Chapter 4: The Bad Feeling

Kida's POV

As the sun slowly set music started to play.

Very one started to dance.

Seth went and asked his sister to dance since no one wanted to.

Leah was some one I didn't like.

She is a bitch and I can see why most of the pack don't like her.

Emmett came over to me.

"How are you doing?"

He asked as he sat next to me.

"I'm fine."

I said as I looked away.

"You sure Kida?"

Emmett said as he put his hand under my chin and turned me back to look at him. "I know your lying but I hope you can trust me enough. To talk with me about anything."

He said and I smiled a little at him.

"Thank you Emmett."

I said to him.

"Your welcome Kida. Would you like to dance?"

He asked me.

"I don't know how to dance."

I said softly to him.

He smiled and stood up, pulling me with him.

We went a few yards away from the others.

Emmett started out slow for me.

He showed me how to slow dance, two step and other kind of dances.

I didn't think I could remember everything but I did.

It didn't take Emmett long to teach me.

By the time we got back to the others.

There was a slow song playing.

So Emmett put his hand into mine and pulled me onto the dance floor.

We were dancing close to each other.

Emmett was looking down at me.

"You ok?"

He asked me.

I smiled at him.

"Yes I am. I hope I don't mess up."

I said to him.

He pulled me closer to him.

His mouth was next to my ear so he didn't have to talk to loud.

"You wont mess up Kida. You are doing great."

He said so low that if he wasn't talking into my ear.

I wouldn't have heard him.

I rested my head on his shoulder as we moved around the dance floor.

The Cullen's were watching us will they danced as while.

Then I got the that feeling.

I pulled away from Emmett and looked towards the forest.

I didn't see them but I could feel them.

"Whats wrong?"

Came a few voice.

I didn't take my eyes off the forest.

"You didn't feel that?"

I said to them.

Edward, Jacob and Sam came over to me.

"Felt what?"

Sam said to me.

"It might be me be."

I said in a low voice.

I wanted to turn my back on the forest but I don't trust what lies with in them. "What do you mean?"

Edward said to me.

I looked around and every one was looking at me.

"When I lived in the forest. I would get chills all the time. It wasn't cold out then I would see them. They never bothered me. They would just walk around and do that they do."

I said as I took a step back.

"What are they?"

Carlisle asked me.

"If you been here this long and haven't felt or seen them. Then its just me. Nothing to worry about."

I said as I bumped into Emmett.

He put his hands on my shoulders so I wouldn't take both of us out.

"What have you seen?"

Emmett asked me.

"I rather not talk about it here."

I said to them.

When we got back to the house.

Bella took Nessie to their house to sleep.

Jacob was there to hear what I have to say.

So he could tell the other what is going on.

I sat on the arm of Emmett's chair.

"I don't know were to begin at. You know beside me there are other things that walks the Earth?"

I asked them.

They looked at me.

"What do you mean?"

Jasper said.

"Will besides demons there are fallen angels, sprites and other things. Did you know that?"

I asked them but no one said anything.

"Will ever now and then things will pop up in the forest. You have to be sensitive to them to know that they are there. Like me being a demon I can feel and see them. Sometime I cant tell what they are. Some of them are good and the others are evil."

I said to them.

"What kind did you feel behind my house?"

Jacob asked me.

I looked over at him.

I could see the worry in his eyes.

"I don't know how to tell you this but I really don't know. That's why I was looking. They didn't show them self's but I got a bad feeling."

I said to him.

He looked pale.

"If I was you try not to think about it. Cause if you do then you might start feeling or seeing them. And trust me you don't want to."

I said to him.

"Ok but can they hurt anyone?"

Alice asked me.

I looked over at her.

"I really don't know Alice. But I bet some of them can. The supernatural world you going to have the ones that wont hurt others. Then you going to have the one that can hurt or even kill."

I said as I started to shake.

Emmett put his hand on my knee and I stopped shacking.

"Can they make the same noises as animals?"

