Hey guys it is me again! Sorry for taking so long with the update, it's just that, I didn't get very many reviews. I only got one from my beta, (Thank you Lilly!) and one from an anonymous reveiwer (a.k.a one of my best friends who I pestered to read) I was really hoping for more...*sigh* Oh well, here is the next chapter.
Disclamer: I do not own Twilight, obviously. I mean, do I look like Stephanie Meyer? No, I didn't think so.
P.S. IT'S THE MOMENT YOU'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR! KYAHS POINT OF VEIW!
*CHEERS*
Kyah's POV
I couldn't beleive it. My father was dead.
This was all my fault!
I sat curled in a ball on the horribly uncomfortable hospital bed that I had woken up in. I was trying desperatly not to cry, as no one would benifit from my tears. That's why I forced Bella to leave. She didn't have to share my agony. No one should have too.
There was a quiet knock on the wooden, hospital door, but I ignored it. I didn't want to be consoled by some random doctor or nurse who thought they knew how to fix my problems. As if! They would only leave the room feeling just as hopeless and lost as I was. It was best that I just suffered alone.
The person at the door took my lack of response as an okay to come in. I had my head in my hands so I did not see who it was. I just hoped that it wasn't Bella. I worked hard getting her out of here and I didn't need her ruining that by being loyal and sticking to my side. That would probably end up hurting us both in the end.
"Kyah?"
I looked up and saw Tresca standing in the door way. She was in her light-blue, tacky hospital scrubs and had her silver hair was pulled up into a messy pony-tail. She was looking at me not in pity, but in sadness and understanding, like any sister should. She was my sister, that is, in the only way that mattered.
I didn't respond, but in my own way, I made it clear that I wanted her to leave.
Tresca stood her ground, however. She was mentally stronger than I could sense Bella has ever been. She also knew what I was trying to do, so that helped her stay around as well. Eventually I gave up trying to make her scared and leave. I didn't have enough energy to do so and she was obviously committed to staying.
Tresca sighed. "Why?"
"Why what?" I mumbled back, my voice regrettably cracking at the end.
"Why did you send Bella away? I know you did. She nearly ran me over trying to get out of here. Why didn't you let her stay?"
I sighed in exasperation. She knew why- or she should. My emotions were too unstable to have anyone else around. I didn't want anyone to feel my pain, let alone my cousin.
Oh, the joys of being an empath! Not.
"Kyah..." Tresca sighed, knowing she lost the battle. I had every reason to push people away and she knew it.
"Please leave." I begged. Yeah, as if she would.
Tresca stood there for a moment, assessing me. To my surprise, she turned around and left the room.
She turned around just before exiting the room.
"I'll be telling Aidden your alive."
She left the room, and me to my thoughts. I turned to the bedside table and pulled one of the tulips from the vase. It made me sad, rather than happy, that Aidden was so worried. I didn't want to cause him stress as well.
I had to keep telling myself that we would all get through this. Bella, Aidden, Tresca, Bloom, Viscalia, Aadi, Andrew, Apnar, and I would all get through our grief and worry. Thats how it had to be...if we were all going to survive.
I spent the next three hours bumbarded by doctors and nurses taking tests, asking me questions, and being all- together annoying. Finally at 11:00 I was left alone to rest. This had been the longest day of my life, and it wasn't going to be over anytime soon. I stayed up all night sobbing hysterically, like the pathetic little girl I was. I could sense that this wasn't going to get any easier any time soon.
As I cried, I plotted ways to avenge my father's murder.
Hi guys, I know this is short, but I'm just not getting reviews and I'm just not feeling it anymore. :P I will update very soon though because I still have a few ideas. I'm just distracred right now because Wife Swap is on and it is an amazing show! So...I shall leave with that! I shall update soon- if I get reveiws that is. 'Bye all!
~Khaos
