeling was so good that Edward couldn't do anything but open his mouth to let the werewolf's tongue enter. Jacob deepened the kiss like if he was trying to show the vampire how much his feelings were true.
"I really like you" whispered Jacob against Edward's lips after pulling away.
"Jake, I'm sorry but-"
A/N: well here is the fourth chapter... and finally the kiss!!! Yeah, I'm sorry to finish the chapter like this, but for the next chapter you will know how Edward will react, and what he will decide about Jacob... and Bella!
I will be on vacation at the end of this week for one week (yeah!!!) so I think that I really will have time to make this story progress.
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