Jacob said as he looked at me.

It was like something just came to him.

"Some can I think. But sometimes it just the animal spirits. Why?"

I asked him.

"Cause for years I can hear something like a wolf howling at the moon. Then when the Cullen's came back and we started to turn into wolfs. When we howled something would howl with us. We would have gone and seen what it was. But it was one the Cullen's side."

Jacob said and I feel Emmett shaking.

I looked over at him and saw he was trying not to laugh.

I smiled at him.

"You don't have to worry about that."

I said to him.

They all besides Emmett was looking at me.

"Why?"

Jacob said to me.

"Did it sound like this?"

I said before I let a howl rip threw my lips.

Jacob was looking at me.

"You sound like a real wolf."

He said and Emmett couldn't hold it in any more.

He busted out laughing.

Every one beside Edward looked at him.

I saw Edward smiling to him self.

"I might be a vampire now but I will all ways be a wolf demon."

I said to him.

"Wow. I didn't see that coming at all."

He said as he shook his head.

"Sorry Jacob. I didn't know that the howling I heard was you guys. I couldn't help my self. Hearing wolfs howl makes me happy for some reason."

I said as I looked down at my lap.

"If you very want too run with my pack you are more then welcome to Kida." Jacob said to me.

I looked over at him.

"Really? You wouldn't mind a vampire running with you?"

I said and he smiled at held out his fist.

"Really Kida. I don't mind at all."

He said and I bumped his fist with mine.

"Yea will if you like we are going for a run tomorrow night since it's the full moon."

He said.

I looked at the Cullen's.

"What it be ok if I went with them?"

I asked Carlisle and Esme.

They looked at each other then back at me.

"You don't have to ask us Kida. You are more then welcome to do what you please."

Carlisle said to me.

I tilled my head.

"Its your house so I thought I should ask. Cause before I was left in the woods. My parents would say that my brothers and sisters had to ask them before they left."

I said confused.

Esme smiled at me.

Ed looked at Esme then at me.

He has this sweet smile I guess you could say on his lips.

"Sweetie you can go if you like."

Esme said to me like a mother would say.

I smiled at her.

"Thank you ma'ma."

I said and she shook her head.

"You can call me Esme or mom ok?"

She said to me.

I smiled more at her.

"Ok mom."

I said and I saw her eyes get big with joy.

It is nice to have people that cares about me like this. I never knew this feeling before they took me in.

I thought to my self.

Ed's eyes got wide and he looked at me.

"I heard your thoughts just now."

He said with shock in his voice.

Every one looked at him then back at me.

"You can?"

I said and he nodded his head.

"I guess I truly trust you then Ed."

I said to him.

He looked at me.

"What do you mean Kida? And why did you call me Ed for?"

Ed said.

"Sorry it just slipped out Edward. My mind isn't a safe place for just anyone to see. My heart knows better then my mind. So when it feels like I can truly trust someone that wont use me. It will let you see or hear what I am thinking or feeling."

I said as I looked over at Jasper.

"I see. So that is why I couldn't feel your emotions when we first meant. Now I can start feeling what you are feeling."

He said to me.

I smiled at him.

"Yep. Just so you know sometimes my emotions go wilds at points. So you have to forgive me for them. Even if I look calm on the out side. I am fighting with my self on the inside. But since I changed I don't know what is going to happen. I know I wont lose control but if I say something mean just now I don't mean it."

I said in a low voice.

"Kida don't feel sad. You are who you are. When you have your bad days. Edward or I will know before anyone else and we can give them a heads up. So you wont hurt anyone's feelings."

Jasper said with a smile.

"Thank you. I don't like when I have those mood swings. Its just how demons grow I guess you can say."

I said and Ed looked at me.

"What do you do when you have your swings?"

Ed said to me.

"Will would just lay in my cave put up a barrier and just scream. . ."

I said so low that I didn't know if they heard me or not.

"Does it hurt?"

Esme asked with a worry voice.

"Some does the others it just helps me tire my self out to sleep threw it."

I said.

"What does it feel like if you don't mind me asking?"

Emmett said and I looked down at him with a small smile.

"You know when the venom runs threw you when you are changing?"

I said and they all nodded there heads besides.

"A 1000 times worst then that. That's why I didn't scream or thrashed around. That felt nicer then going threw that."

I said and they all looked at me like I was crazy.

"That bad?"

Carlisle asked me.

"Yes. Think about being skinned alive slowly while they are rubbing acid onto your exposed flesh. Then being burned alive while being cut up slowly at the same time. Then having all your bones shattered at the same time. Then when its all done it goes backwards slowly. You can feel it all healing but it hurts just the same. I guess that's how it feels but I know there is more pain to it. That's what most of it feels like."

I said as a tear ran down my face as I remember the pain.

"Don't cry Kida."

Emmett said in a soft voice.

I couldn't look at him or them.

So I just looked up and let the tear run done my face.

I was to scared to open my mouth for fear of screaming.

Then Emmett pulled me into his lap and held me while I cried.

Every one just washed as Emmett spoke softly to me.

Telling me that I don't have to go threw it alone anymore.

That he will be there beside me the hold time.

Even if I don't want him there and I attack him.

Then the others came over and started to talk the same way.

Making me cry even more.

By the next day I stopped crying.

I wasn't tired at all so I didn't sleep.

It felt weird staying up all night and not feeling tired.

The Cullen's let me sit in the rain for hours while I got a grip on my self.

I hate being like this.

The cry baby, the weak and shy girl.

I'm just a thorn in their sides.

I wish I could just vanish.

"Your not a thorn in our sides."

Ed said to me.

I looked over at him.

He was standing be hind me wet from head to toe.

"Yes I am."

I said stubbornly.

He smiled at little at me.

"If you were then we wound have gone and brought you home. We haven't seen Emmett this happy since Rose left. Now I think about it he has never been this happy before."

Ed said and I looked at him.

"I don't understand."

I said to him.

Ed walked over to me.

"Before I explain can I ask you why you like to call me Ed?"

He asked me.

I looked down as the wet ground.

"I don't know. Ed just keeps popping in my head. I know you don't like it and I forget you can hear my thoughts."

I said.

He put his hand on my shoulder.

I didn't look up at him.

"Its ok if you call me Ed. I thought you did it to see if it would make me mad. But now that I can hear your thoughts sometimes. I know its just you trying to fit in. But you are already fit in."

Ed said and I looked over at him.

"I don't fit in. I'm not like the rest of you. I blush, cry, and sleep. Even though I'm a vampire now. While I can sleep if I want to or just stay awake. I'm a freak among the vampire world."

I said in a somber voice.

"Kida you have to stop thinking like that. Your not a freak different yes. Not every one is going to be the same. Look at Jasper, Alice, me and Bella we are different to."

He said but he didn't get it.

"They were human turned into a vampire. While I was born a demon but more like a human with demonic powers."

Ed was looking at me with sad eyes.

I forget a lot that he can hear what I'm thinking about.

"Kida I hope soon you can see your self threw our eyes."

He said as he stood up kiss the top of my head and left me.

I sat there looking up at the rain falling down on me.

"I see a weak monster that doesn't deserve to be alive."

I said softly.

And heard a two different growls.

One was Ed and the other was Emmett.

I still don't get why Emmett keeps following me.

I not worth it!

I yelled in my head.

Forgetting that Ed could hear me.

Sorry Ed.

I thought.

"Its ok Kida."

He said as he walked back to the house.

Then Emmett came over to me and sat next to me.

I didn't look at him.

"Kida?"

He said in a low soft voice to me.

I looked the other way.

"Yes?"

I said just as soft and low.

"Why wont you look at me?"

He said in a hurt voice.

Then I slowly looked at him.

But there was something watching us.

"Whats wrong?"

He said.

I guess he saw the fear in my eyes.

I could see something red and black watching us.

It looked like a human but black with glowing red eyes.

It was pure evil and it was slowly gliding towards us.

I put my hand into Emmett's and took off run as fast as I could.

As we ran I saw Ed still walking so when we got closer I put my hand into his and pulled him with me.

"Whats wrong Kida?"

He said as he looked at Emmett.

"I don't know she was looking at me. But there was fear in her eyes and she just took off. While dragging me with her."

Emmett said as I stopped in front of the house I looked behind us and the evil wasn't following us anymore.

Then something touched my shoulder.

Making me jump and snarl as I turned to see what the hell it was.

Emmett had his hand out still shocked to see how I was.

"Sorry but we had to get away."

I said as I saw that evil black thing.

This time Ed was looking at me.

"You weren't joking about that after all."

He said and Emmett looked at him.

"What are you talking about?"

Em said.

"Lets get inside first."

Ed said and then we walked into the house.

After we put on some dried clothes we sat in the kitchen.

Ed told them what he saw in my head.

"So there is something evil out there?"

Esme said in a low voice.

Ed nodded his head.

"But I don't think it can go so far."

I said.

They looked at me.

"How do you know?"

Jasper asked me.

"Cause if it could it would be here with us. After a mile or so it stopped and headed back. But I wasn't going to stop and make sure."

I said as I looked at my shacking hands.

Fuck me I wish I wasn't such a pussy!

I thought to my self and Ed had to look away and shack his head.

"Sorry Ed."

I said again.

He looked at me.

"Don't be sorry for what you are thinking. Beside I don't think you are one."

He said to me.

"Will I know I have one but I act like it more then my self."

I said and he busted out laughing.

While the others looked at us.

"Its nothing."

I said and this time my face didn't go red or pink.

So I guess I can control it.

"Your eyes are started to go from blue to red again."

Emmett said as he looked at me.

"While I guess I need to go hunting again."

I said in a low voice.

"Sounds good to me. I go with you."

Em said with a smile.

"I should go as while."

Jasper said.

I looked at his eyes.

There were starting to go black.

"Ok the three of us."

I said and then got up but something was looking at me threw the window.

It wasn't evil but good.

It was a little boy spirit and he need help.

Ed looked at me then the window since he can hear my thoughts.

"I cant see him in the window but I can see him in your head."

Ed said and very one looked at me.

I slowly walked to the back door and he followed me.

When I opened it he tried to run in but was pushed out.

So I walked out side.

The rain stopped a while back.

"Help me!"

He said in a scared voice.

"What is wrong?"

I said not sure if this was a good idea.

"They are coming! They know how to get threw the barriers!"

He said as he looked behind him.

I looked but didn't feel anything.

"What are they?"

I asked him.

He looked scared.

"They are the demonic spirits that never had a body's. They are evil and want body's so they can spread their evil."

The boy said and Ed was behind me listening.

"What kind of barriers are they?"

I asked him.

He looked at me.

"I really don't know ma'ma but I can show you where they are."

He said trying to be brave.

I looked a Ed.

"What are you going to do?"

He asked me.

"While I'm good with barriers so I might be able to help them."

I said to him.

"Ok while take Emmett and Jasper so after your done you guys can go hunting." Ed said and Jasper and Emmett came out side.

"Ok. Lead the way."

I said to the boy.

He smiled at me as he started to float way at a good speed.

I took off at a good speed with Emmett and Jasper on ether of me.

Then he boy started to slow down and so did I and the others did the same.

I could feel the barrier weakening.

I stopped and the boys did the same.

"Stay here."

I said as I walked towards the barrier.

It was the weakest of them all.

I was surprised that it lasted this long.

900 years for this to last this long.

Barriers had ring like a tree so you can see how old it is.

"A blood barrier would last a lot long then this one."

I said as I put my hand on the barrier.

"How do you a do a blood barrier?"

Jasper asked.

I looked at him.

"Could one of you go and get me a bear or deer?"

I asked them.

Em smiled at me.

"I go and get it."

He said then left.

It didn't take Em long to come back with a buck.

He laid it by my feet.

"Thank you Em."

I said as I bent down.

Emmett's POV

I laid the deer in front of Kida.

"Thank you Em."

She said as she bent down.

I smiled when she called me Em.

Then she started.

She thanked the deer for helping her out.

Then she used one of her nails and cut the deer open.

Then she dipped her fingers into its blood.

Kida turned back and started to write in the air.

But it must be the barrier.

"It's a good thing that all the barriers are connected as one."

Kida said as she finished writing.

Then something weird happened.

The buck's body started to float up into the air and went over Kida's head and vanished into the barrier.

There was a flash of red light and it was gone.

"Your welcome."

Kida said to someone.

That I couldn't see.

Then she turned to us and sucked off the rest of the blood off her finger.

That was hot how she did that.

"Lets go."

She said.

Then we took off to were I found the buck.

There was a lot of them.

So we jumped at them and drained them.

We drank four large bucks each.

"That tastes good."

I said as I looked at them.

Jasper looked like he rather not drink animal blood.

Emmett moved closer to me then licked my cheek.

I looked at him.

"You had some blood on your face."

Em smiled at me.

Jasper smiled at us then started to walk away.

"Let's get back home."

He said and we took off running.

But as we ran something didn't feel right.

Like something bad was coming.

Like the feeling of a bad storm that is forming.

You don't know when its going to hit but you know its going to be soon.

Then I hit something and fell back.

Em stopped and I ran into him.

I looked at him and he was crouching and growling, so was Jasper.

I got to my feet to see a man with just jeans on.

He had pure white wings coming out of his back.

That was folded tightly to his body.

"I'm not here to fight."

He said as he put his hands up.

But the boys didn't back down.

I saw a white glow and got a good vibe from him.

"Why are you here?"

I said as tried to move around them.

But Em put his arms around me and started to step back.

"Emmett he's not going to hurt us."

I said and the man waited for me to get them to stop.

"How the hell do you know Kida?"

Em growled as he kept his eyes on the man.

"Cause the vibe he is a good one. Not a evil one. Lets hear him out."

I said and Em stopped but didn't let go of me.

Jasper stayed ready.

"I didn't mean to scare you. I'm here to give a warning to Kida and her new family. Your old family is going to come and try to kill you. But if your not ready by the time they come. Not just your family will die but the hole town and more. They didn't think you would live after they abandon you. You are what the demons fear most. You are a Death Dealer. The first one in thousands of years. A pure hearted demon born more human then demon will be the next Death Dealer. She has to make it to her 20th birthday. If she is kill before that. Hell will rain down on the Earth and there will be nothing here to stop it."

He said and I was in shock.

"But I have a year to go before I turn 20. How the hell am I going to make it when they are coming?"

I said to him. He smiled at me then slowly pulled out a bag and put it on the ground.

"Sweet little Kida. Just like vampire's demons as no since to time. So you might have a year or so before they come for you. But some demons will feel you and they might run or come and challenge you to a fight. What you need is in this bag. Weapons and books from Death Dealers before you. When you need me I will come. So listen to your new family and become the Dealer your might to be. Save your world and the ones you love."

He said and was gone in a flash of white light.

I looked at them and they were looking at me.

"Not another battle."

Em said as he looked into my eyes.

I didn't think they were going to be in this fight.

It was going to be me against them.

"Emmett I don't think you or the family is going to be in this fight."

I said and they looked at me.

"Why do you say that for Kida?"

Jasper said.

I took a breath and looked up at the sky.

"I don't want anything to happen to you guys."

I said as I pulled my self out of Emmett's arms and grabbed the bag.

"Let get home cause I have homework to do."

I said with a smile.

But they didn't smile back.

When we got back they told the other what happened.

While I pulled out books first and started to read.